May 12, 2026

S4 E46 - 'Hit the SPOTLight' with Quinn Creator Nick Meyer

S4 E46 - 'Hit the SPOTLight' with Quinn Creator Nick Meyer
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Season 4

The incredible Nick Meyer joined us in the studio for another episode of 'Hit the SPOTlight'. We had a thoughtful and fun conversation about creativity, confidence, and how audio erotica can change the way you view your own sexuality, along with what they have coming up next. Nick shares why they turned down a job in artificial intelligence and how that decision ultimately led to leaving their talent agency. Also, Nick doesn’t shy away from making people laugh with various voices and accents.


🔥 IN THIS EPISODE

  • Nick opens up about refusing a very lucrative job in artificial intelligence
  • The difference between comfort and confidence within this space
  • Nick’s very first Quinn drop and how they handled the nerves
  • How working in audio erotica has impacted their own sexuality
  • Nick’s favorite Quinn comment of all time and why it made them say, “ohhhhhh!”
  • Nick responds to some great listener questions that turn into side conversations
  • The tables are turned when Nick asks the QCQTs whether the audio erotica space has changed our own feelings about sexuality
  • Nick tells us about some upcoming projects (and they are good)
🔗 Where to Find Nick Meyer
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IG
Quinn
Website

🎙 WHO’S TALKING
Hosts: Kazza, Jules, Smudge
Guest: Nick Meyer

💬 THE BIG TAKEAWAY
It is all about authenticity. This episode turned into a genuinely honest discussion about confidence, identity, creativity, and what it means to stay true to yourself in spaces that are constantly changing.


[2 Nicks?] [FanNicktion] [ Artificial Intelligence] [ 5 things] [WHICH Ramble?] [Authenticity] [Hecky Bear Smooch]


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You're listening to Quincast, where we have chats about audio

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eradica and empowerment through desire.

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And we take you behind the scenes with the pros

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shaping the industry settle in.

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Things are about to get spicy and uncensored. It's Tuesday,

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it's five pm. It must be Hit the Spotlight recording day.

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Look at that like we do it at a regular time.

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Wouldn't it be awkward if it wasn't. Now I've just

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said that. Yeah, hello, ladies, how are we? How long?

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Good? Good? How are you doing smudgy?

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Yeah, really good. It's been a good week because it's

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only been one day in so not much can go

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wrong in one day. Even in my world, you'd be surprised.

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I mean, things can only go right at this point,

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especially with the hit Spotlight happening today.

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De Reims said in nineteen ninety nine, things can only

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get better, you know, can get better. I'm not the

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only one that knows that song.

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I don't know that name, but I know of a song.

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Can you sing a little bit?

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Things can only get better? Nope, No, I swear to god,

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you motherfucker you did that on purpose. If I get

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to edit this particular episode. I'm gonna put the song

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in so fuck you.

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So who are we talking to today?

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I'll hit the.

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Spotlight, ladies.

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You're talking to Nick Meyer today.

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Yeah.

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Nick is a voice actor out of la with work

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being featured on Quinn, slash fic and articles with The

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La Times and Business Insider. Their pastimes include, but are

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not limited to, being a full time dog father, playing magic,

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the Gathering, and being an idiot online.

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Let's clarify that we are not calling you an idiot, Nick, No,

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you called yourself an idiot.

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No, we're not. We only call me in iyet.

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Yeah, you're an idiot.

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See here you go.

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Look at that full start.

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Anyway, Well he's white and in the white room. Shure

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we bring him in.

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Yeah, come on and Nick.

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Come on in?

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Nick?

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Who? Hey, how you doing good?

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How are you doing?

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Going wonderful?

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Excellent?

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Hey you guys doing this morning?

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Doing great?

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Ticky boo?

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I don't know what that means either.

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My god is a very British way of saying Okay, Well,

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thank you very much.

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For asking, Thank you for the lesson.

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Nice to meet you, Nick, Thanks for joining us.

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Very nice to meet you.

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Excited to have you here. Chat a little bit. Smudge

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has something for you to start with, so I'm gonna

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blame her, then I'll take credit for it.

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We like to play a little game with our guests

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to warm them up, get them into the Queen car spirit. Yay.

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So the game. I'm going to tell you what the

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game is, and then we're going to ask for your

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consent to play.

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All right, Yeah, I prefer games that you need.

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Yeah, all about the consent, all about the content. So

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we have five well known nicks. We're going to give

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you clues, three clues, and you have to guess which

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nick we're talking about. And the game is called Nicknames.

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Do you have any questions?

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No? I feel like the game itself explains itself.

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That's what I thought, Genie.

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You're trying to run through my brain right now to

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think of nicks.

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I wouldn't because I wouldn't. Yeah yeah, yeah, So, nick Meyer,

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do we have your consent to play Nicknames?

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Of course? Absolutely.

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Here are your first set of clues. His real last

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name connects him to a legendary comic book family. He

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once purchased a dinosaur skull at auction. He played a

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historian searching for clues on the US Declaration of Independence.

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Nicholas Cage. Okay, well, this is difficult, right because you're

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saying other Nicks. But I don't call him Nick. He's

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not my buddy, you know.

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I call him Nick when I phone him.

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Up, and honestly that is on me.

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Yes, well done, all right.

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Second one, a fourth century bishop from Mira, inspired this

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global legend in Dutch folklore. He arrived by boat from

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Spain and he has over one hundred different names in

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aliases worldwide.

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Saint Nick.

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I'm gonna pause there, alright.

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Yes, good old Saint Nick. Right, Okay, okay.

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I was a lot more worried. I thought you were

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going to do like real people.

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Well, Nick Cage, I'm sorry, Nick Cage, you are a

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real person, but you know.

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Give me another.

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Her image is often associated with shawls, moon imagery and

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witch like aesthetics. She helped turn the album Rumors into

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one of the best selling albums ever. Stevie Nicks and

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sang oh, I don't even have to.

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Sorry, I'm so sorry. I really I saw Stevie Nicks

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in concert. I was like nineteen years old, jealous. I

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was working at a tech conference in Las Vegas. For me,

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it was like a demonstration with like car company, a

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car tech company. I get off of work one day

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and we finish up and they're like, oh, you guys,

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hey kids, you guys want to go to a show?

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And I was like, I mean, sure, what the hell

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am I going to do at nineteen in Vegas? I

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can't go anywhere at nineteen years old. I get I

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get mean mugged when I try to walk with any routine.

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So I go to this show and they barely let

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me in Jabaria. No one told us beforehand that it

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was fucking Stevie Nicks. Oh my god, no, because they're

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just like, oh, this is just a sponsored ces work

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like whatever. And I'm sitting here going I'm with a

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bunch of fucking stick in the MUDs. I'm trying to

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yap in chat with all these people, and no one's

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having a kiki, No one's having a good time. And

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then all of a sudden, Stevie Nicks walks on stage

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and I'm.

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Like Steph Nicks.

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I'm like, guys, do you see this too? Am I

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fucking crazy? And they're like they're like, oh, yeah, we

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knew Steve it was what what are you talking about?

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Did we not tell you anyway.

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It was incredible, fucking incredible to be able to see her.

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Oh my god, it's been amazing.

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Again.

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I know, I know her very well, and I call

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it Stephen Nicks.

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I'm more of a C C kind of guy, you know,

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and don't worry about it. It's like our own personal name.

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You're gonna say, oh, that's not really it's not really

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good name. And I'm gonna tell you, well, you don't

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know like that. Okay, run the number four. I'm so sorry.

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You don't have to never apologize.

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Bring on the stories. This is it, all right? Okay,

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there we go. Their name comes from a shortened version

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of Knickerbuckers. They play in the world's most famous arena

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in Manhattan. Their colors are orange and blue.

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I want to let you finish this one because I

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felt like an asshole last time the New York Knicks.

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Yes and no, you jump in whenever you know.

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It's all.

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It's not like I get points. I don't know how

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this thing is stored. It's not like.

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Technically technically the all no points.

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Let's see if you can go with it.

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Five five for five.

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It'll be if you get this one, all right, let's see.

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Its name originally referred to a type of early movie theater.

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It's award show once famously covered celebrities in green slime,

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and it's the channel that helped launch characters like SpongeBob SquarePants.

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I'm not I'm not too sure.

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Voice.

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It wasn't allowed to watch TV as a kid, you know, Sponderbob.

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SpongeBob is pure.

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Face, absolute the depravity in that television show. Oh god,

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it's got a theme song. It's just just my name.

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A bunch of times.

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People must have said that all the time to you,

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Oh fucking god, every and well, the thing is, I

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love a goof and a gag, so it doesn't bother

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me to it didn't like, doesn't now bother me too much.

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But I am shocked that it still does happen, and

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especially from older people. When I was growing up, everyone

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and their mother did it. You know. It was always

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like he's, well, yeah, that is my name legally, Actually

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that's what nick. I am, the heir of the fortune.

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You nice to me, Come to my spider Man. But

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it's always a shock when I get hit with that,

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like especially at cafes or something like that. I'll be

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like a Duncan donuts in an in an airport trying

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to have a normal day. An older woman will be

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like writing the name of the cap and I'm like,

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you understand, it's seven am and time doesn't exist the airport.

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You know, when I'm at a at an airport, you know,

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I've already got a lot of problems.

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So well now they're going to call me Nick Cage.

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So sorry, Nicholas, not like that.

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You You and CC you, me and Stephen. I'm still confused.

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Well you'll be You'll be happy to know, Nick, that

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is the game is over.

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That's it.

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No.

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Five out of five. Honestly, I need to make these

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games harder. They have a go, They have a go

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at me for making them apparently too difficult for the guests.

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I think Atlas is still traumatized.

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For Atlas, he still gets like shipped for it online.

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Well, first off, there are not many people called Nick

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who are well.

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Known for a long time. Anytime you looked at my

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Nameick Meyer or Nicholas Meyer, and there were two people.

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One is American TV yes slash movie producer Nicholas Myer,

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and he still comes up when you look up Nick

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Meyer on IMDb because my ID is not fleshed out

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very well. Oftentimes I'll get especially when I'm doing producer jobs,

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They're like, oh my god, he produced fast and furious

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for like.

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Yes I did.

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I'm like, yeah, I was, like I think I was

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fifty fourteen, maybe maybe thirty. Yeah, I was like I was.

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I was. I was running like the navy, you know.

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Uh.

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I was meeting our deadlines like nobody's business, and I

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was the line producer. I'm sitting there budgeting. I'm like,

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I don't know how much a fucking doll cart cost

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or rent.

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Man, I can't drive.

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It is funny, Nick that you say that, because like,

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I was on your IMDb page looking at things, and

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it does say at the bottom it says not to

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be confused with. He like comes right out and says

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not to be confused with.

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Oh yeah, yeah, no. I saw when they added that.

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When they added that, I was like me, you sh

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shit hot, Yeah, his page, because.

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I wonder if he does. Have you been on their pages?

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Is it on their pages as well? That'd be rude

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if it wasn't.

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Well, I'm going to fuck with Wikipedia later today. I'll

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tell you that.

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Yeah, I read that you've been acting since you was sixteen?

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Uh yeah, get more or less?

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Yes, Yeah, So when did you kind of realize that

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it wasn't just a bit of a hobby maybe, and

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that you were going to actually be serious about it.

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How I got started with performance in general. I was

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thirteen up in Michigan, just north to Detroit, and my

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sister was a longtime singer, performer, et cetera. A year

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older than I am. And this is going to make

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me sound hilariously ridiculous, but thirteen years old, my sister

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a choir show and all of the after parties were

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at a place called Tony Island. It was like essentially

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a more family owned Denny's, and they had after parties

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for all the performances there. And I went, I'm thirteen,

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and I you know, traps in there. I had met

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a lot of the people inquire at that point through

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various you know, having parties at the house whatever, and

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I met the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in

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my life. I didn't know how to say a word,

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and usually I've always been a talker, so I was like, hey,

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you get fries with your burger tonight? Cool? Smooth, It's

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really cool. Yeah, it's good work. I want you. But

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I immediately walked away from that and I ran over

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to my sister and I go, do they are they

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all like that? Are they all like that? In choir?

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And She's like, look, man, what are you saying? And

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it inspired me to do a summer show choir camp

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hilarious and again ridiculous, But it was mostly because I

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didn't want to do I had to choose between doing

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football again and doing that, and I didn't want to

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do conditioning. I liked playing football, I hated the conditioning

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months in the summer, so instead I went to a

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different place to get sweaty and tired. And then yeah,

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I started, you know, performing at the heighs when I

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got into high school. Then my dad's job moved out

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to California when I was sixteen, and I'm like, oh,

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that's where, that's where are? You know, having a gross

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misunderstanding of what was going to happen when I came

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to California. But I was blessed that when I got here,

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a friend of mine's dad was a talent manager and

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I didn't know this, did not know this when over

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to her house, was hanging out, chatted with her dad

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for like an hour and a half, and my sister

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and their friend were very confused. They're like, Nick's really

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getting along with philm that that was going on. I

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was in there talking to this man about my hopes

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and my dreams and my aspirations and my goals, and

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at the end of the hour and a half, Chatty goes, oh, yeah,

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I'm like, oh, what do you do? You know? I'd

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asked him a bunch of other questions about life and

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none about work. I was like, you know, where'd you

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grow up? You know you have any siblings' what.

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Kind of trouble did.

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You get into as a kid? For one that I realized,

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I was like, oh, I've never asked any normal questions.

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What do you do? And he goes, oh, I'm a

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talent manager And I'm like, really really cool, that's really

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cool man hiring telling Yeah, I was how does that work?

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So now to actually answer your question properly? Ro That

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was about when I started doing on camera at least auditioning.

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Started doing some minor television shows did like Investigation, Discovery

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a lot. I was one of the casting directors Star

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Children anytime they needed someone to be a murderer they

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called me okay, which I was yeah, yeah. Just to

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give context, I was about eighteen years old when I

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was told by a casting director you've come in now

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to read for like the here row. Like a lot

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of times I was auditioning for star football player, nice

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guy and whatever, and it never went well, never went well,

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because that's that's not my type at all. My agent

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manager were convinced that that was that was the line

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to run. And a casting director I saw three different

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times she goes, you understand, you look a little evil, right,

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And I'm like huh and she's like, no, no, no, not

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in a bad way. She's like, you you have like

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a an intensity behind your eyes that you can only

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find in someone who is evil. Wow.

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So it didn't sound by the second time she said it.

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No, no, no, no, no, no, no, significantly worse. And I

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was like, oh, so I'm evil, good, evil, bad? Nothing. Yeah.

