June 30, 2026

S4 E52 - The Ask Us Anything Episode

S4 E52 - The Ask Us Anything Episode
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Season 4

Ask Us Anything! Thank you so much for the incredible questions sent in by our Clitizens. We decided to host an “ask us anything” episode, and you all delivered. In this episode, we get vulnerable and honest with the questions you sent in. We talk about everything from our new favorite AE recommendations, (dick thuds anyone?) to the comfort movies we always come back to. We also have a brand new Peachin’ It Real, where Peaches talks about all things World Cup.

🔥 IN THIS EPISODE

  • Answer listener questions, including:
    • VA's we we would love to have on the pod
    • What new experiences have we tried in the bedroom since discovering AE
    • Celebrity crushes, as well as a question about having a crush on your favorite VA
    • Specifics about scriptwriters that have impacted you in this space
    • Our biggest ‘hear me outs’ and vices we struggle with

🍑 ‘PEACHIN’ IT REAL’ WITH PEACHES
Our incredible monthly segment host, Peaches, shares his thoughts on the World Cup. Rather than focusing on the intense heat wave he is dealing with (so sorry, get cool soon!), he talks about what excites him, what gives him pause, and how celebrating events like this can truly bring people together.

[ Quamble] [Vulnerability] [Ask US Anything] [ Dick Thuds] [ Listener Questions] [Peaches] [World Cup]

🔗 Where to Find Peaches
Just-Peaches
Links

🎵’Peachin’ It Real’ written and performed by: Jingle Crafters

🎙 WHO’S TALKING
Hosts: Kazza, Jules, and Smudge
Peachin It Real Segment: Peaches


💬 THE BIG TAKEAWAY
Being open and honest about sexuality can be daunting, but it can also be inspiring. Finding your people and the atmosphere that supports you makes all the difference.

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Ah? I'm doing great, Smudgie, But how are you doing?

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I think might be the question.

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I am currently living in's asshole. It is so hot

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in the UK.

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My gie, I'm so sorry.

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You had to count me in to turn my fan off.

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True, we did.

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That was twenty seconds ago. My palms have sweated and

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I have already become a sweaty horrible bullsack mess.

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Ooh not the ballsack mess.

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Sweaty bullsacke.

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I would be sitting there, I would have a big

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bucket of ice water and I would have my bare

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feet in them because it would cool your whole body down.

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Yeah, do you know what is cool about today? Do

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you know what is cool? What? We're recording our main

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July episode, and do you know what it is? Tell

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us it's a question and answer session.

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Yes it is.

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It's a question and answer ramble, a cuamble.

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I don't know what or cuamble.

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I like that though, I like that a cuamble.

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This is little Ama from our cliticens.

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Yes, I can't wait to answer some questions you all

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sent in and they're so good. Thank you so much

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for everyone that's sent in a question and it's all anonymous,

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so thank you in advance. And we're really excited to

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just chat a little bit about a few things. And also, ladies,

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I do want to bring up that we hit a

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few milestones recently, didn't we did we?

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We did? Oh my god, we did fifty episodes. I

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mean this will be fifty two, I think when it

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comes out.

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Yes, sixty two and.

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One hundred thousand downloads and listens. What what do you?

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What do you mean? What do you action?

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We have not aged a second.

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No, this has been a piece of cake minutes of

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our weeks.

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We've actually lost wrinkles in the process. This is what

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I heard more than care. We don't need both talks.

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If you listen to us or podcast with.

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Us, quin cast is the fountain of youth? No, no,

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there we go.

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So what we're saying a tarlaisms are if you want

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to stay young, the fountain of youth is to start

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a podcast.

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No, or at least let's start listening to audio Rodica.

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There you go. Yeah, but yeah, one hundred thousand and

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fifty episodes like.

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Unbelievable and you know it's so interesting. You know how

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on social media those you'll get little notifications that say

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one year ago this happened. Yes, so uh, something popped

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up and I swiped and it brought me to one

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from last December, and it was when we were celebrating

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a hundred listens on one of our episodes. We were,

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so I know we were, and I hey, to this day,

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still thrilled, like you know, you know, but I remember

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being like one hundred people listen to us? What are

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You're right?

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I do remember that being like wow, like.

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Just so wonderful and like you actually took the time

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out of your data sit in your car or while

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you're cleaning or however you're doing it to listen to

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us talk This is amazing, So thank you guys so much.