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I know.

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She's like, no, evil nothing, I'm not saying you are evil.

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I'm just saying that you would play evil very well.

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And I walked away from that and I looked in

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the mirror for a long time, and that was when

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I decided to to close my eyes to the rest

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of the world and be illusional for the rest of

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my life. And it's gotten well, it's got it's gone

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fucking well. Started doing that, started streaming on Twitch just

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to pass the time because I was stuck in my

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house anyway, and that started doing pretty well, started paying

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my bills, which was a blessing. And then by twenty

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two I had been berated by multiple people saying, start

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doing TikTok, you're funny.

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To do it, do it.

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And so yeah, I was like, all right, that was

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just your mom, Yeah, that was oh, yeah, that was

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my mother. Oh and your mom too. I didn't know

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that they did a book club together. Yea yeah. And

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I discovered the wonderful world community support between and discovered

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the life I could lead, you know, in a bit

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of a transactional way. I give you me, you give

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me money. And that was a really hard thing for

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me to understand because I from sixteen never didn't I

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always had a job, a nine to five or a

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part time job. There was not a point between sixteen

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and twenty five, twenty four that I didn't have the

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wtube some middle of a manager telling me what to

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do in parking at my faith. Yeah, so I didn't

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understand what that was like. And I know it when

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I say I give them me and they give me money,

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it's not quite like that. It is more of at

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least for Twitch and then for FanHouse for a while,

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and then Patreon, it was a hey, you know, I,

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to the best of my ability to give a shit

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about the well being of the group of support. Obviously

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caring too much about the individual does make it a

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little parasocially, but you know, I'm like, I give a

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shit about you guys. You know, I show up to

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stream almost every single day, posting these videos every single day,

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and there's like there are those like first twenty thirty

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people that supported me that I still have in my

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mind every time and make a video, you know. And

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at this point it's been six years since I started streaming,

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So there are some people that have been in my

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stream since the beginning that you know, we've kind of

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grown with and they're now, you know, finished college. And

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I knew it was going to be a job once

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I was able to quit my day job essentially one

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of the ones that I had at twenty five, and

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so it around when I started Quinn. So maybe when

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I was twenty four. That was when it hit me.

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You know, I grew up. I grew up pretty poor

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in Iowa and in Michigan. We my mom wears a

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seventy hour a week waitress. My dad was in the Navy,

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so he was on a boat for you know, ten

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months of the year, and then after that he was

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working at a sears so for a lot of my

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you know, pre fourteen fifteen, when my dad started working

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for the military again, I I don't know. And even

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when he was reading for the military, work was everything,

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you know, there was you had nothing else but your

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thing that puts food on the table. So unfortunately, as

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much as I believed in myself, I knew I'm like

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you know, I'm pretty good in acting and pretty good

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at this. It wasn't until I could support myself started

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to click.

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That's so cool. Well a little journey.

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How did you.

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Make the leap from acting to that bridge that's Quentin,

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because that's quite a bridge to cross.

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So again, this one starts pretty young. When I was

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fourteen thirteen, I was really into this book series called Aragon,

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the book about dragons, and prior to the final book

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being published, I was very disappointed the book stopped because

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I started reading when there I think three or four,

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and I'm like, man, these characters aren't done. There's more

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of a story that needs to be told. And so

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I wrote the next few chapters for myself, not understanding

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fan fashion, yeah and what it was. So I had

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written these couple of chapters of Aragon, and then I

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was sitting there one day like, I wonder if anybody

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else has written any chapters about Aragon, you know, maybe

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somebody else felt the same way as being. And that's

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how I discovered, you know, a number of different websites,

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and so I began writing fan fiction for those websites

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when I was fourteen, and of course no one knew

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I was fourteen. I was I was loudly saying I'm

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I'm twenty, which no one believed by the way. Everyone

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was like, oh, they're eighteen, saying they're twenty, and I'm

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like sure, yeah.

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Total To be fair, it depends when you voice dropped,

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because that voice is deep. So if it's.

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Yeah, yeah, oh thanks, oh that man, yes, I can

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do a pretty good you know, automated voice voice, you know,

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voicemail voice. And so I was, you know, riffing on

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it on stream, and I jokingly like, I don't remember

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how the Daddy issues hotlines started or where the original

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idea was from, but I was doing Oh, I was

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on stream and I was doing the thank you for

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calling Nick Meyer's stream, thank you so much for coming

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blah blah blah blah blah, and someone said, thanks so

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much for coming?

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Are you talking me through.

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In that voice?

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And I immediately.

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That kind of put the worm in my brain. So

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when I was filming tiktoks a couple of days later,

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I made the video. And that was back when I

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used to record, Like I used to post three videos

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a day minimum, and so I'd record six to eight

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at once, batch them all together, and then record, you know,

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post him as I could. I posted that one at

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seven pm, close my phone. I don't open TikTok. I

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used to not open TikTok like after I posted, just

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let it, let it sit, so I didn't become neurotic.

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Didn't work. Yeah, yeah, So I woke up to a

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bunch of comments that are like, I'm gonna suck your

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cock clean off. I need that. Yeah good, I need that.

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And the fast forward is, you know, people started tanking

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Quinn and my stuff eventually, you know, at first, I

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but I'm a negotiator at heart, the value of interest,

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and so at first they were like, oh, you should

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apply for Quinn, like there's a portal to apply, and

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I was like, oh wait, and they're like, wouldn't that

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be like really good? You know, it's it's you know,

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be consistent yet YadA, And I'm like, oh wait, I'll

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wait for them to reach out to me. And I

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did not a not a cockywaight at all. It was

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because for me, I had started doing FanHouse, so in

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my head, I was like, I'm already comfortable doing my

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payball platforms direct to listen, you know, direct to the fan.

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When I said I'll wait for them to come to me,

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it was more of a I'm not too keen on

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stopping doing specifically on like FanHouse or Patreon. It was

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not like I'm a bad bitch and they'll come to me.

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It was purely just I'm having fun with what I'm doing,

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and if I'm going to switch what I'm doing, i'd

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like it to be you know, I'd like, I'd like

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for it to come to me. I don't want to

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I don't want to hunt down a new job when

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I don't feel like I'm done with my current one.

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That's sort of how I felt at.

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That's that's how he began. And ironically it was they

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didn't even know about like my writing fan fiction or

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anything like that. They had just listened to my stuff

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on fan House, and I was like, you can, you

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can do this very well. You know, you do the

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director listener very well. And the rest.

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Is an over three million plays.

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You sounded like you were all like confident in yourself

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growing up, moving into audio erotica. You know, what's what's

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the story? What's the young Nick? Who was he?

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Oh?

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You guys want to see him?

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No, that sounded dodgy and expecting a picture just to

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pop up on Oh my god, that is another second

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time I've made a potentially sexual joke with no intention

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of being sexual.

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Literally like a kindergarten school picture.

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Oh thank god, thank god.

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Just just to be clear, we are looking at a

472
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picture of a young Nick, not yes.

473
00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:03.599
Anyway, we didn't need to clear that up.

474
00:25:03.839 --> 00:25:05.759
I'm so sorry. I have so.

475
00:25:07.119 --> 00:25:09.559
And you're never going on into the podcast.

476
00:25:09.160 --> 00:25:09.440
Are you?

477
00:25:09.559 --> 00:25:09.759
No?

478
00:25:09.759 --> 00:25:09.839
No?

479
00:25:09.759 --> 00:25:13.200
No, no, no, no, yeah, no no you are this is gold?

480
00:25:13.240 --> 00:25:13.880
Are you kidding me?

481
00:25:14.319 --> 00:25:19.960
So going back to young Nick, Young Nicholas, Yeah, young Nicholas,

482
00:25:20.319 --> 00:25:22.359
were you a confident person?

483
00:25:22.799 --> 00:25:27.119
I wouldn't say any of that confidence struck until probably sixteen,

484
00:25:27.279 --> 00:25:29.319
and even that it didn't like strike. I was a

485
00:25:29.400 --> 00:25:31.400
very goofy looking kid. I was born to and a

486
00:25:31.400 --> 00:25:33.200
half months early, so I was born cross eyed with

487
00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:33.960
a crooked smile.

488
00:25:34.200 --> 00:25:36.680
And oh I'm British, your teeth look amazing.

489
00:25:37.039 --> 00:25:39.440
Yeah, So I was, you know, born crossided, crooked smile.

490
00:25:39.599 --> 00:25:42.720
It was always was a very goofy kid. My parents

491
00:25:42.720 --> 00:25:45.799
are very goofy, very silly, very funny people. But I

492
00:25:45.839 --> 00:25:48.000
was the youngest of my family by a mile. You know,

493
00:25:48.119 --> 00:25:51.119
my cousins are all older. I'm the youngest of my siblings.

494
00:25:51.359 --> 00:25:55.160
So I was a very shy kid. Didn't really spend

495
00:25:55.200 --> 00:25:57.640
much time out about, didn't have any friends because we

496
00:25:57.680 --> 00:25:59.759
moved around so much as well, you know, being in

497
00:26:00.160 --> 00:26:02.559
my dad being in the navy, so I found a

498
00:26:02.599 --> 00:26:06.839
lot of solace in like video games and legos and books.

499
00:26:06.920 --> 00:26:10.319
So I read a lot. I was three four books

500
00:26:10.359 --> 00:26:13.759
a week kid until I was, you know, fifteen. I

501
00:26:13.759 --> 00:26:16.440
didn't get out much and having moved so much, I

502
00:26:16.440 --> 00:26:19.920
didn't really have firm ground to stand on, so I

503
00:26:19.920 --> 00:26:22.240
was always going to a new school, meeting new people.

504
00:26:23.119 --> 00:26:26.079
Never really got to discover that confidence. I was always

505
00:26:26.160 --> 00:26:29.680
like the new kid, I'm not super comfortable. It wasn't

506
00:26:29.720 --> 00:26:32.720
again until when I moved to California. One of the

507
00:26:32.720 --> 00:26:36.119
things that I really leaned heavily on was, oh, I've

508
00:26:36.119 --> 00:26:38.920
always hated being the new kid, but now I can

509
00:26:39.079 --> 00:26:43.440
just choose who to be now, you know, in a

510
00:26:43.480 --> 00:26:46.400
weird way, it was a what are the things about

511
00:26:46.440 --> 00:26:48.759
myself that I like? What are the things about myself

512
00:26:48.759 --> 00:26:51.200
that other people like? And I had this conversation with

513
00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:54.079
myself when I was moving to California. I was what

514
00:26:54.119 --> 00:26:56.519
do I want to leave Michigan with? And what do

515
00:26:56.559 --> 00:26:59.240
I want to leave in Michigan? And one of those

516
00:27:00.119 --> 00:27:02.640
very serious question I'd ask myself because when I got here,

517
00:27:02.680 --> 00:27:04.960
I didn't really know who I was. You know, when

518
00:27:04.960 --> 00:27:09.079
you're sixteen, you don't fucking know anything. You don't know yourself,

519
00:27:09.160 --> 00:27:11.400
you don't know anybody else. I was just like, what

520
00:27:11.480 --> 00:27:13.680
things made me feel good? What should made me feel bad?

521
00:27:13.839 --> 00:27:16.119
And so when I came here, I was I was like, Okay,

522
00:27:16.200 --> 00:27:20.000
I've made good friends in Michigan. I found some elements

523
00:27:20.039 --> 00:27:24.000
myself that I'm proud of, you know, singing, performing, acting, whatever.

524
00:27:24.480 --> 00:27:27.000
Let's lean on that, you know, let's focus on that.

525
00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:30.680
So rather than I'm an amorphous blob who likes to

526
00:27:30.720 --> 00:27:33.240
read and play video games, I am somebody with direction.

527
00:27:33.920 --> 00:27:35.960
I'm someone who wants to be an actor and will

528
00:27:36.000 --> 00:27:38.160
be an actor and wants to perform and will perform.

529
00:27:38.400 --> 00:27:42.640
And that resolution is what gave me confidence because now,

530
00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:45.559
no matter what anybody else thought of me, I was

531
00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:49.160
still something. And yeah, that's where the confidence came from.

532
00:27:49.279 --> 00:27:52.799
That's that's an incredibly young age to embrace that kind

533
00:27:52.839 --> 00:27:55.799
of confidence, like to step into I mean at sixteen,

534
00:27:56.119 --> 00:28:00.440
eighteen twenty five, Like, what do you attribute your ability

535
00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:02.079
to be able to do that at such a young age?

536
00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:06.359
I would die. Two things. I would say reading really helped.

537
00:28:06.720 --> 00:28:10.319
And also because because of my older siblings and because

538
00:28:10.359 --> 00:28:12.880
I was the youngest, we had a very tumultuous childhood.

539
00:28:13.000 --> 00:28:16.440
We had a very rocky childhood for a lot of reasons.

540
00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:20.039
One of the things that my siblings did was they

541
00:28:20.480 --> 00:28:23.039
observed the bad things that the adults in our lives

542
00:28:23.039 --> 00:28:24.880
would do and just kind of take it as bad

543
00:28:24.880 --> 00:28:28.079
and walk away from it, And for me, I saw

544
00:28:28.359 --> 00:28:30.200
how that hurt them. You know, they took on the

545
00:28:30.200 --> 00:28:32.599
weight of everything that everybody else was doing in their life,

546
00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:35.920
and instead I took it as like a learning opportunity

547
00:28:36.319 --> 00:28:39.279
of this is this is what's going to ruin your life,

548
00:28:39.319 --> 00:28:41.400
this is what won't ruin your life. Here are the

549
00:28:41.400 --> 00:28:43.400
good things I can pull away from this. Rather than

550
00:28:43.440 --> 00:28:45.559
just having like an end all, be all parent, who

551
00:28:45.599 --> 00:28:48.240
is your role model for everything, I instead went, Okay,

552
00:28:48.480 --> 00:28:50.519
I'm going to take the good and bad from this one,

553
00:28:50.519 --> 00:28:51.759
and the good and bad from this one, and the

554
00:28:51.799 --> 00:28:53.400
good and bad from this one, from every person in

555
00:28:53.400 --> 00:28:56.799
my life that I could, you know, find some understanding

556
00:28:56.960 --> 00:29:00.640
or life knowledge from. And it led me to become

557
00:29:00.680 --> 00:29:05.319
a far more introspective person because I was always placing

558
00:29:05.440 --> 00:29:09.960
my current personhood and my actions to those adults in

559
00:29:09.960 --> 00:29:12.279
my life and to those people in my life. So

560
00:29:12.319 --> 00:29:16.599
by the time I at sixteen, I was already every mistake,

561
00:29:16.640 --> 00:29:21.480
every decision I was making, I would immediately go into

562
00:29:22.440 --> 00:29:24.119
unfortunately it was a bad thing at the time it was.