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Thanks Clitzens.

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Yeah, it's been pretty life changing, I think cool Row.

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Yeah, thank you so much for your support, truly, like

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it's just been so cool in the comments and all

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that kind of things. So here's to here's the next fifty.

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Ladies fifty Jesus, can we do the next fifty at

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winter time in.

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Yeah, you really gotta wipeing her face with her shirt.

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too constantly like sliding down crazy.

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They're getting like foggy and yeah.

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So before we get onto the questions, don't forget who

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we've got on the show as well. Who peaching it

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real peaching.

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We got a new Peachain at Reel segment coming up

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in the middle of the episode for you clitic.

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Well, anyway, moving on for my absolutely uncomfortable melting mess,

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We've got a lot of questions that sent me do

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let's dive in sight start straight.

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In Kaza dive fucking in. I don't even know what

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that was, you know, I decided midway to go with

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an accent. So it's kind of like anyway, all right,

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so question one, ladies, ready, Yes, what is one thing

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you have heard in an audio that you want to

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try and haven't or what is something you've tried and

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would now recommend to others? Starting off very personal clitticens.

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Verry Okay, so mine is going to be what's something

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you have tried and would now recommend to others? Okay, again,

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this is a not suitable for work podcast, Okay. Anyway,

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uh So, I wish I could remember the exact audio

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it was. I think it was Lonely Fans. I think

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it was Honey. I think it was one of the

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honeys Yes, And in that the tag was dick thuds,

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and I remember just being like, what the fuck is that? Like,

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just like like, do you just slapping against the wall?

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I had no idea. So when I first listened to

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it and heard what it actually was, I was like,

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that's kind of cool. I never thought about kind of

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introducing that into the bedroom in certain ways, And so

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since we are gonna get a little personal here, that's

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something I brought into the bedroom semi recently, and my

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partner absolutely loved it and I loved it too, and

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I had just never thought about the fact that like

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thudding on your tongue or on your face a little

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bit might be really really good and I'm blushing so bad.

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It's so fun. So that's mine. So I recommend doing

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that because it's really fun.

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Okay, hmm okay, I will say, can you follow that? Yeah,

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well I will say that. Like when I see the

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tag dick thuds, I didn't know what it meant. Well,

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first of all, I'm married to a woman. But second

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while I thought, okay, is it like, is it him

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like smacking his dick on your clip? That could be

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arousing maybe whatever, But you're saying like your face, Oh,

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I love it, like smacked me in the face with

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their genitals. I don't know.

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I'm usually the one doing it. I'm usually the one

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like smacking myself with it.

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Oh okay, okay, yeah, something for everybody.

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Good for you, exactly, exactly, exactly, Okay. All the comments

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back me up on this, thank you.

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Yeah, I'm sure.

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I'm sure it's very popular about you ladies.

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Kind of mine was like the remote control click thing.

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Oh okay, so that you've done it and you'll recommend

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it or you'd like to try it.

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So that I've bought it, but I haven't yet used it. Oh,

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so it's one i've I've I heard in an audio,

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I've heard in a few audios and I want to

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try it. So I purchased I like remote control one,

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but I haven't used it yet. So it's an insertion

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as well as nipple clamp nipple points. And this is

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the first time you two are hearing about it as well.

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Yes it is, faces were like, it's actually downstairs. I

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could pick it, bring it up and show you it, but.

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You would call you down.

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Who are you giving the remote to?

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I don't know yet. Who wants to be lucky? Put

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your name in the comments, lunteers. Yeah, it's all charged

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and ready to go. I just yeah, I just haven't

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used it, and I could use it on myself. But

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the whole point and the reason that I bought it

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is because I'm a sub and it would give somebody.

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Now bear in mind, all you know years and years ago,

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this ship right now there.

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Is Okay, that's well, now you just gave me an

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answer because I didn't have one. But yes, remote control

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totally yours right, like, oh my god, like I think

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of like a j's audio a taste of control. Yes,

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holy fuck. Like, I now call any audios that I hear,

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no matter who they're from, ones that can get me

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going without any touching is now click audios. Because in

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that audio AJ talks about click about like these people

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in the remote for his clients. Huh and so yes, Smudgie,

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that's oh, that's.

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That's a good one. Click the couci, I like, click

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the couch, click the.