563
00:29:24.160 --> 00:29:26.680
I would go into a spiral of was this was

564
00:29:27.079 --> 00:29:30.400
did my actions align with my current morals and values? Yes?

565
00:29:30.519 --> 00:29:33.200
Or no? And I'd asked myself that question a million times.

566
00:29:33.240 --> 00:29:36.960
If I hurt someone's feelings, or I rejected somebody that

567
00:29:37.079 --> 00:29:40.640
asked me out and I felt bad, or if I

568
00:29:40.680 --> 00:29:43.079
said something rude to a friend and didn't realize, I'd

569
00:29:43.160 --> 00:29:47.200
constantly be asking myself, where is this align in my

570
00:29:47.319 --> 00:29:50.079
values and morals? So by the time I was hitting

571
00:29:50.079 --> 00:29:53.200
that age, I was already I was already beating myself

572
00:29:53.240 --> 00:29:56.839
black and blue for every mistake I made. I was

573
00:29:56.880 --> 00:30:01.279
already going in and diving in thinking about every action.

574
00:30:02.359 --> 00:30:04.279
So once I was doing that. But the reason I

575
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:07.279
was able to have that knowledge is, oh, if I

576
00:30:07.519 --> 00:30:12.839
can hurt myself with my thoughts and my feelings, you know,

577
00:30:12.880 --> 00:30:15.519
if I can like make myself feel so bad for whatever,

578
00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:17.720
and I could also make myself feel pretty good. Like

579
00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:20.759
I could also at the same time control my thoughts

580
00:30:21.039 --> 00:30:23.359
towards a positive one. Didn't get rid of the depression,

581
00:30:23.359 --> 00:30:25.720
didn't get rid of the anxiety, didn't get to the ADHD,

582
00:30:25.759 --> 00:30:27.720
none of that. But I was able to go, Okay,

583
00:30:28.119 --> 00:30:32.519
there is some merit to your mind. Is you only

584
00:30:32.599 --> 00:30:36.480
exist through your thoughts, you you know. And that's how

585
00:30:36.519 --> 00:30:39.039
I got to the point where I could say, at

586
00:30:39.119 --> 00:30:41.200
least I can be an actor. At least I can

587
00:30:41.240 --> 00:30:43.759
be a performer. I want to take that.

588
00:30:43.759 --> 00:30:46.759
That's incredible. No, it's so good. I mean that usually

589
00:30:46.839 --> 00:30:49.240
takes people decades of therapy to get there.

590
00:30:49.920 --> 00:30:53.200
And I still struggle with it. It's not a I

591
00:30:53.319 --> 00:30:56.640
still have a very hard time with you know, that spiraling,

592
00:30:56.640 --> 00:31:01.400
that overthinking, et cetera. That doesn't change. But I at

593
00:31:01.480 --> 00:31:05.000
least have had the tools, I think, to chip away

594
00:31:05.039 --> 00:31:06.799
in it. Now it's incredible.

595
00:31:07.440 --> 00:31:11.000
So your confidence sort of grew and your self introspection

596
00:31:11.119 --> 00:31:14.160
and your growing up. Where did you find this the

597
00:31:14.160 --> 00:31:18.000
confidence sexually to then move into order erotica? Was that

598
00:31:18.039 --> 00:31:19.279
a different type of confidence?

599
00:31:19.599 --> 00:31:21.799
That's very that's a good I haven't thought of that.

600
00:31:21.880 --> 00:31:24.440
I haven't really, you know, I've thought extensively. I should

601
00:31:24.440 --> 00:31:28.200
say about how I got to the comfort. I guess

602
00:31:28.240 --> 00:31:30.319
it's less about the confidence and more about the comfort.

603
00:31:31.079 --> 00:31:36.279
I grew up in a very open minded household my parents.

604
00:31:36.640 --> 00:31:38.480
My parents, I'm not going to say, talked about sex

605
00:31:38.519 --> 00:31:40.559
all the time, but my parents were not opposed to

606
00:31:40.599 --> 00:31:45.160
us understanding how sex worked. You know, what adults did,

607
00:31:45.440 --> 00:31:48.200
and how to stay safe. It was. It was integral

608
00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:51.079
in my understanding of consent and safety when it came

609
00:31:51.119 --> 00:31:53.039
to sex, because I was exposed to it at such

610
00:31:53.039 --> 00:31:54.720
a young age. And then my brother's seven years older

611
00:31:54.759 --> 00:31:57.279
than I am, So I was seven when he was fourteen,

612
00:31:57.319 --> 00:31:59.119
and he was going through sex ed and had his

613
00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:02.279
first girlfriend, et cetera. So I was by proxy kind

614
00:32:02.279 --> 00:32:05.079
of learning all the same stuff at seven years old.

615
00:32:05.319 --> 00:32:07.519
And I would say that the sexual confidence kind of

616
00:32:07.559 --> 00:32:11.400
came from realizing also at sixteen, when I had my

617
00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:14.440
you know, started having my first sexual encounters, I realized

618
00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:18.519
very quickly that sex was just was just interest. It

619
00:32:18.559 --> 00:32:21.160
was interest and observation. And because I was already doing

620
00:32:21.240 --> 00:32:23.279
so much observation of everybody in my life, when I

621
00:32:23.319 --> 00:32:25.839
was having my first sexual encounters, I was like, I'm

622
00:32:25.839 --> 00:32:27.799
just in there with my mouth between someone's legs, looking

623
00:32:27.839 --> 00:32:32.359
up at them like is this good? Fun? Is this good?

624
00:32:32.720 --> 00:32:35.880
I just look at it and I and so when

625
00:32:35.880 --> 00:32:39.359
I when I finally became you know, fully sexually active

626
00:32:39.359 --> 00:32:43.839
as an adult, I realized how how well that perception

627
00:32:44.119 --> 00:32:46.839
or that you know, that observation of the other person

628
00:32:46.880 --> 00:32:50.000
could help with sex. So I think the confidence again

629
00:32:50.039 --> 00:32:52.680
didn't really come from any stroke of like, oh, I'm

630
00:32:52.720 --> 00:32:56.200
the I'm the best booker in the world. You know.

631
00:32:57.160 --> 00:32:59.359
It was more of okay, you know, if I'm able

632
00:32:59.400 --> 00:33:02.640
to learn how somebody works, because that's how it is.

633
00:33:02.680 --> 00:33:04.799
That's all. That's all sex has been in my life

634
00:33:04.920 --> 00:33:08.640
is I I may I may be an awful you know,

635
00:33:08.680 --> 00:33:10.680
I may be awful in bed for some people, to

636
00:33:10.839 --> 00:33:13.240
some people because like we had a one night stand

637
00:33:13.279 --> 00:33:14.640
or whatever, and it's all, yeah, it was awful. It

638
00:33:14.680 --> 00:33:16.200
was like, yeah, because I didn't learn you. I didn't

639
00:33:16.240 --> 00:33:18.720
learn you. I I you you have, sure you have

640
00:33:18.880 --> 00:33:23.799
like your your five things you always do, but I didn't.

641
00:33:23.839 --> 00:33:31.279
I didn't learn how it worked yet.

642
00:33:29.839 --> 00:33:38.079
Or seven five seven six seven seven seven seven seven

643
00:33:38.359 --> 00:33:41.480
seven seven seven seven seven.

644
00:33:42.000 --> 00:33:45.680
Yeah. The confidence isn't just this like resounding understanding that

645
00:33:45.720 --> 00:33:48.000
I'm the best ever. It's more of a I'm willing

646
00:33:48.039 --> 00:33:50.279
to learn, and honestly I've I've ren into that a

647
00:33:50.279 --> 00:33:53.079
lot with Quinn, you know, with once I branched out

648
00:33:53.359 --> 00:33:55.920
from my own personal experiences or my own stories I

649
00:33:55.920 --> 00:33:57.960
wanted to tell because I did my first you know,

650
00:33:57.960 --> 00:34:01.680
one hundred something audios with no no other input. I

651
00:34:01.759 --> 00:34:03.920
was writing them all or greating them all, editing them

652
00:34:03.920 --> 00:34:07.200
all and over the last I want to say, almost

653
00:34:07.279 --> 00:34:11.280
a year now, so around thirty five forty audios. I've

654
00:34:11.320 --> 00:34:13.320
had a co writer for a lot of them, or

655
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:16.360
who helps me with specifically the premises, who will send

656
00:34:16.440 --> 00:34:19.280
me over scripts or ideas and stuff like that, and

657
00:34:19.320 --> 00:34:21.880
that has helped because one it's made a collaborative process,

658
00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:26.000
which I really enjoy. I love working with other people,

659
00:34:26.039 --> 00:34:29.880
with the team, with whatever. But truthfully, I only one person.

660
00:34:29.920 --> 00:34:32.559
Can you can only fuck so much on the time,

661
00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:34.480
you know what I mean?

662
00:34:35.000 --> 00:34:36.480
I mean, yeah, you can.

663
00:34:36.519 --> 00:34:39.880
Only you can. The average twenty seven year old individual

664
00:34:39.920 --> 00:34:42.519
can only have had can only you know they even

665
00:34:42.519 --> 00:34:45.519
if they had sex every day, you know, eventually, like

666
00:34:45.559 --> 00:34:51.239
you run out of way idea that you know sometimes,

667
00:34:51.239 --> 00:34:53.159
like I said, you've got your five things you always do.

668
00:34:53.239 --> 00:34:55.719
And I realized after doing one hundred audios, I'm like, oh,

669
00:34:55.719 --> 00:35:01.440
I'm doing this far. It was like I'm really just

670
00:35:01.480 --> 00:35:03.760
falling back, especially on the days where I was like

671
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:05.880
rushing to get an audio and on time or something

672
00:35:05.920 --> 00:35:09.280
like that, and I'd fall back on writing. I'd do

673
00:35:09.440 --> 00:35:12.239
far less writing and much more just living out a

674
00:35:12.280 --> 00:35:15.239
sexual experience in my head and voicing it as I went.

675
00:35:16.000 --> 00:35:19.039
And I'm like, oh, yeah, I know, I know how

676
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:21.599
I am in bed now, you know, obviously because I've

677
00:35:22.320 --> 00:35:25.639
done the same fucking thing, the same physical act, three

678
00:35:25.639 --> 00:35:28.000
audios running, and I'm like, okay, guess yeah.

679
00:35:31.039 --> 00:35:33.239
So that was when you thought yourself, I'll probably need

680
00:35:33.320 --> 00:35:36.599
some help, probably need some yeah, yeah, So.

681
00:35:36.480 --> 00:35:39.039
What was your comfort level like the night before your

682
00:35:39.079 --> 00:35:40.719
first audio ever dropped?

683
00:35:42.320 --> 00:35:48.679
My first audio was the Neighbors. It was the Strangers

684
00:35:48.760 --> 00:35:53.280
to Lovers Neighbors audio. Yes, yes, slat tire Yeah yeah.

685
00:35:53.480 --> 00:35:56.920
I was nervous as fuck, But because I had started

686
00:35:56.960 --> 00:35:59.039
doing it on FanHouse, I don't think I was super scared.

687
00:35:59.039 --> 00:36:00.960
So I guess a better better answer, a better question

688
00:36:01.039 --> 00:36:03.519
to answer is how I felt when I first heard FanHouse,

689
00:36:03.719 --> 00:36:06.079
because that was I wasn't doing not safe for work

690
00:36:06.119 --> 00:36:08.679
stuff on FanHouse, but I was doing as close as

691
00:36:08.719 --> 00:36:11.599
I could get. So I had done this stranger like

692
00:36:11.719 --> 00:36:16.880
the Neighbor's audio to a degree with none of the

693
00:36:16.920 --> 00:36:22.480
explicit stuff. It was everything pre explicit explicit, and I

694
00:36:22.519 --> 00:36:24.800
wrote I changed the story quite a bit and made it,

695
00:36:24.840 --> 00:36:27.519
you know, very different for Quinn. But I knew going

696
00:36:27.559 --> 00:36:29.199
into Quinn, I was like I needed to do something

697
00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:31.880
that I've already been thinking about writing or working on

698
00:36:32.679 --> 00:36:35.480
the confidence going into that. I was just kind of

699
00:36:35.639 --> 00:36:38.280
fucking around. That was the time in my life when

700
00:36:38.360 --> 00:36:40.760
I was you know, doing on social media like so

701
00:36:40.840 --> 00:36:43.199
much as social media. It was just me like throwing

702
00:36:43.199 --> 00:36:48.440
a camera on for two hours and recording over like

703
00:36:48.599 --> 00:36:50.920
random shit until I got so comfortable that the last

704
00:36:50.920 --> 00:36:54.159
thirty minutes was just you know, flowing out all of

705
00:36:54.159 --> 00:36:58.719
the video ideas. And so with the audio audio erotica. Honestly,

706
00:36:58.800 --> 00:37:01.880
for a long time, the first year of doing Quinn,

707
00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:03.599
I didn't write a single script.

708
00:37:03.639 --> 00:37:04.000
Wow.

709
00:37:04.719 --> 00:37:06.280
And I still even when I like when I would

710
00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:08.599
do my own recordings, I don't write a script and

711
00:37:08.719 --> 00:37:11.639
you can unfortunately, and some of my early audios you

712
00:37:11.639 --> 00:37:13.559
can tell. You can tell I don't write a script,

713
00:37:13.639 --> 00:37:17.280
and it's hard to get card to fucking follow sometimes.

714
00:37:17.719 --> 00:37:20.559
So I had the conra. I was really really nervous,

715
00:37:20.559 --> 00:37:21.679
and I had just walked into it and I was

716
00:37:21.719 --> 00:37:23.800
just fucking around at the time, just throwing out seeing

717
00:37:23.800 --> 00:37:25.599
what hit, laying it on the wall. So I was

718
00:37:25.639 --> 00:37:28.039
actually I was nervous about it going out there. I

719
00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:30.199
wasn't super nervous making it because I was just like,

720
00:37:30.239 --> 00:37:32.880
you know, I've already seen what works and doesn't work,

721
00:37:32.920 --> 00:37:36.000
and throwing shit out on TikTok and Instagram whatever, on

722
00:37:36.039 --> 00:37:37.719
YouTube and just seeing if it works, see if and

723
00:37:37.760 --> 00:37:39.679
it fits, and then also on streaming, I was kind

724
00:37:39.679 --> 00:37:42.039
of doing the same thing. I'd be live for upwards

725
00:37:42.079 --> 00:37:45.800
of ten hours a day, so you'll get to a point,

726
00:37:45.920 --> 00:37:48.039
you know. I was doing anywhere from four hours to

727
00:37:48.119 --> 00:37:50.079
ten hours almost every day on Twitch. I was like,

728
00:37:50.280 --> 00:37:52.639
you get to a point where once someone can see

729
00:37:52.679 --> 00:37:55.239
you and perceive you for that long, you're gonna bomb.