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Right. So right, we all know what we're going to

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be doing at the weekend. Let's move on to the

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next one. So what made you say, fuck it, let's

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do this to the podcast? And they say, whatever it is,

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it was, I am so grateful, Thank you.

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Take it away, you two.

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I think for me it was probably the sign on

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from Smudge because I it Some of you may know

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the history, but like it came kind of spontaneously in

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a live some Creators live we were in. I honestly

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don't remember, and I don't even know how it came up,

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but talked about throughout a podcast or whatever. Oh, someone said, Smudge,

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you made a comment and I made a comment. We

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weren't even like friends at this point, but we each

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made individual comments on the live and someone said Oh

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my god, you guys should do a podcast, and I went, oh, funny.

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I hosted an online radio show for my book publisher

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for many years, and Smudge went, I used to read

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the news for a radio station, and I was like,

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oh my god, we should totally chat ha ha ha.

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And then like I the next day, I went, that

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could be fucking cool I and I thought, do I

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want a message Smudge? I think I told this on

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one of the previous episodes, but I was nervous because

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I'm like, she was a mod in the community I

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was in and we weren't didn't have that kind of relationship,

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and I thought, fuck it, I'm just gonna message her

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and like all you can do is see if how

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serious she was, And immediately she was like, yep, let's

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do it. And I think once so once, I was like, okay,

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I'm not alone in this, and then we just took

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it one step at a time and I was like, well,

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let's have a meeting, a video meeting, and we were

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blabbed for like two hours. You were out on a

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walk with your dog sitting in the field.

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Oh I don't think I knew that. That's how you

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knew right there? You guys chatted for two hours just

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while you were just.

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Like the podcast right, wow, And we had a mind

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dump document that we just threw a bunch of shit down,

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and when we saw how full the document was, how fast,

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We're like, fuck it, let's do it.

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Yeah, it was definitely a fuck it, let's do it moment.

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Casar asked me and I went fuck it. I think

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probably the words were fuck it, let's do it, because

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I just don't say no anything that sparks something in

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me that makes me think, oh my god, yeah, why

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not I say yes to So it was always going

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to be yes. But what made you say fuck it,

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let's do this when we asked you to be the

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third anchor?

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So that's a really good question because I was just

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about to say, like, what even made you guys think

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you needed a third But but I do remember I

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had I've been listening to podcasts my whole life. I

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love them, mostly film podcasts, but I never ever thought

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about being on a podcast or co hosting one. So

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when I got the call to join you too on

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a WhatsApp call about about it, and you just said it,

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I do not even remember having one second of hesitation.

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Which is crazy because I still like I knew knew

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you guys. I knew Carrie Kaza a little bit more

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than Smudge, but at the time, but I remember just

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being like, why the fuck not, Like why not?

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Like who cares?

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Maybe five people will will hear this, maybe more will.

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This is a really good idea, a really good topic.

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I talked for a living anyway, because I was I

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was a high school teacher at the time, so we

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talked all day anyway, and so I just remember saying, like,

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who the fuck cares? Why not? You never go out

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in a limb and do things, And so I just

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literally said fuck it, yeah, just said yes. I said

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yes pretty probably a little bit quicker than I should have,

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And I mean that in the best way. I literally

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was just like, yep, let's go, Yep, let's go.

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Yeah. And so once you came on board, we spent

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the next four months four months, so Smuche and I

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spent some time beforehand and then like four months really

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wanting to do it, like right, like, really think this through.

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What's our intention behind it? Who do we want to serve?

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What do we want the listeners to take away from

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each episode? Because when we started this like I don't

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know about I do know for you guys too, Like

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we didn't start this for us. We wanted to talk

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about this shit, right of course, but this wasn't like,

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this wasn't about us. It was like, we know how

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we're impacted by this space. We know other people feel

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the same, and so what if there's some people who

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don't participate in these communities who are like, am I

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a weirdo for this affecting me like this? We thought,

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let's just talk about it so other people feel less alone.

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And so that's always been how we've operated, right, It's like,

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what's in it for the listener?

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Yes exactly, yes exactly.

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And I do remember at the beginning as well, again

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not knowing anything about this. I remember looking googling on

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my phone and saying how to do a podcast in

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Discord because I thought that's what you both we were

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going to do it in Discord. I had no idea,

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so I was trying to google it so I didn't

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seem like an idiot the first time we chatted about it,

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so I could be like, yeah, you know, I've heard

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you can do voice this and this and discord. And

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that was not that at all.

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Definitely not at all.

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No no, no, no no no. But at the time,

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like I had no idea, and now here we are.

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Episodes light over one hundred thousand downs and listeners, and

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I'm just it feels like it's always been part of

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our lives.

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Yeah, it does. I'm just I'm really proud of us.

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Yeah, proud.

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So thanks for that question, and I'm glad you're grateful

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that we did it.

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Thank you. All right, next question, I really should have

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looked at these before. Hey it you don't look at tags,

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so why would you? Why would you look at the questions?

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It's true, what is your all time favorite?

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By?

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Your all time favorite? Quinn Va.

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So I'm gonna be like that annoying parent who says

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I can't pick a favorite. So I'm gonna go with

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what jumped into my head mm hmm. And what jumped

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into my head was Good Girl Afternoon by a Nanny Fun.

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Yeah, hey, changing mind?

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Oh was that yours?

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Totally? Y you know I've got you know, I've got

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my backup come on of course.

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Yeah, that's the first one that popped into my head

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that I thought, okay, just because that's probably been with

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me the longest, Like anytime I look in my kind

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of Quinn Creator library on the Quinn app, you know

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when you when you subscribe to somebody, he's the bottom

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one because I think he was probably that means he

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was probably the first one I subscribed to.

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Oh a Nanny Fun, we miss you, we miss you?

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So yeah, Good Girl after Noon by a Nanny Fun

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is the first one that jumps up for me.

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Yeah, So that one pretty much is like, oh god,

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it's just the praise in that it's just so amazing.

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And is that so I have a question for you then?

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Is that kind of that audio? Is that kind of

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what made you realize, you know what the whole good

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girl thing, call me nice names, praise me a little

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bit might be something I'm into.

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Yeah, I think that was part of it. Yeah, I

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mean I definitely liked it. That wasn't the kind of

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the prominent thing for me, I don't think. I think

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it's just it's just an any fun right. I Mean

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he's like hey baby, you know, hey baby, or the

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messy and just his cooch smooching his top tier and

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no one will ever match it, and he's just I like,

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you know what, I really liked was his recordings are

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messy a little bit, right, you know, he's just like

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laying down with his phone next to him, like he's

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not in a booth and he's just so it just

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felt very it felt very immersive, very real, very like

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the way he talks to the listener. It's literally he's

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talking to me, like him right there with him. Truly.

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It was just, yeah, it's just yeah, a good one.

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Yes, Well, I kind of while I've been listening to

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you speaking, I've been kind of going, don't say it

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s much, don't say it just don't you know, And

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I'm like, yeah, but I don't. It's not a brag

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at all. But my favorite audio by my all time

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favorite Quinn Va, my all time favorite quein Via is Aucust,

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always has been always my favorite audio. Is the first

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ever script that I ever wrote, and I only wrote one,

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and I will only ever write one, really, I think definitely,

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and it was him and it was from a proper

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For the first time, I was able to open up

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about an actual scene that i'd done with a dom

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of mine and put it down on paper and he

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spoke it, and I was really really proud of it

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and the fact that should also by my favorite quinn Va.

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I mean if yes, it's just lined all up and

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I know it's gonna sound fucking narcissistic or whatever, and

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you know, but I just it was so nice to

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be able to hear something factually spot on because it

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was from accurate life.

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Great.

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Yes, and my all time is Aucust. It just always

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will be. He's a daddy dom and that's my thing.

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So yeah, that's much.

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I love that.

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I do too, because it's like I love it because

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like the interpretation of the question, So like my mind

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went to which one really kind of like hooked me

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in and got me going, Yeah, yours is like which

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one am I like, I'm proud of, I'm connected to,

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like is meaningful to me? So like that audio was

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meaningful to you, Yes, for significant reasons. I mean, that

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was a fucking incredible monologue that you wrote. And to

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have your favorite Quinnva like ask for it and then recorded,

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it's pretty fucking amazing.

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It's so awesome.

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Yeah, yeah, so that was Sorry, Jules, what about you?

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What's your favorite audio for your favorite cre well your

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back up?

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Sorry, I mean we all know I don't pick favorites.