730
00:37:56.039 --> 00:37:58.519
You're gonna make You're gonna say something that you think

731
00:37:58.639 --> 00:38:01.239
is hilarious that no one find it's funny. You're gonna

732
00:38:01.239 --> 00:38:03.400
say some ship yeah, and you're as you're gonna put

733
00:38:03.400 --> 00:38:06.360
your foot in your mouth. You're gonna be uh, you know,

734
00:38:06.480 --> 00:38:09.920
insensitive and stupid and silly and bad and unfunny and unsexy,

735
00:38:09.920 --> 00:38:12.480
and all those things are going to happen. It's just

736
00:38:12.519 --> 00:38:15.320
about acknowledging when they do. And so doing Quinn, I

737
00:38:15.360 --> 00:38:18.519
was just like, Yeah, I'm just sitting in front of

738
00:38:18.519 --> 00:38:21.679
my microphone and I'm trying to see what works, what

739
00:38:21.880 --> 00:38:24.599
sounds good, what makes me feel sexy. I'm gonna keep

740
00:38:24.639 --> 00:38:27.760
talking until I get turned on and then everybody else

741
00:38:27.840 --> 00:38:30.639
I get turned up and eventually it it. You know,

742
00:38:30.840 --> 00:38:35.360
we landed in a general ballpark of it works. What good? Oh?

743
00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:37.239
This time it is because it's because I didn't call

744
00:38:37.280 --> 00:38:37.800
it my wiener?

745
00:38:45.440 --> 00:38:47.599
Was there a Was there a moment when you realized

746
00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:50.719
that people aren't just enjoying your audios, but that you're

747
00:38:51.280 --> 00:38:54.079
actually affecting them emotionally the listeners.

748
00:38:54.679 --> 00:38:59.639
Mmm. My favorite Quinn comment ever, which became a running

749
00:38:59.679 --> 00:39:03.239
joke amongst my friends for a long time, which was

750
00:39:04.159 --> 00:39:07.280
ie opening in the Little Scary at the time, whenever

751
00:39:07.320 --> 00:39:10.360
my husband watches the game I get my nicktime was

752
00:39:10.599 --> 00:39:14.599
essentially the comment mm hmm. And I it was my

753
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:17.400
first few months at Quinn, and I sat back and

754
00:39:17.400 --> 00:39:21.920
I went, Oh, my content, rather than just being something

755
00:39:21.960 --> 00:39:24.599
you see when you're scrolling, or that you see on

756
00:39:24.679 --> 00:39:27.400
a bad TV show somewhere, this is something that people

757
00:39:27.400 --> 00:39:29.800
are dedicating time to go listen to, that they see it,

758
00:39:29.840 --> 00:39:32.079
they wait for it to come out, and it's having

759
00:39:32.079 --> 00:39:35.639
an impact on their sex lives, whether it's someone who

760
00:39:35.679 --> 00:39:39.000
is filling some gaps or somebody who is enhancing what

761
00:39:39.000 --> 00:39:43.000
they already have. That comment was whenever my husband goes

762
00:39:43.039 --> 00:39:45.119
to watch the game I get my nicktime, I'm like, oh,

763
00:39:45.159 --> 00:39:47.119
this is a married this is a married woman who

764
00:39:47.159 --> 00:39:50.360
is you know, using my audios in a in a

765
00:39:50.400 --> 00:39:54.559
supplementary way or an anti way for it to their relationship,

766
00:39:54.559 --> 00:39:57.480
like maybe they'dren't getting anything they want sexually. And that

767
00:39:57.559 --> 00:40:01.679
was when I went, oh, this isn't just a quick wink,

768
00:40:02.039 --> 00:40:08.400
quick rub yep, this is potentially impacting interpersonal relationships. You know,

769
00:40:08.440 --> 00:40:12.039
this is a this is a My twenty four year

770
00:40:12.039 --> 00:40:15.239
old boyfriend found Quinn downloaded on my phone and he's pissed.

771
00:40:15.320 --> 00:40:17.599
You know. It's stuff like that. I was like, oh,

772
00:40:17.719 --> 00:40:21.519
this can this can have lengthy, you know, lengthy impact

773
00:40:21.599 --> 00:40:24.000
on people's lives. So I would say that was when

774
00:40:24.400 --> 00:40:26.239
when it clicked, like cluse pretty early.

775
00:40:26.519 --> 00:40:28.800
Yeah, So after that, did the relationship that you had

776
00:40:28.840 --> 00:40:33.599
with your own voice change when you realized how people

777
00:40:33.639 --> 00:40:35.599
responded to it and what it could affect.

778
00:40:36.079 --> 00:40:38.559
Yes, and no. I think the element of my life

779
00:40:38.599 --> 00:40:41.639
and that was affected was actually my sex life a

780
00:40:41.719 --> 00:40:45.039
bit more than anything else. With doing Quinn. Knowing that

781
00:40:45.519 --> 00:40:47.320
I was having this impact on other people, but I

782
00:40:47.400 --> 00:40:50.039
was also kind of in a way giving a piece

783
00:40:50.079 --> 00:40:52.280
of myself to them because so much of my audios

784
00:40:52.280 --> 00:40:54.320
were improv I wasn't just getting a script and reading

785
00:40:54.360 --> 00:41:00.280
it and depersonalizing from it. They were deeply personal to

786
00:41:00.400 --> 00:41:03.159
some degree. So a lot of my sexual energy was

787
00:41:03.199 --> 00:41:07.760
being used on these audios and it influenced my ability

788
00:41:07.800 --> 00:41:09.960
to kind of, you know, perceive myself in a sexual

789
00:41:09.960 --> 00:41:12.800
way that wasn't on Quinn. So as far as my

790
00:41:12.920 --> 00:41:16.639
voice goes and seeing the impact, I still don't understand

791
00:41:16.800 --> 00:41:19.480
sometimes about like it only being my voice. I'm like, no,

792
00:41:19.559 --> 00:41:22.159
it's not like just the voice. It's like they're writing

793
00:41:22.280 --> 00:41:25.199
and the editing and yah yah yeah, yeahda YadA. But yeah,

794
00:41:25.199 --> 00:41:27.559
it's uh, it's it's very odd. It definitely has had

795
00:41:27.599 --> 00:41:29.280
a lot of it lasting impact on my sex life.

796
00:41:29.320 --> 00:41:31.920
It's I'm in a good way, you know for most

797
00:41:31.960 --> 00:41:34.400
of most of the part. Most of the part it's it's good.

798
00:41:35.079 --> 00:41:37.719
But some of it is like now the whole world

799
00:41:37.719 --> 00:41:42.599
knows how I come, you know, especially after like my yeah,

800
00:41:42.840 --> 00:41:45.840
like after my Ramble audios and stuff like that, like

801
00:41:45.920 --> 00:41:49.039
those especially, I'm like, oh, yeah, now that these people

802
00:41:49.079 --> 00:41:52.480
aren't just listening to me like act it out like

803
00:41:52.480 --> 00:41:58.559
I'm actually doing any thing, you know. So it's definitely sound, Yes, yes, cats.

804
00:41:58.920 --> 00:42:00.440
And what is that like for you? And like to

805
00:42:00.480 --> 00:42:02.639
know that people are hearing the authenticness?

806
00:42:02.920 --> 00:42:07.119
That part is a little difficult because if I will say,

807
00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:11.119
and this is an easter egg moment, there is only

808
00:42:11.599 --> 00:42:15.679
one ramble audio where I'm actually getting off, but I

809
00:42:15.880 --> 00:42:17.880
and I will never say which one, because they were

810
00:42:17.880 --> 00:42:20.920
like five four or five on my Quinn. You will

811
00:42:21.000 --> 00:42:23.719
have to just guess. Because I've gotten so good at

812
00:42:23.760 --> 00:42:26.079
sounding like I'm actually getting off, you would not know

813
00:42:26.159 --> 00:42:28.599
either way. But the cat's out of the bag, and

814
00:42:28.639 --> 00:42:31.360
in the way I've given that element up, I think

815
00:42:32.159 --> 00:42:34.880
doing Quinn in general, I didn't have I don't know.

816
00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:37.039
You gotta gotta put you gotta leave the shame at

817
00:42:37.079 --> 00:42:40.199
the door. You know, you really do. You got to

818
00:42:40.280 --> 00:42:42.960
leave your shame in the embarrassment at the door. Yeah,

819
00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:44.320
so I think the cat, I think it was out

820
00:42:44.360 --> 00:42:45.800
of the bag by the time I started.

821
00:42:46.320 --> 00:42:48.239
You know, can I ask it what won't be a

822
00:42:48.280 --> 00:42:52.039
difficult question, though, Why did you do a reality ramble

823
00:42:52.079 --> 00:42:56.679
wang where you actually came that if you were you know,

824
00:42:56.760 --> 00:42:58.800
what was your mindset? Why did you do it.

825
00:42:59.480 --> 00:43:01.400
To see what it was like? To see what it

826
00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:05.039
was like? I wanted to to get to get off

827
00:43:05.039 --> 00:43:07.760
in general. It was actually my first time exploring my body.

828
00:43:08.079 --> 00:43:11.920
I've never touched it before. But the answer to the

829
00:43:13.000 --> 00:43:18.679
yeah right page of twenty five, I finally decided to

830
00:43:18.920 --> 00:43:19.960
see what was going on?

831
00:43:20.000 --> 00:43:20.840
What is happening?

832
00:43:21.639 --> 00:43:31.159
What's happening? I'm feeling taller when I'm laying down. Uh right.

833
00:43:32.280 --> 00:43:35.119
One of the questions I had received for a long

834
00:43:35.199 --> 00:43:38.639
time prior to doing that ramble was does it turn

835
00:43:38.719 --> 00:43:41.840
you on to know that people are getting off to

836
00:43:41.880 --> 00:43:45.599
your audios? And the answer was always no, And I

837
00:43:45.920 --> 00:43:48.119
still don't. Like. It's not like it turns me on.

838
00:43:48.239 --> 00:43:51.519
It's more of like it makes me happy, Like it

839
00:43:51.559 --> 00:43:53.760
makes me feel, you know, joy, like I'm like, I'm

840
00:43:53.760 --> 00:43:56.400
glad that I could help. It's more of like that

841
00:43:56.559 --> 00:44:01.320
satisfaction you feel when you help a friend move. You know,

842
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:02.960
it's not like holding upen a door, because it's a

843
00:44:02.960 --> 00:44:04.960
little more important than just like a common act of

844
00:44:05.199 --> 00:44:09.079
courtesy and kindness. But it's you helped someone pack up

845
00:44:09.079 --> 00:44:11.239
a U haul. You know, you walk away from that

846
00:44:11.239 --> 00:44:15.039
that with a sense of I helped them do something

847
00:44:15.039 --> 00:44:19.039
that was difficult. Yeah, And that's what That's what Quinn is.

848
00:44:19.079 --> 00:44:20.760
It's I'm you know, maybe you don't have the best

849
00:44:20.800 --> 00:44:22.880
relationship with your body or your sex life where you're

850
00:44:22.920 --> 00:44:25.480
you're not as in tune with your ability to finish,

851
00:44:25.519 --> 00:44:29.800
and hopefully this helped. But the reason I did the

852
00:44:28.920 --> 00:44:31.920
the the actual audio where I actually did that, and

853
00:44:31.960 --> 00:44:33.440
why I'm going to say that you would never know

854
00:44:33.480 --> 00:44:35.719
which audio it is, and maybe I'm lying and saying

855
00:44:35.719 --> 00:44:38.800
that I actually did this is all mystery. But the

856
00:44:38.800 --> 00:44:40.480
real reason was I wanted to see if, like it

857
00:44:40.519 --> 00:44:42.800
actually was something that turned me on. You know, this

858
00:44:43.400 --> 00:44:45.920
the aspect of like someone is going to listen to it,

859
00:44:46.079 --> 00:44:48.320
And I realized very quickly it doesn't make me uncomfortable,

860
00:44:48.360 --> 00:44:50.159
but it also does not turn me on. Like it's

861
00:44:50.159 --> 00:44:52.760
not something that gets me really like really gets me there.

862
00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:56.159
It's like, because I had done rambles where I sounded

863
00:44:56.199 --> 00:44:59.159
like I was getting off before mm hmm, I didn't

864
00:44:59.159 --> 00:45:00.840
really like I realized it's like, oh, this is all

865
00:45:00.840 --> 00:45:03.360
the same feeling. It gets all the same feeling because

866
00:45:03.440 --> 00:45:05.679
my stories that you're listening to are my characters, and

867
00:45:05.719 --> 00:45:09.239
I right to the vampire that works at a blood

868
00:45:09.519 --> 00:45:13.079
hotel specifically made to get your blood sucked. All of

869
00:45:13.119 --> 00:45:15.800
that's great, yeah, but it's all still me, you know,

870
00:45:16.559 --> 00:45:19.000
So whether I'm actually getting off, or I'm not getting off,

871
00:45:19.079 --> 00:45:22.639
or I'm doing a ramble or I'm doing a fantasy story. Sure,

872
00:45:23.039 --> 00:45:25.320
you could be a tag listener, you only look for

873
00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:28.400
stuff that falls into the tanks you like. But if

874
00:45:28.400 --> 00:45:32.719
you're listening to me, you're listening to me for me. Yeah,

875
00:45:32.960 --> 00:45:35.599
so either way you're getting off to Nick a little bit.

876
00:45:36.480 --> 00:45:38.480
Whether or not I'm getting off doesn't matter.

877
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:42.760
No, I agree. I know that I've grown sexually in

878
00:45:42.800 --> 00:45:45.280
my desires and what I want and my confidence and

879
00:45:45.280 --> 00:45:49.119
my comfortability around lots of different conversations around sex since

880
00:45:49.639 --> 00:45:52.320
listening to word erotica, and I would be naive to

881
00:45:52.360 --> 00:45:54.880
think that the creators and not doing the same thing.