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I don't have a favorite quinnva ha haha. So yeah,

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my this is gonna probably come as a surprise actually

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a little bit because it was to me. But my

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favorite one by AJ is actually Monostereo if you don't

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know that one. It is a an audio where AJ

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used something called the AJ effect where he was able

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to put the background sounds of the moons and all

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those fun things as well as the instructions. But you,

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as the listener, had the opportunity if you were using

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it with a partner or yourself, you could keep the

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other moans or you could turn those off and just

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hear the instructions. Yes, thank you. I thought that was

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just so brilliant to do, and I used it like

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I did that and it it was really I feel

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silly just being like it was so informative, but it

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really was an audio that just kind of let me

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kind of just listen and do things that I was,

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you know, following instructions as well. But if I didn't

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want to hear those other moans, if I was with

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my partner or something, that I could just turn those off.

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It was I don't know, it was very eye opening

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for me and so that I absolutely loved that. And

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if you've never listened to it again. It's him going

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through how he thinks his perfect blow job would be.

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And so I learned a few things that, like, I've

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tried since then and it's like it works really well.

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So nice monos.

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Stereo, mono stereo, a.

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Little very different ones as well. Yeah, these podcasts waiting

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because we all very different people.

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Just it's right and I love it. I love it.

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Next one, what are your comfort movies? I remember Julius

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talking about this with you guys, what your comfort movies?

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Gus, we did talk about that with Julius.

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Yeah, because we were all laughing about how he loved

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horror movies as his comfort movie. I remember that.

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Yeah, it's weird.

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Comfort movies, Hm, I.

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Have so many. I mean, to me, a comfort movie

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is just a movie you've seen that's predictable. You know

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how it's gonna end. There's no anxiety. So so even

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though horror movies might be a little odd, I watch

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Scream randomly in the background because I fucking know how

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that movie ends. I know everything about that movie. I

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don't get anxious about it. And I know it does

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sound silly, but it's a nice little dopamine hit. For me,

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which sounds odd too, but so for me. It's probably

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that any Spielberg movie except for Schindler's List is a

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comfort movie for me. And Top Gun Maverick is also

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another one. I just fucking love watch putting those movies

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on and just like it makes me happy.

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Yeah, what about you, guys?

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Yeah, like comfort movies. Ones up up to mine would

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probably be The Holiday, Seven Dresses.

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That Kevin Hagel right, yeah, the Bridesmaid.

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Yes, my god, and probably Devil wors Prada. Why do

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be such a girly girl?

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Lines kaza very chick flicky. I know how surprise is

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mad too, it does surprise.

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My comfort movies. I love like those. Like when I

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think of comfort movies, I think, if I come across

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them on TV, I will watch them every time. Yes,

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and those are the ones that I will watch again

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and again and again.

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Wow.

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What about you, Spongy, Spongy?

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Yeah, I kind of like the Lost Boys comfort movie, Labyrinth,

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Clue A one Horse, All one, you know, Rocky horror

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show all ones where You're right, Casa, that's perfectly poor

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if it was on the TV, I would if I

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just happened to find it flicking through finding something else,

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I would not not watch it. Yeah, it's there, and

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it's one, like you said, jeels that you can have

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on in the background and it causes you nothing but comfort.

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It's like a hug. Yeah, I don't even I put

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some on sometimes if I'm like writing something or doing

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something workwise, and I'm working from home, I'll put a

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movie on. I won't have any sound whatsoever. I'll just

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have it on the TV, just as the pictures, because

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the pictures comfort me because I know all the words

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wordver betam anyway from these you know. So, but just

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having it on in the background, and I think it's

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something that you get connected to the characters that are

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in it as well. So having those in the room

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with you, they feel like your friends grown up with them,

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or they're they've been there at difficult times or whatever.

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So it kind of feels like one big movie hug.

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Yeah, it's an a madic hug O hug.

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I love that, you know, It's funny.

466
00:23:56.160 --> 00:24:00.519
I'm not the kind of person who will go put

467
00:24:00.559 --> 00:24:03.480
on a movie I've already seen mm hmm, Like I

468
00:24:03.480 --> 00:24:06.920
won't go initiate it. Like if I've seen it, I've

469
00:24:06.960 --> 00:24:09.799
seen it. Unless it's like really freaking Actually, I'm trying

470
00:24:09.799 --> 00:24:12.240
to think, is there is there one? If it's again,

471
00:24:12.279 --> 00:24:13.960
it's if I happen to come across it on TV

472
00:24:14.000 --> 00:24:15.759
where it's like, oh, look what's playing. I guess I'll

473
00:24:15.799 --> 00:24:20.359
watch it. Yeah, I don't go. I don't replay movies.

474
00:24:21.079 --> 00:24:23.119
So you didn't. You didn't see Pirates of the Caribbean

475
00:24:23.240 --> 00:24:24.759
seven times in theaters like I did.

476
00:24:24.920 --> 00:24:27.359
Oh, oh, I don't even think I saw one. Actually, No,

477
00:24:27.440 --> 00:24:29.559
when I was young, I saw what did I see

478
00:24:29.559 --> 00:24:34.079
in the movie theater? Six times? I saw oh, footloose? Oh,

479
00:24:39.319 --> 00:24:40.960
I've seen The Breakfast Club a lot. That's when I

480
00:24:40.960 --> 00:24:43.079
can quote, like that's the one that But again, like

481
00:24:43.119 --> 00:24:45.640
those types of things are like it brings you back

482
00:24:45.680 --> 00:24:47.839
to that time. So it's less less comfort movie, a

483
00:24:47.839 --> 00:24:50.119
more memory movie of like, oh my god, I can

484
00:24:50.160 --> 00:24:53.240
picture myself like I was so young when the Breakfast

485
00:24:53.240 --> 00:24:57.599
Club came out and it was very influential. Breakfast clubs, animals, fire,

486
00:24:57.680 --> 00:25:00.599
all those brat pack ones. I was very young. They

487
00:25:00.599 --> 00:25:01.599
were very influential.

488
00:25:03.000 --> 00:25:06.119
Yeah, I can get some of them. I've watched so

489
00:25:06.279 --> 00:25:09.240
many times that you know when it comes up, like

490
00:25:09.640 --> 00:25:11.480
there's like quizzes and stuff where it comes up with

491
00:25:11.519 --> 00:25:13.720
the beginning of a movie and it's just like the

492
00:25:13.839 --> 00:25:16.640
Touchstone pictures bit at the bottom and then you just

493
00:25:16.680 --> 00:25:19.880
something starts and it's like, oh, I know what that is?

494
00:25:20.440 --> 00:25:21.960
Off you know or whatever?

495
00:25:22.000 --> 00:25:24.240
Another great one, Oh so good. Oh.

496
00:25:24.400 --> 00:25:27.319
I was watching there's a movie called Ready Player one Spielberg,

497
00:25:27.400 --> 00:25:29.000
of course, and I was just I had in the

498
00:25:29.000 --> 00:25:33.960
background and there's this tiny little two second music clip

499
00:25:34.000 --> 00:25:35.880
that goes, do lul lou and I go back to

500
00:25:35.920 --> 00:25:38.599
the future. Turn to the TV. The first time I

501
00:25:38.599 --> 00:25:40.079
saw it and it was like, it's from Back to

502
00:25:40.119 --> 00:25:42.880
the Future. I've seen Back to the Future eight hundred

503
00:25:42.960 --> 00:25:45.359
thousand times, Like, yes, exactly.

504
00:25:48.000 --> 00:25:51.200
Oh, let me just pause for a second and say, cliticians,

505
00:25:51.240 --> 00:25:54.440
we invite you to share your answers to these questions too,

506
00:25:54.519 --> 00:25:57.400
like leave it in a comment whatever it is, Like,

507
00:25:57.400 --> 00:25:59.039
I want to hear from you guys too, Like, yes,

508
00:25:59.279 --> 00:25:59.960
answer these questions.

509
00:26:00.119 --> 00:26:02.119
I'll tell you what we do. We'll we'll put some

510
00:26:02.279 --> 00:26:04.480
or all of the questions in a little post after

511
00:26:04.519 --> 00:26:06.680
this episode drops, and you can all answer them in

512
00:26:06.680 --> 00:26:07.200
the comments.

513
00:26:08.039 --> 00:26:12.240
I love that. Yes, cool, all right, Next question is

514
00:26:12.359 --> 00:26:15.720
who was a va you have not had on the podcast?

515
00:26:15.759 --> 00:26:18.440
That you would like to also congrats on one hundred thousand.