882
00:45:55.400 --> 00:46:00.719
Yeah, it absolutely is happening. I've explored far more ironically

883
00:46:00.840 --> 00:46:03.320
I had. I had already like explored the S and

884
00:46:03.440 --> 00:46:04.880
M space and stuff like that, went to a lot

885
00:46:04.880 --> 00:46:06.880
of different parties and events and stuff prior to you

886
00:46:06.960 --> 00:46:09.320
in Quinn. That element I didn't really grow into, but

887
00:46:09.440 --> 00:46:12.559
the I don't know, the comfort level definitely changed. Actually,

888
00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:15.760
that that'll that'll be my questions has been on Quin

889
00:46:15.840 --> 00:46:18.960
influenced to your guys's sex lives, and I'm not asking

890
00:46:19.000 --> 00:46:22.320
in an imposing way or a fishing way.

891
00:46:22.840 --> 00:46:26.599
Yeah, yep, oh yeah so much. Yeah, Jewels didn't know

892
00:46:26.639 --> 00:46:30.079
she'd liked to be spanked and call someone daddy.

893
00:46:30.559 --> 00:46:31.519
Welcome to the club.

894
00:46:33.199 --> 00:46:38.079
Thank you, Thank you. Als enjoyed spitting now, yes much.

895
00:46:38.199 --> 00:46:40.639
Right, yes, absolutely, yeah.

896
00:46:40.679 --> 00:46:42.840
My husband's very happy also, thank you.

897
00:46:43.719 --> 00:46:48.000
I've been I've been kinky secretly all my life, since

898
00:46:48.039 --> 00:46:50.760
I was about maybe twelve thirteen.

899
00:46:50.920 --> 00:46:53.280
I've known that the proclippity.

900
00:46:53.440 --> 00:46:58.320
Yeah, but I didn't come out of the kinky closet

901
00:46:58.639 --> 00:47:01.719
and we're open about it ntil I was fifty to.

902
00:47:01.760 --> 00:47:03.679
Say yeah, same, I mean I was. You know, I

903
00:47:03.719 --> 00:47:06.079
was raised in a very repressed household where you know,

904
00:47:06.119 --> 00:47:09.199
sex was dirty, Sex was bad, the people who did

905
00:47:09.239 --> 00:47:12.199
it were dirty. Uh, not something you talked about anything

906
00:47:12.239 --> 00:47:15.159
like that. Even though I kind of shook my family

907
00:47:15.280 --> 00:47:17.800
up when I came out as bisexual and married a woman,

908
00:47:18.559 --> 00:47:21.760
it was still very much like you didn't even think

909
00:47:21.800 --> 00:47:25.800
about or talk about people having sex, which really kind

910
00:47:25.800 --> 00:47:29.000
of think rattled my family because inevitably, for some fucking reason,

911
00:47:29.480 --> 00:47:32.239
when someone hears of someone being in a same sex relationship,

912
00:47:32.280 --> 00:47:33.199
all they think about.

913
00:47:32.960 --> 00:47:35.920
A sex all they think about it.

914
00:47:36.000 --> 00:47:36.280
That's it.

915
00:47:36.880 --> 00:47:38.800
Like it's it's the street man looking a game man

916
00:47:38.840 --> 00:47:40.840
going who's the top, who's the bottom, and like.

917
00:47:40.840 --> 00:47:46.800
A who's going and who's Yeah, it's like it doesn't

918
00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:48.480
there's so much more to it than that. It's like,

919
00:47:48.519 --> 00:47:51.719
why is that the first place you go? So so yeah,

920
00:47:51.719 --> 00:47:54.360
it was. It was quite earth shattering for my family

921
00:47:54.400 --> 00:47:55.760
to be like, oh my god, but wait a minute,

922
00:47:55.840 --> 00:47:59.079
how I'm like, you don't need to know, but yeah,

923
00:47:59.119 --> 00:48:02.760
certainly since Quinn and finding this community and other people

924
00:48:02.760 --> 00:48:05.679
who were comfortable talking about sex and listening to a

925
00:48:05.760 --> 00:48:08.440
variety of audios and going, oh, like we were joking

926
00:48:08.480 --> 00:48:10.320
with jewels, but like, I didn't realize I liked that.

927
00:48:10.800 --> 00:48:12.800
Oh I didn't even know that other people like that.

928
00:48:13.039 --> 00:48:15.199
I didn't know that that was okay. So yeah, I

929
00:48:15.199 --> 00:48:17.719
mean it's opened up conversations between my wife and I

930
00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:20.199
that I mean, we always felt like we had great communication,

931
00:48:20.280 --> 00:48:22.400
but when it comes to this, I'm like, I let

932
00:48:22.440 --> 00:48:24.920
her listen to some audios and we're like, oh, okay, yes, sure,

933
00:48:25.239 --> 00:48:27.719
you know. So it's been a really important tool in

934
00:48:27.760 --> 00:48:28.800
the relationship. For sure.

935
00:48:29.199 --> 00:48:31.440
It's so wonderful thing. But I do think stuff like that,

936
00:48:31.480 --> 00:48:34.000
the exploration of that is the natural progression of a

937
00:48:34.280 --> 00:48:38.199
committed relationship, going into like the different, different dark parts

938
00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:40.599
of what your desire is I think is part of

939
00:48:40.800 --> 00:48:44.320
a truly committed relationship in the lot and an ongoing

940
00:48:44.400 --> 00:48:47.800
healthy one. So if it's missing that, then I'm happy

941
00:48:47.840 --> 00:48:50.159
to know that that is an element that's being explored

942
00:48:50.760 --> 00:48:52.280
with the help of Quinn. Real.

943
00:48:52.400 --> 00:48:55.480
Happy to hear that, absolutely, I mean, it gives you

944
00:48:55.559 --> 00:48:58.519
the courage and the permission rights. It's almost like audio

945
00:48:58.519 --> 00:49:00.840
erotica has been this permission slip for so many people

946
00:49:01.679 --> 00:49:03.800
that they didn't even really realize that they needed. But yeah,

947
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:05.760
I think you're right. Like, as res people talk about

948
00:49:05.840 --> 00:49:07.880
long term relationships, it's like, oh, sex is the first

949
00:49:07.880 --> 00:49:10.199
thing to go and blah blah blah, and it's like, well, yeah,

950
00:49:10.199 --> 00:49:13.079
if you let it, or to your point, Nick, if

951
00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:15.760
you let that deepened relationship that you've better for so

952
00:49:15.920 --> 00:49:18.480
long be a safe place where you can then explore

953
00:49:18.559 --> 00:49:20.119
more or different.

954
00:49:19.960 --> 00:49:21.159
And yeah, just does it.

955
00:49:21.360 --> 00:49:24.360
Yeah, that's well, that's I think I think truly, you know,

956
00:49:24.800 --> 00:49:27.559
so happy to hear that because in that relationship, that's

957
00:49:27.599 --> 00:49:30.199
where you say the really weird shit you never wanted

958
00:49:30.239 --> 00:49:32.280
to say that talk about.

959
00:49:32.719 --> 00:49:33.719
That's where you talk about the.

960
00:49:33.719 --> 00:49:37.320
Way you humped pillows as a you know, when you

961
00:49:37.400 --> 00:49:40.679
were first exploring your sexual id ideation, and you talk

962
00:49:40.719 --> 00:49:42.559
about it, and you go, you know, I actually haven't

963
00:49:42.599 --> 00:49:44.840
humped a pillow in like ten years, do you know?

964
00:49:45.079 --> 00:49:47.960
Watching me hump a pillow? You know, like that's that's

965
00:49:48.039 --> 00:49:49.800
the point of it, you know, that's the point.

966
00:49:50.079 --> 00:49:53.599
Yes, yeah, mine was calling me the right school so people,

967
00:49:54.960 --> 00:49:55.760
but yeah, yeah.

968
00:49:55.760 --> 00:49:58.719
Well that thing your partner can get one.

969
00:49:59.199 --> 00:50:05.360
You can get ropes up, get.

970
00:50:05.440 --> 00:50:09.239
The yam climbs a rope's summit.

971
00:50:09.320 --> 00:50:13.320
Wrong, it's an evacuation.

972
00:50:16.400 --> 00:50:17.199
I need to weigh out.

973
00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:21.599
Is there is there anything you wouldn't touch of an

974
00:50:21.639 --> 00:50:22.679
audio or.

975
00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:25.159
You know, there are the guidelines on Quinn. But I

976
00:50:25.239 --> 00:50:29.280
also I have I have a very strong moral foundation

977
00:50:29.480 --> 00:50:33.800
when it comes to what I create and just how

978
00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:37.159
I engage with the world. I mean, just in general,

979
00:50:37.280 --> 00:50:40.440
I'm not I don't laud myself is the most morally

980
00:50:40.559 --> 00:50:42.840
sound or like the best person ever or anything like that,

981
00:50:43.039 --> 00:50:45.800
or the kindest whatever. It is just strictly that I

982
00:50:45.960 --> 00:50:49.039
have my my little rules, and when I break my

983
00:50:49.159 --> 00:50:51.920
rules or somebody else breaks the rules, that like, not

984
00:50:52.079 --> 00:50:54.639
that I'm imposing on them. I'm like, oh, why would.

985
00:50:54.480 --> 00:50:54.960
You do that?

986
00:50:55.320 --> 00:50:57.119
Like, you're not supposed to be a bad person, You're

987
00:50:57.119 --> 00:50:57.519
supposed to.

988
00:50:57.480 --> 00:51:00.440
Be a good person. So with audios the same way

989
00:51:01.679 --> 00:51:03.880
where I I don't, I don't touch a lot of

990
00:51:04.000 --> 00:51:08.960
the common tropes in porn, in modern current porn, So

991
00:51:09.159 --> 00:51:11.880
I stay far away from the step. This step that

992
00:51:12.199 --> 00:51:16.440
I stay very far away from. That's oh yeah, Actually

993
00:51:16.440 --> 00:51:19.239
another big one. This is a very commonly requested one

994
00:51:19.559 --> 00:51:21.719
on spaces that don't have guidelines, is like stuff with

995
00:51:21.800 --> 00:51:24.760
C and C and everything like that. There are certain

996
00:51:24.800 --> 00:51:28.119
things that as a creator, I can never get consent.

997
00:51:28.239 --> 00:51:30.920
I don't get consent for my audios. The consent I

998
00:51:30.960 --> 00:51:33.719
get is somebody clicking on it and listening to it. Yeah,

999
00:51:33.920 --> 00:51:36.280
there are certain things that you can never really prepare

1000
00:51:36.360 --> 00:51:39.280
someone for. You know, you couldn't prepare them for that,

1001
00:51:39.719 --> 00:51:42.840
even with a title and a tag, You can't prepare

1002
00:51:42.880 --> 00:51:44.840
them for the feeling that they have or how I'd

1003
00:51:44.920 --> 00:51:47.199
do it right. So I would never do something that

1004
00:51:47.360 --> 00:51:51.760
is so deeply complicated and potentially messy as C and

1005
00:51:51.840 --> 00:51:53.639
C or as you know, anything like that. So I

1006
00:51:53.679 --> 00:51:55.800
think that's pretty that's that's a hard line that I

1007
00:51:55.840 --> 00:51:57.639
can think of. Off the dome, you know, off the

1008
00:51:57.719 --> 00:52:00.280
top of my head. But other than that, I'm kind

1009
00:52:00.320 --> 00:52:03.519
of a I almost missed doing personal audios because back

1010
00:52:03.559 --> 00:52:05.039
when I was on FanHouse, you know, I was doing

1011
00:52:05.239 --> 00:52:09.320
individualized on a Patreon because I kind of got yeah, yeah,

1012
00:52:10.199 --> 00:52:12.760
So I used to do and I still I still

1013
00:52:12.840 --> 00:52:15.400
do at times, Like you know, there are some people

1014
00:52:15.480 --> 00:52:18.079
that I still that like still reach out every now

1015
00:52:18.119 --> 00:52:19.559
and then they're like, hey, can I get an audio

1016
00:52:19.800 --> 00:52:21.679
of this? And I'll still do it because I'm not

1017
00:52:21.760 --> 00:52:24.199
interacting with them as fans. It's like an invoice and

1018
00:52:24.280 --> 00:52:27.519
receipt and I'm like, a, here is Yeah, here is

1019
00:52:27.559 --> 00:52:30.360
your eight minute audio of me doing some shit that

1020
00:52:30.400 --> 00:52:31.360
I'm never gonna I'm.

1021
00:52:31.239 --> 00:52:36.760
Never I was gonna say. You've done both MF and

1022
00:52:36.960 --> 00:52:40.480
MM audios. So from a performance standpoint, does the dynamic

1023
00:52:40.639 --> 00:52:42.280
change at all for you with the way that you

1024
00:52:42.400 --> 00:52:45.360
approach the character or the energy of the scene.

1025
00:52:45.719 --> 00:52:48.119
I try not to let it because I do like

1026
00:52:48.239 --> 00:52:50.599
the you know, homogenization of the genders, you know, this

1027
00:52:50.760 --> 00:52:52.800
idea that everyone you know can be the same and

1028
00:52:52.920 --> 00:52:57.519
is the same. At the same time, though, I'm realizing

1029
00:52:57.880 --> 00:53:01.559
in making my MM audios, the people who enjoy m

1030
00:53:01.679 --> 00:53:05.079
m audios on Quinn have a different goal in mind

1031
00:53:05.400 --> 00:53:08.199
potentially in this this is a broad assumption, so I

1032
00:53:08.199 --> 00:53:10.519
guess I'm painting with broad strokes here. But if you

1033
00:53:10.760 --> 00:53:14.960
are a masking individual or a man on Quinn looking

1034
00:53:15.039 --> 00:53:17.679
to find mm audios, maybe you have a different like

1035
00:53:17.719 --> 00:53:20.239
I feel like, maybe they have a different idea of erotica.

1036
00:53:20.639 --> 00:53:22.639
But for the most part, I don't take the approach differently.

1037
00:53:22.880 --> 00:53:24.760
You know, I've had I've had sex with women, of

1038
00:53:24.800 --> 00:53:26.400
had sex with man of had sex with everybody, so

1039
00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:28.800
like not everybody ever, But I was going to.

1040
00:53:28.800 --> 00:53:32.199
Say every yea, yeah, yeah, I didn't. You're like, I didn't.

1041
00:53:32.440 --> 00:53:37.079
I didn't remember what I said, only only only.

1042
00:53:37.000 --> 00:53:39.719
So much sex. Okay. Coming to terms with my sexuality

1043
00:53:39.760 --> 00:53:42.360
and my gender was was kind of like a Floodgates

1044
00:53:42.440 --> 00:53:44.599
moment where I'm like, oh, I've got to I've got

1045
00:53:44.719 --> 00:53:47.760
to go find out exactly what I like from everybody.

1046
00:53:48.039 --> 00:53:51.519
So I but ultimately I realized in those experiences the

1047
00:53:51.679 --> 00:53:54.639
times where I was expected to take a different approach

1048
00:53:55.159 --> 00:53:58.239
actually made me more uncomfortable. And I understand everybody's different.

1049
00:53:58.360 --> 00:54:01.400
So I would say I approach every sexual encounter with

1050
00:54:01.440 --> 00:54:06.639
a new person differently anyway, you know, gender included or not,

1051
00:54:06.840 --> 00:54:11.000
you know y. So for me, it was never like a, oh,

1052
00:54:11.079 --> 00:54:14.840
this person uses specific pronouns, so I have to approach

1053
00:54:14.880 --> 00:54:17.840
it differently. It was more of a I'm already it

1054
00:54:17.880 --> 00:54:20.320
doesn't matter. I could go to two different women who

1055
00:54:20.400 --> 00:54:22.719
both identify as SIS, who both you she, her and

1056
00:54:22.840 --> 00:54:26.960
I am in completely different ballparks. Baby, I'm I'm with

1057
00:54:27.159 --> 00:54:29.719
one that Yeah, I'm with one that's scared of getting

1058
00:54:29.800 --> 00:54:32.199
head because of something that her boyfriend from five years

1059
00:54:32.239 --> 00:54:34.559
ago said. And I have another that is that is

1060
00:54:34.679 --> 00:54:38.079
suffocating me for three hours. You know, so already I'm

1061
00:54:38.119 --> 00:54:40.880
in a different situation. Yeah, I'm gonnapproach it differently, but

1062
00:54:40.960 --> 00:54:43.039
that's because you are a different person, not because have

1063
00:54:43.159 --> 00:54:46.639
a different leaning. I will say the typical like West

1064
00:54:46.679 --> 00:54:50.079
Hollywood gay, like the very common when you imagine like

1065
00:54:50.159 --> 00:54:53.559
a cis white gay dude. There are those situations can

1066
00:54:53.599 --> 00:54:56.119
be a little tougher because it does, you know, it's

1067
00:54:56.159 --> 00:54:58.199
a lot more judgement It could be a little more judgmental.

1068
00:54:58.400 --> 00:55:01.480
They care a lot more about your physical rants, you know,

1069
00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:05.159
et cetera. It's a lot more like I'm you're nervous

1070
00:55:05.199 --> 00:55:06.519
to take your shirt off because you're like, are you

1071
00:55:06.519 --> 00:55:08.400
about to fucking notice everything?

1072
00:55:08.800 --> 00:55:09.880
Yeah? You better be ripped.

1073
00:55:10.599 --> 00:55:13.880
Yeah yeah, yeah, but again I'm painting with broad strokes.

1074
00:55:14.079 --> 00:55:17.440
I think I don't approach differently. I just approach it

1075
00:55:17.679 --> 00:55:20.320
differently in the way of every audio is different, every

1076
00:55:20.760 --> 00:55:21.760
section en counter is different.

1077
00:55:22.400 --> 00:55:25.519
I think that's exactly how it should be. It's not routine,

1078
00:55:25.679 --> 00:55:27.559
is it. I mean, like you said, everyone's got their

1079
00:55:27.639 --> 00:55:28.159
five things.

1080
00:55:28.199 --> 00:55:31.760
I didn't know, by the way, that was an arbitrary number.

1081
00:55:33.400 --> 00:55:34.800
I was trying to think when you said it, I

1082
00:55:34.880 --> 00:55:40.960
was like, you do that, Oh, I already got the three.

1083
00:55:41.760 --> 00:55:41.800
No.

1084
00:55:42.000 --> 00:55:43.599
I was actually going to say, it's more likely two

1085
00:55:43.719 --> 00:55:45.920
or three for me, Like I got the three. That

1086
00:55:46.880 --> 00:55:49.239
that like, you know, most people would enjoy, and you

1087
00:55:49.480 --> 00:55:52.920
always enjoy, so like if you roll the dice, you're

1088
00:55:52.920 --> 00:55:54.360
like ninety percent of the time you're going to like.

1089
00:55:55.760 --> 00:55:58.400
Somebody gave you some really good critique and they was like,

1090
00:55:58.519 --> 00:56:00.599
oh my god, I love that, or they know one

1091
00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:03.039
of one of their friends said oh I heard from

1092
00:56:03.760 --> 00:56:06.880
you did that and they were like, yeah, you go,

1093
00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:08.079
well that's in my back.

1094
00:56:08.159 --> 00:56:09.960
Then then you go every single time.

1095
00:56:10.199 --> 00:56:13.079
I'm sorry, I'm checking this on every player I'm.

1096
00:56:15.000 --> 00:56:21.840
This is this is in my carry on oscar moment exactly.

1097
00:56:21.960 --> 00:56:24.079
I love that you were actually trying to figure out

1098
00:56:24.280 --> 00:56:25.920
I know, that's so funny.

1099
00:56:26.159 --> 00:56:27.079
That's so funny.

1100
00:56:27.559 --> 00:56:30.480
That is I can only imagine we're like all having

1101
00:56:30.519 --> 00:56:33.079
this cond Like I.

1102
00:56:33.119 --> 00:56:35.199
Think if I go back on the recording, I think

1103
00:56:35.239 --> 00:56:40.000
I said there's five. Really in my defense, I'm submissive,

1104
00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:43.480
So I have you know mine's like yes, sir, No, sir?

1105
00:56:44.719 --> 00:56:48.039
Really do I say that?

1106
00:56:48.400 --> 00:56:48.760
Do I know?

1107
00:56:48.920 --> 00:56:50.519
Do I brat or do I comply?

1108
00:56:50.800 --> 00:56:50.960
There?

1109
00:56:50.960 --> 00:56:51.360
You go to.

1110
00:56:53.320 --> 00:56:54.079
Stuck on the five.

1111
00:56:56.360 --> 00:57:00.559
Didn't you turn down an AI job and cost your

1112
00:57:00.880 --> 00:57:02.599
and like walked away from your agency?

1113
00:57:03.239 --> 00:57:06.199
Yeah? So, oh mind I spend a year now. So

1114
00:57:06.880 --> 00:57:10.599
last year I was with a talent agency for a

1115
00:57:10.639 --> 00:57:13.599
while that at first it was for on camera commercial

1116
00:57:13.840 --> 00:57:16.559
and then it transitioned over to voiceover commercial as well.

1117
00:57:17.400 --> 00:57:19.800
And in that process I had gotten a few auditions

1118
00:57:19.840 --> 00:57:23.159
from them for voiceover, not many, but a couple, and

1119
00:57:23.280 --> 00:57:29.599
then they sent me a job pretty much a job offer.

1120
00:57:29.920 --> 00:57:34.400
It was pinning for machine learning voices, etc. That was

1121
00:57:34.440 --> 00:57:38.199
paying one hundred k they said upwards of one hundred

1122
00:57:38.199 --> 00:57:41.960
and twenty minimum like ninety and it was for a

1123
00:57:42.079 --> 00:57:45.800
month of work forty hours total of audio, which is

1124
00:57:46.039 --> 00:57:48.679
nothing in the grand scheme for one hundred K. And

1125
00:57:48.760 --> 00:57:51.960
that is just to clarify I was. I am not

1126
00:57:52.159 --> 00:57:54.000
in the position where I could turn down one hundred

1127
00:57:54.000 --> 00:57:56.199
thousand dollars. I don't know, if any I don't know.

1128
00:57:56.320 --> 00:57:57.920
I can't imagine a world where I could be in

1129
00:57:57.960 --> 00:58:00.960
the position to turn out one hundred k. It was

1130
00:58:01.039 --> 00:58:05.119
a very obviously an AI leading job, and I just

1131
00:58:06.079 --> 00:58:09.199
expressed my disinterest or my worry to my agency. I

1132
00:58:09.320 --> 00:58:10.320
was like, you know, I don't really want to do

1133
00:58:10.360 --> 00:58:12.559
an AI job, thank you so much. And it was

1134
00:58:12.679 --> 00:58:14.360
just at the time, I thought it was just an audition,

1135
00:58:14.639 --> 00:58:16.400
So I'm like, yeah, I mean, who would have known?

1136
00:58:16.440 --> 00:58:18.239
Who knows if I would have booked it anyway, I

1137
00:58:18.440 --> 00:58:22.800
just would have potentially gotten it. Yeah, And they were

1138
00:58:22.880 --> 00:58:25.800
toward it and they said, you do realize that this

1139
00:58:26.280 --> 00:58:29.880
is about one hundred k. Your voice wouldn't even be distinguishable.

1140
00:58:29.920 --> 00:58:31.400
You don't even know what the project is. We have

1141
00:58:31.480 --> 00:58:34.079
someone working on this. We can't divulge the name. Name

1142
00:58:34.199 --> 00:58:36.079
says that if you are turning down a high five

1143
00:58:36.159 --> 00:58:38.440
figure to low six figure job, then you're probably with

1144
00:58:38.559 --> 00:58:42.360
the wrong agency and then plane and simple. If for

1145
00:58:42.480 --> 00:58:44.840
a buyout of I'm actually this one, I'll actually fully

1146
00:58:44.920 --> 00:58:47.159
read plain and simple. If for a buyout of high

1147
00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:49.840
five figures low six figures, are willing, you are willing

1148
00:58:49.880 --> 00:58:51.960
to sell your voice, which is not like your face

1149
00:58:52.360 --> 00:58:54.239
or your voice with your name attached to it does

1150
00:58:54.320 --> 00:58:58.760
not impinge which let's talk about the interesting vocabulary does

1151
00:58:58.840 --> 00:59:01.320
not impinge on your earning game any way, Nor did

1152
00:59:01.360 --> 00:59:03.679
you have a did you call to have a discussion

1153
00:59:03.719 --> 00:59:05.679
to hear my logic or point of view? They didn't

1154
00:59:05.679 --> 00:59:08.039
call me, Then I am the wrong agent for you,

1155
00:59:08.159 --> 00:59:09.840
and you should seek another one and we should part

1156
00:59:09.880 --> 00:59:15.320
ways amicably. Dude, you're smart guy. I'm using that you're

1157
00:59:15.400 --> 00:59:17.960
smart guy, but you are still a smart young guy,

1158
00:59:18.360 --> 00:59:20.559
and you truly have to learn to pick your battles.

1159
00:59:21.239 --> 00:59:23.280
I have been nothing but patient and since I signed

1160
00:59:23.320 --> 00:59:25.599
you and you've produced. It's that he goes on to

1161
00:59:25.679 --> 00:59:29.239
say that I've done nothing to support my ownself. Myself,

1162
00:59:29.239 --> 00:59:35.440
there's true, but anyway, just laid into me. Yeah, and wow,

1163
00:59:36.039 --> 00:59:38.960
any level of respect that I had for the agency

1164
00:59:39.000 --> 00:59:45.400
immediately evaporated because the whole the only thing you as

1165
00:59:45.440 --> 00:59:47.360
an actor had, like the only thing you can do

1166
00:59:47.519 --> 00:59:50.760
as an creative is say no, that's the only thing

1167
00:59:50.800 --> 00:59:53.280
we have because we don't get to choose once we

1168
00:59:53.440 --> 00:59:55.400
say yes. We don't get to choose where our art

1169
00:59:55.480 --> 00:59:59.119
goes anymore because nine times out of ten we've sold

1170
00:59:59.159 --> 01:00:02.559
it to somebody. So for me, like even Quinn, right, Quinn,

1171
01:00:02.719 --> 01:00:06.159
they own my audio and perpetuity on contract. I am

1172
01:00:06.239 --> 01:00:10.119
a in perpetuity creator, so they have it forever. So

1173
01:00:10.280 --> 01:00:13.079
for me, the inability to accept and know from a

1174
01:00:13.119 --> 01:00:14.920
client showed me. I'm like, oh, you don't understand what

1175
01:00:15.000 --> 01:00:19.039
we're doing here because I am saying no despite the

1176
01:00:19.119 --> 01:00:21.440
fact that one hundred thousand dollars would change my life.

1177
01:00:22.000 --> 01:00:25.440
Yeah, it's not a retiring and sitting there doing audios

1178
01:00:25.440 --> 01:00:27.400
without no worrying about the bills being made.

1179
01:00:27.599 --> 01:00:30.440
Yeah. So that is how it came down to.

1180
01:00:30.639 --> 01:00:34.440
Did you have people from within the voice acting community

1181
01:00:34.519 --> 01:00:36.199
reach out to you and say, well, don't mate.

1182
01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:39.079
Yeah, So a lot of good friends of mine did,

1183
01:00:39.400 --> 01:00:41.559
and I ended up getting signed with a really lovely

1184
01:00:41.599 --> 01:00:45.239
management company voice acting Management Company because of it called ACM,

1185
01:00:45.480 --> 01:00:48.239
who's been wonderful and to getting my auditions and helping

1186
01:00:48.320 --> 01:00:50.519
me find work. And then I spoke to NAVA, which

1187
01:00:50.559 --> 01:00:54.760
is the North Americano act Voices Association Voice Actors Association,

1188
01:00:54.880 --> 01:00:57.639
and it's for protection of voice actors because there's not

1189
01:00:57.880 --> 01:01:01.000
a specifically voice accer union. I've met some wonderful people

1190
01:01:01.079 --> 01:01:03.039
through it, and I've been able to get into some

1191
01:01:03.159 --> 01:01:05.199
extra doors that were closed forget AI.

1192
01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:08.880
What would you like to see as a change within

1193
01:01:09.239 --> 01:01:10.840
the audio erotica space as a whole.

1194
01:01:11.239 --> 01:01:12.320
God, that's a good question.

1195
01:01:13.000 --> 01:01:14.199
We do have them occasionally.

1196
01:01:17.039 --> 01:01:19.639
They've been pretty good. As much, they've been pretty good.

1197
01:01:19.760 --> 01:01:20.039
Thank you.

1198
01:01:20.599 --> 01:01:24.360
Edit that in Yeah, Yeah, do I need a smudgey

1199
01:01:24.480 --> 01:01:26.559
You have wonderful interview questions?

1200
01:01:26.920 --> 01:01:31.360
I think God, class class Daniel embarrassed me.

1201
01:01:32.280 --> 01:01:34.199
What did we just become best friends?

1202
01:01:34.280 --> 01:01:38.360
Yep. I'm also just vamping until I think of an

1203
01:01:38.360 --> 01:01:41.280
answer on what I want to change. I think right

1204
01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:44.159
now is I'm not going to say more money. I

1205
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:46.119
actually think I'm going to say I'm going to say

1206
01:01:46.159 --> 01:01:49.400
like some sort of like unionization or support. You know

1207
01:01:49.480 --> 01:01:51.440
that that's a that's a dangerous thing to say. It's

1208
01:01:51.480 --> 01:01:54.239
like unionizing and everything like that, and I I'm not

1209
01:01:54.400 --> 01:01:56.239
going to say that I think that is the current

1210
01:01:56.320 --> 01:02:00.159
answer or anything like that. Yet. I just think think

1211
01:02:00.679 --> 01:02:05.960
some more transparency amongst creators for companies like Dipsey and Quinn.

1212
01:02:07.039 --> 01:02:08.800
So you know, kind of know what you're getting into.

1213
01:02:09.679 --> 01:02:11.159
Shall we go to some listener questions?

1214
01:02:11.239 --> 01:02:11.440
Yeah?

1215
01:02:11.599 --> 01:02:16.039
So the first one is from miss Reagan Moore. This

1216
01:02:16.159 --> 01:02:19.320
is their handles that we're using. What do you think

1217
01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:22.559
is the hottest sentence you've ever said on Quinn?

1218
01:02:23.000 --> 01:02:26.880
Oh? Well, this question was asked during the Actors and

1219
01:02:26.920 --> 01:02:29.880
Actors thing and it's something that I have enjoyed and

1220
01:02:29.960 --> 01:02:31.920
it gets quoted. It got quoted a lot for a while,

1221
01:02:32.000 --> 01:02:34.559
which was I hope you know I love you or

1222
01:02:34.639 --> 01:02:36.519
I like you, because what I'm about to do for

1223
01:02:36.559 --> 01:02:38.599
the next hour is going to make you think that

1224
01:02:38.840 --> 01:02:40.599
I don't or feel like I don't.

1225
01:02:42.119 --> 01:02:46.000
I think jewels I've seen that please smudge is very excited.

1226
01:02:46.719 --> 01:02:49.280
Oh my god, I mean that line would just flow me.

1227
01:02:49.800 --> 01:02:52.679
Yeah, which is ironic because I said that in an

1228
01:02:52.719 --> 01:02:56.320
actual encounter, as actual encounter of mine, and I had

1229
01:02:56.679 --> 01:02:58.559
walked away from that and I went, is it wrong

1230
01:02:58.639 --> 01:02:59.760
if I wrote this down?

1231
01:03:00.719 --> 01:03:02.960
That's not no, No, you need you need to share

1232
01:03:03.039 --> 01:03:05.000
things like that with the world. Don't be selfish.

1233
01:03:09.320 --> 01:03:09.599
Okay.

1234
01:03:09.719 --> 01:03:14.119
The next one is from She's Orange How did you

1235
01:03:14.199 --> 01:03:16.599
figure out that you can do so many accents?

1236
01:03:17.000 --> 01:03:18.159
Didn't have many friends growing up.

1237
01:03:19.119 --> 01:03:21.480
No, it was it was so you pretended to be

1238
01:03:21.559 --> 01:03:23.639
the move from different everybody.

1239
01:03:24.119 --> 01:03:29.920
I'm well traveled. No, it was I don't get songs

1240
01:03:29.960 --> 01:03:32.320
stuck in my head that I do, but I typically

1241
01:03:32.440 --> 01:03:35.239
get quotes stuck in my head, you know, like how

1242
01:03:35.360 --> 01:03:38.159
somebody says something or what somebody says. So if I

1243
01:03:38.320 --> 01:03:41.440
would hear somebody say something in an accent, it would

1244
01:03:41.440 --> 01:03:45.079
play over in my head like three hundred times a day,

1245
01:03:45.280 --> 01:03:47.480
an hour, really it would. It would be like a

1246
01:03:47.519 --> 01:03:49.199
song getting stuck in your head. So instead of it

1247
01:03:49.320 --> 01:03:53.440
being like mud stuck in my head, instead I have

1248
01:03:53.639 --> 01:03:56.760
like I'll be back, you know. So it would get

1249
01:03:56.760 --> 01:03:58.360
stuck in my head so much and I would start

1250
01:03:59.320 --> 01:04:01.480
like vocalized it to get it out of my head.

1251
01:04:02.360 --> 01:04:03.800
You know. It's like how you have to sing a

1252
01:04:03.880 --> 01:04:05.880
song to get out whatever. So I started doing that

1253
01:04:05.920 --> 01:04:08.679
with the voices and on a whim, like I just

1254
01:04:08.760 --> 01:04:11.320
started for my kind of self entertainment. I would do

1255
01:04:11.400 --> 01:04:14.320
different accents. I like, again a British accent before I

1256
01:04:14.559 --> 01:04:18.320
understood the regionality of the UK and all the different

1257
01:04:18.360 --> 01:04:20.960
accents up and I'm like, I'm doing a received pronunciation

1258
01:04:21.239 --> 01:04:24.199
British accent. Welcome back to the BBC today. We're going

1259
01:04:24.239 --> 01:04:26.559
to be discussing how fat my fucking ass is.

1260
01:04:26.920 --> 01:04:29.800
Oh my god, well it's really done.

1261
01:04:31.400 --> 01:04:33.199
That's my job, guys.

1262
01:04:35.800 --> 01:04:38.199
I know, but I just thought you were lying no.

1263
01:04:40.280 --> 01:04:44.440
Next question by writer k Chase, When and why did

1264
01:04:44.519 --> 01:04:48.440
you start beginning your audios with your unique introductions.

1265
01:04:49.480 --> 01:04:51.440
It's been I have not done intros in a long time.

1266
01:04:51.519 --> 01:04:54.320
I missed those. I missed this a lot. I at

1267
01:04:54.360 --> 01:04:56.800
the time, I hadn't been listening to many Quinn creators.

1268
01:04:57.280 --> 01:04:58.800
I didn't listen to any. I think at the point,

1269
01:04:58.880 --> 01:05:00.920
like id like listened to some at the beginning to

1270
01:05:01.000 --> 01:05:03.480
kind of get a general idea of what people were

1271
01:05:03.519 --> 01:05:05.840
getting up on there. Oh oh it was. I think

1272
01:05:05.880 --> 01:05:08.960
it started because I was doing a transition between like

1273
01:05:09.119 --> 01:05:12.559
the intro where they like met outside or at a bar,

1274
01:05:12.880 --> 01:05:15.800
and then to where they were Oh that, yeah, it

1275
01:05:15.960 --> 01:05:17.679
was one of my bar audios. We met at a

1276
01:05:17.719 --> 01:05:19.920
bar and then we went home. But I didn't know

1277
01:05:19.960 --> 01:05:24.199
what to do for that transition, so I was like, oh,

1278
01:05:24.360 --> 01:05:26.679
I'll do a like, I'll just do like an intro.

1279
01:05:27.199 --> 01:05:30.000
I'll do a filler, like a filler intro royalty free

1280
01:05:30.119 --> 01:05:35.679
intro music into They're welcome back to this. This is

1281
01:05:35.760 --> 01:05:42.320
called Quinn Gas the outro of. I hope you enjoy it.

1282
01:05:42.800 --> 01:05:44.920
Now go clean up or whatever I want to.

1283
01:05:45.440 --> 01:05:46.519
I'd have to bring him back.

1284
01:05:46.599 --> 01:05:47.639
I don't know, you know what.

1285
01:05:48.920 --> 01:05:52.199
He twisted my arm and it was funny because then, uh,

1286
01:05:53.159 --> 01:05:56.480
then Noble does intros now, I think right, because they

1287
01:05:56.519 --> 01:05:59.639
talked about like the what he drank zac pernactress to

1288
01:05:59.679 --> 01:06:02.320
walk at his web web like he does like an

1289
01:06:02.400 --> 01:06:06.000
intro thing and it's like a tag all the time,

1290
01:06:07.000 --> 01:06:09.920
and I saw because of that, I was like, oh,

1291
01:06:10.039 --> 01:06:13.320
let me like instead of doing the intros, I tried

1292
01:06:13.679 --> 01:06:16.079
like I took it. I took some inspiration from him

1293
01:06:16.079 --> 01:06:18.000
where I'm like, already do the intros. Let me instead

1294
01:06:18.119 --> 01:06:22.639
try doing like a teaser for the sex. I guess.

1295
01:06:23.039 --> 01:06:24.800
So I did that for a few audios. I didn't

1296
01:06:24.840 --> 01:06:29.239
enjoy that very much, but it was mostly because I

1297
01:06:29.320 --> 01:06:32.400
got a bunch of comments that were about exposition. They're like,

1298
01:06:32.400 --> 01:06:34.320
all right, we get it, get to the fucking So

1299
01:06:34.360 --> 01:06:36.639
I'm like, oh, if I put like a little bit

1300
01:06:36.679 --> 01:06:39.880
of the fucking first, then I can tide you over

1301
01:06:40.840 --> 01:06:47.280
and you know what you're waiting for. Damn, there have

1302
01:06:47.320 --> 01:06:50.719
been many Yeah, get to the pull that thing out,

1303
01:06:51.039 --> 01:06:54.559
pull that thing out, let's get let's get to the business.

1304
01:06:54.760 --> 01:06:55.719
Let's get to business.

1305
01:06:56.800 --> 01:06:59.800
Put your pants still on, take off your pants.

1306
01:07:00.159 --> 01:07:01.880
I want to see if that shine You're not.

1307
01:07:07.000 --> 01:07:10.000
Okay? Okay?

1308
01:07:10.199 --> 01:07:16.119
From Lindsey goth Heart, what is your favorite thing about

1309
01:07:16.280 --> 01:07:20.039
voicing erotic audio and when might we get that Nick

1310
01:07:20.119 --> 01:07:21.000
and Hector collab.

1311
01:07:22.639 --> 01:07:26.000
That's a good question. My favorite thing about it is

1312
01:07:27.119 --> 01:07:30.519
I'm one of them, is consistency. I'm able to always

1313
01:07:30.599 --> 01:07:34.159
be making something new, and I'm always able to write

1314
01:07:34.239 --> 01:07:36.800
more or record more. I'm always I'm keeping my muscle

1315
01:07:36.960 --> 01:07:39.599
toned and worked. The other thing I like about it

1316
01:07:39.920 --> 01:07:43.159
is the emotional impact that I'm able to have. You know,

1317
01:07:43.880 --> 01:07:45.480
when I was growing up, I want to be a doctor.

1318
01:07:45.800 --> 01:07:47.800
So I was in pre med in high school. I

1319
01:07:47.880 --> 01:07:49.960
wanted to go you know, I was taking physics. In college,

1320
01:07:50.000 --> 01:07:51.960
I'm like, I'm gonna I'm taking biology. I'm like, I'm

1321
01:07:52.000 --> 01:07:53.800
going to be a doctor. Because I really wanted to

1322
01:07:53.840 --> 01:07:56.280
help people. I wanted to leave elastic impact. One of

1323
01:07:56.320 --> 01:07:58.960
the things was I realized I could have elastic impact

1324
01:07:59.239 --> 01:08:01.079
with the art is well well, because I would be

1325
01:08:01.199 --> 01:08:02.880
leaving a movie theater and going, oh my god, that

1326
01:08:03.000 --> 01:08:05.320
movie changed my life. I kind of want to be

1327
01:08:05.360 --> 01:08:07.679
able to do that. So with Quinn, I feel like

1328
01:08:07.760 --> 01:08:10.239
I skipped a couple of steps in the Yeah, I

1329
01:08:10.280 --> 01:08:12.000
don't have a movie on a big screen in the

1330
01:08:12.039 --> 01:08:16.199
movie theater, but I am leaving last impact and that's

1331
01:08:16.239 --> 01:08:20.239
a blessing. As for the Hector collab, it is so funny.

1332
01:08:20.479 --> 01:08:23.439
Hector and I we chat every now and then. We're

1333
01:08:23.479 --> 01:08:26.680
just in different time zones. We're just busy. We're both

1334
01:08:26.800 --> 01:08:29.760
very busy. Yeah. But you know what, after this airs,

1335
01:08:30.079 --> 01:08:33.000
I will I'll start actually, I'll start working reach out

1336
01:08:33.039 --> 01:08:33.239
to you.

1337
01:08:33.399 --> 01:08:34.119
What you what.

1338
01:08:36.319 --> 01:08:39.239
We would you want that collab? All right? Yeah?

1339
01:08:40.399 --> 01:08:46.000
No I don't want it. I need It's different, Okay, okay,

1340
01:08:46.359 --> 01:08:48.600
for the first for the first time in my stubby life,

1341
01:08:48.600 --> 01:08:52.520
I'm going to say to you, do not deny congratulations.

1342
01:08:53.039 --> 01:08:56.279
I will tell you, Nick, there's there's one person, one

1343
01:08:56.359 --> 01:08:58.079
member of a community. I'll give her a shout out,

1344
01:08:58.119 --> 01:09:03.279
Gabby that we're in similar online spaces, and every time

1345
01:09:03.640 --> 01:09:06.920
she sees me, her greeting to me is a gift

1346
01:09:07.000 --> 01:09:09.760
that has been created of you and Hector kissing and

1347
01:09:09.840 --> 01:09:11.079
she knows it's my favorite thing.

1348
01:09:11.000 --> 01:09:11.760
In the world.

1349
01:09:13.399 --> 01:09:15.279
Every time. So funny.

1350
01:09:16.479 --> 01:09:17.680
Yeah, I'll send it to you.

1351
01:09:18.399 --> 01:09:21.199
I'm so happy to hear that. That was That was

1352
01:09:21.279 --> 01:09:24.960
the takeaway. That was so good. I want to see

1353
01:09:25.000 --> 01:09:30.399
them boys touch Hector.

1354
01:09:30.600 --> 01:09:33.039
Hector just grabs your face and like pulls you in.

1355
01:09:33.840 --> 01:09:36.920
Oh yeah, that and then all of us doing pushups

1356
01:09:37.039 --> 01:09:43.399
to completion. All right, This is.

1357
01:09:43.439 --> 01:09:48.640
From Excuse You, Nicole. Your catalog covers so many tropes,

1358
01:09:49.119 --> 01:09:51.760
any standout favorites and any that you would like to

1359
01:09:51.840 --> 01:09:52.279
do more of?

1360
01:09:53.920 --> 01:10:01.199
Vampires One bed is so funny and I I love oh,

1361
01:10:01.399 --> 01:10:07.039
I love Protective Partner. I love domineering Protective Partner so much.

1362
01:10:07.720 --> 01:10:10.039
Take all of it was one of my favorite audios

1363
01:10:10.079 --> 01:10:12.079
to make ever. Yeah, so those three.

1364
01:10:12.760 --> 01:10:18.479
Next one is from Jasmine's insta What does a regular

1365
01:10:18.640 --> 01:10:20.720
day in your life look like?

1366
01:10:21.199 --> 01:10:26.079
Recently it's been significantly busier. I've been trying to be

1367
01:10:26.159 --> 01:10:28.199
a social butterfly because I was a recluse for a

1368
01:10:28.199 --> 01:10:29.960
little while. So I've been going out quite a bit,

1369
01:10:30.039 --> 01:10:32.000
doing a lot of game nights, playing a lot of

1370
01:10:32.039 --> 01:10:34.479
board games in Magic, going to a lot of parties.

1371
01:10:34.720 --> 01:10:37.760
But day to day Typically it's a wake up, take

1372
01:10:37.800 --> 01:10:42.199
the dog out, smoke, hang out. That's my morning. I

1373
01:10:42.239 --> 01:10:44.720
don't I have a really hard time starting work in

1374
01:10:44.760 --> 01:10:47.359
the morning because my voice is still warming up. So

1375
01:10:48.319 --> 01:10:50.920
I'll drink like a hot coffee and then a hot water.

1376
01:10:51.319 --> 01:10:53.520
That's typically the start. That's how I start wearing at

1377
01:10:53.560 --> 01:10:55.359
the voice. I talked to my dog a lot to

1378
01:10:56.439 --> 01:10:59.760
wake the voice up. So cute to dog, I know,

1379
01:11:00.359 --> 01:11:04.359
so cute. He's such a sweetie. And yeah, other than that,

1380
01:11:04.439 --> 01:11:06.079
I do a lot of a lot of writing for

1381
01:11:06.159 --> 01:11:08.000
some other stuff I'm working on right now, a lot

1382
01:11:08.079 --> 01:11:10.960
of meetings and getting into the producing side of things.

1383
01:11:11.039 --> 01:11:14.119
So I'm producing a film right now. And so right

1384
01:11:14.159 --> 01:11:16.199
now that's been my day to day is just sitting

1385
01:11:16.279 --> 01:11:19.399
in meetings and discussing casting and do.

1386
01:11:19.680 --> 01:11:25.199
You need a white British woman. You don't have to

1387
01:11:25.239 --> 01:11:27.359
answer now, it's fine. You don't have chance now. And

1388
01:11:27.479 --> 01:11:28.479
I'm happy to audition.

1389
01:11:28.760 --> 01:11:31.000
It's wonderful. I look forward to it. I look forward

1390
01:11:31.000 --> 01:11:31.520
to see your radition.

1391
01:11:31.760 --> 01:11:33.920
Tell us more about the project you have going then

1392
01:11:34.279 --> 01:11:35.439
we can just skip into that.

1393
01:11:35.439 --> 01:11:37.760
For a moment. Yeah, yeah, So I have a couple

1394
01:11:38.560 --> 01:11:40.720
working on a show that's been in development for a while.

1395
01:11:41.159 --> 01:11:44.560
It's that this one's my own personal thing. It's a

1396
01:11:44.720 --> 01:11:47.039
D and D show that has been in the works

1397
01:11:47.119 --> 01:11:49.239
now for a bit. The pilot's been shot. We're just

1398
01:11:49.279 --> 01:11:52.119
pitching it around right now. But the film that I'm

1399
01:11:52.159 --> 01:11:54.880
working on is just a little quiet. It's a it's

1400
01:11:54.920 --> 01:11:57.680
a nice little hour long short film that a buddy

1401
01:11:57.720 --> 01:12:01.319
of mine was developed and then I helped her find

1402
01:12:01.399 --> 01:12:04.920
some funding and so I came on as the executive producer.

1403
01:12:05.960 --> 01:12:10.479
But I've produced now. Yeah, I helped produce a few

1404
01:12:10.560 --> 01:12:13.239
music videos, including like fondest music videos last year and

1405
01:12:13.319 --> 01:12:18.680
year before. So once that started, I realized I've always

1406
01:12:18.720 --> 01:12:22.720
been the Noah guy. Guy always happened.

1407
01:12:23.199 --> 01:12:23.439
Yeah.

1408
01:12:24.439 --> 01:12:27.199
One of the common tropes, or one of the common

1409
01:12:27.279 --> 01:12:30.319
themes online and social media was what the fuck is

1410
01:12:30.399 --> 01:12:36.079
Nick Meyer doing there? Because I well, like when I

1411
01:12:36.119 --> 01:12:39.000
first started doing social media, I very quickly met a

1412
01:12:39.119 --> 01:12:42.880
lot of people because I never really said no to gatherings.

1413
01:12:43.039 --> 01:12:46.039
I'm very quick to adapt to social situations. It wouldn't

1414
01:12:46.039 --> 01:12:48.479
be hard to meet a lot of people. Whether or

1415
01:12:48.479 --> 01:12:51.600
not we're like friends or more than like just acquaintances

1416
01:12:51.760 --> 01:12:55.199
is to be decided. But for a while, yeah, it

1417
01:12:55.319 --> 01:12:57.520
was like like when I was doing stuff for market Plier,

1418
01:12:57.600 --> 01:12:59.119
It's like, what the fuck is Nick doing there? When

1419
01:12:59.119 --> 01:13:00.600
I did stuff for Hot Top Victor like, what the

1420
01:13:00.680 --> 01:13:03.840
fuck is Nick doing? You know? And then when I

1421
01:13:03.880 --> 01:13:06.199
did that fucking social media shot would give me no money,

1422
01:13:06.279 --> 01:13:08.319
they were like, what the fuck is doing there?

1423
01:13:09.319 --> 01:13:09.520
Yeah?

1424
01:13:10.119 --> 01:13:13.000
That just kept it kept happening, and it's it still

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01:13:13.079 --> 01:13:15.279
happens to this day. Is why is Nick there?

1426
01:13:15.479 --> 01:13:17.439
And then you end the day chilling on a sofa,

1427
01:13:17.640 --> 01:13:20.800
cuddling the dog, playing a little magic caffering whatever it is,

1428
01:13:20.960 --> 01:13:22.000
some card game that.

1429
01:13:22.039 --> 01:13:25.279
I don't know about magic caffering. I like that. I

1430
01:13:25.439 --> 01:13:27.000
like that. I like you with the accent a lot more.

1431
01:13:27.640 --> 01:13:32.560
I think you should be the voice of it. Job

1432
01:13:32.840 --> 01:13:35.079
done done. It would ready be in my movie What

1433
01:13:35.199 --> 01:13:35.319
the He?

1434
01:13:36.479 --> 01:13:38.600
Now? Can I say I'm a voice actor now though?

1435
01:13:39.359 --> 01:13:41.239
Because I'm not done anywhere, I'm not doing.

1436
01:13:41.319 --> 01:13:42.560
You can to me. I'll believe.

1437
01:13:42.920 --> 01:13:44.199
Thank you, Thank you, Nicholas.

1438
01:13:45.760 --> 01:13:48.000
So, the final question we like to rap with when

1439
01:13:48.000 --> 01:13:51.479
we chat with our guests is how do you define

1440
01:13:51.600 --> 01:13:52.520
sexual freedom?

1441
01:13:53.039 --> 01:13:55.840
Oh that's a good question. Sexual freedom is the is

1442
01:13:55.920 --> 01:14:01.399
the ability to me to do what my body and

1443
01:14:01.560 --> 01:14:09.159
my mind once, So every fantasy, every idea. I don't.

1444
01:14:09.359 --> 01:14:12.159
I'm able to act out those things, but I'm also

1445
01:14:12.680 --> 01:14:17.119
I feel safe enough to do so. So that's with myself,

1446
01:14:17.199 --> 01:14:19.840
with other people, et cetera. So the ability to have

1447
01:14:20.119 --> 01:14:23.479
a pure brain body connection with no fear.

1448
01:14:24.079 --> 01:14:24.359
Nice.

1449
01:14:24.960 --> 01:14:26.920
Thank you so much for hanging out with us for

1450
01:14:26.960 --> 01:14:27.560
as long as you have.

1451
01:14:27.920 --> 01:14:30.920
This has been so oh I know, I look down.

1452
01:14:31.000 --> 01:14:33.039
I was like, it has been almost two and a

1453
01:14:33.079 --> 01:14:33.760
half hours.

1454
01:14:34.359 --> 01:14:36.520
Has it been that long?

1455
01:14:36.640 --> 01:14:37.720
Gone by so fast?

1456
01:14:38.119 --> 01:14:38.159
No?

1457
01:14:38.600 --> 01:14:40.680
No, no, what I'm hearing is we wore you out?

1458
01:14:41.479 --> 01:14:47.640
Yes, Yes, you're welcome. Yeah, you guys drained me.

1459
01:14:51.039 --> 01:14:55.640
No, it's honestly, genuinely, it has been such an amazing conversation.

1460
01:14:56.079 --> 01:14:58.319
Love, good chat, feel the same to.

1461
01:14:58.800 --> 01:15:02.319
You are a funny dude and is pschful and brilliant

1462
01:15:02.439 --> 01:15:04.359
like just yeah, blown away.

1463
01:15:04.920 --> 01:15:07.840
Thank you, don't no need for all the glades, thank you.

1464
01:15:09.439 --> 01:15:13.399
It's it's so I just I appreciate that a lot.

1465
01:15:13.439 --> 01:15:15.840
I've had an absolute blast. I think this is another

1466
01:15:16.079 --> 01:15:19.039
little side. One last thing, So, I recently joined a

1467
01:15:19.079 --> 01:15:21.640
book club. I helped start well join a book club

1468
01:15:21.680 --> 01:15:24.199
that a couple of musician friends of mine started, and

1469
01:15:24.359 --> 01:15:27.079
it was spurred on by the fact that they they said,

1470
01:15:27.199 --> 01:15:30.560
we feel stupid, you know, in the in the monotony

1471
01:15:30.600 --> 01:15:32.600
of life, not not actually like in the monotony of

1472
01:15:32.720 --> 01:15:35.039
life and you're going to parties and you're talking to

1473
01:15:35.199 --> 01:15:37.640
like in this world, it's like you're talking to an

1474
01:15:37.680 --> 01:15:41.000
actor or a musician and you're just having a bunch

1475
01:15:41.039 --> 01:15:44.439
of nothing conversations, nothing of substance. I have the time

1476
01:15:44.560 --> 01:15:48.079
for it. Like not diving deeper into your own thoughts

1477
01:15:48.479 --> 01:15:51.279
and how their people feel. It starts to dumb you

1478
01:15:51.399 --> 01:15:53.760
down a little bit. Yeah, and so I started joined

1479
01:15:53.800 --> 01:15:57.000
the book club to kind of resist that quite a bit.

1480
01:15:57.399 --> 01:15:59.560
Nice and I would The reason I mentioned it is

1481
01:15:59.560 --> 01:16:01.359
I was going to say, this conversation has been very

1482
01:16:01.640 --> 01:16:05.640
lovely and stimulating, very so I appreciate you saying that

1483
01:16:05.680 --> 01:16:06.199
I'm brilliant.

1484
01:16:06.199 --> 01:16:07.319
I'm like, okay, so maybe.

1485
01:16:08.640 --> 01:16:14.560
It's working. I genuinely love a bit. It's good stimulation, right.

1486
01:16:15.520 --> 01:16:18.199
I know, I know what's much I could have guessed

1487
01:16:18.239 --> 01:16:18.680
that one.

1488
01:16:19.960 --> 01:16:23.119
Nick, Nick, Nick, Nicholas, Nick, it's been brilliant. Thank you

1489
01:16:23.279 --> 01:16:27.319
so much for Thank you so much for coming on

1490
01:16:27.800 --> 01:16:29.960
to Queen Castangs.

1491
01:16:30.039 --> 01:16:33.439
Nick Nick, Bye bye.

1492
01:16:35.199 --> 01:16:40.079
Anyway, that was Nick Meyer, what a great chat.

1493
01:16:40.880 --> 01:16:43.159
As I cannot believe how quick the time went by.

1494
01:16:43.760 --> 01:16:46.199
There was just so much good stuff that he's so interesting.

1495
01:16:46.840 --> 01:16:52.640
There's I mean, they're brilliant, interesting, like funny, quirky, so funny,

1496
01:16:52.800 --> 01:16:57.000
like Jesus blown away, so good, such a great chat.

1497
01:16:57.119 --> 01:17:00.960
And yeah, from the beginning knowing all about him as

1498
01:17:01.039 --> 01:17:04.760
growing up to where he is now definitely been one

1499
01:17:04.880 --> 01:17:06.039
amazing chat journey.

1500
01:17:06.560 --> 01:17:08.560
And they're so young, they've done it all.

1501
01:17:08.880 --> 01:17:13.479
And I will expect my audition notification anytime soon.

1502
01:17:17.159 --> 01:17:20.560
So if you haven't checked out nick Meyer Audios, please

1503
01:17:20.640 --> 01:17:23.239
do check them out on Quinn check out their website.

1504
01:17:23.439 --> 01:17:25.600
Nick is everywhere. What the fuck is Nick doing here?

1505
01:17:30.239 --> 01:17:32.920
So thanks Clitzens for listening to another episode of Hit

1506
01:17:33.000 --> 01:17:36.439
the Spotlight with the brilliant Nick Meyer. We hope you

1507
01:17:36.560 --> 01:17:39.560
enjoyed the episode. As always, please do let us know,

1508
01:17:39.720 --> 01:17:42.119
let us know your feedback, your comments, rate us those

1509
01:17:42.199 --> 01:17:45.119
five stars. Share this with family and friends. We would

1510
01:17:45.159 --> 01:17:45.399
love that.

1511
01:17:45.880 --> 01:17:46.600
Thank you so much.

1512
01:17:46.640 --> 01:17:50.319
We'll be back again soon for another fantastic episode. But

1513
01:17:50.479 --> 01:17:53.000
for now, this is Ben Caza. Your voice matters.

1514
01:17:53.439 --> 01:17:55.720
This has been Jules go put those lips to good use.

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01:17:55.920 --> 01:18:18.359
And this has been Smudge. Keep wanking in English