516
00:26:18.440 --> 00:26:23.759
You all are amazing, Thank you, thank you. I would

517
00:26:23.799 --> 00:26:24.839
like to have any fun.

518
00:26:26.720 --> 00:26:32.279
For Fox Stakes for real, I would really like. I

519
00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:36.279
would really like Sarah Gibson. I ever since I saw

520
00:26:36.599 --> 00:26:38.480
her video. It was before I even knew she was

521
00:26:38.480 --> 00:26:40.720
on Quinn the video. Do you ever see the video?

522
00:26:41.000 --> 00:26:44.240
Ten inches video? So there's a close sense really quick.

523
00:26:44.240 --> 00:26:47.039
There's a video where she has a ruler and it's

524
00:26:47.039 --> 00:26:48.759
pretty much like, what are you gonna fucking do with

525
00:26:48.759 --> 00:26:50.759
ten inches a dick? Like, and she goes through like

526
00:26:51.359 --> 00:26:54.640
six inches fine, yeah, fine, four inches is fine, eight

527
00:26:54.720 --> 00:26:57.559
inches is like you're taking a six day the next day,

528
00:26:57.759 --> 00:27:00.720
like and it is the funniest fucking thing. She's like,

529
00:27:00.759 --> 00:27:02.519
where where the hell is this all going? Not in here?

530
00:27:02.720 --> 00:27:06.200
Not here? And ever since that video, I have been

531
00:27:06.319 --> 00:27:07.960
I just think she's fucking awesome. And then when I

532
00:27:07.960 --> 00:27:10.160
found out she was on Quinn and been listening, I

533
00:27:10.200 --> 00:27:12.279
would love to talk to Sarah Gibson.

534
00:27:12.359 --> 00:27:13.759
Yeah, we should probably reach out to her.

535
00:27:15.079 --> 00:27:16.440
If you're listening, please come on.

536
00:27:20.680 --> 00:27:23.759
I love na audio. I mean, it's na audio. Get

537
00:27:23.839 --> 00:27:29.519
me started. It's fuckingna Audio's amazing. But if I had

538
00:27:29.559 --> 00:27:33.519
to pick one, that is, you know, not you know,

539
00:27:33.599 --> 00:27:38.160
the biggest number in the world. Ever, I would like

540
00:27:38.960 --> 00:27:40.160
I'd like to speak to Noble.

541
00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:42.200
Yeah, it could be interesting, for sure.

542
00:27:42.839 --> 00:27:46.000
I genuinely think that is exactly it, because he would

543
00:27:46.000 --> 00:27:46.680
be so interesting.

544
00:27:46.880 --> 00:27:51.480
Yeah, nobl love that.

545
00:27:51.839 --> 00:27:53.640
So Noble and Audio, I'm not going to say that

546
00:27:53.640 --> 00:27:55.200
they're both the ends. I don't know what.

547
00:27:58.319 --> 00:28:02.000
And a nanny fun we can kind of make it work.

548
00:28:02.440 --> 00:28:05.160
And then Sarah Gibson Yeah.

549
00:28:05.319 --> 00:28:08.119
Yeah, cool, perfect. So if you're out there.

550
00:28:08.440 --> 00:28:10.599
Just getting to do you know, you want to all right,

551
00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:14.680
have you noticed any real differences in your own sexual

552
00:28:14.880 --> 00:28:18.559
experiences since starting the podcast? If this is too personal,

553
00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:22.279
please ignore add I mean, how sweet.

554
00:28:22.000 --> 00:28:24.240
Are you're thinking that that was a personal question to ask?

555
00:28:24.680 --> 00:28:26.519
I mean, do we do we remember how I started

556
00:28:26.519 --> 00:28:28.519
this episode exactly.

557
00:28:30.359 --> 00:28:32.240
And you have heard all of our other episodes.

558
00:28:32.240 --> 00:28:35.440
I mean, we've faked orgasms on a show, so.

559
00:28:35.720 --> 00:28:38.519
Oh my god, oh my god. I actually forgot about

560
00:28:38.519 --> 00:28:39.119
that for a moment.

561
00:28:39.480 --> 00:28:42.119
I still will never forgive him for that. Ever.

562
00:28:44.079 --> 00:28:50.519
Where's the audio, by the way, Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

563
00:28:50.559 --> 00:28:54.119
I definitely have. I mean even just from the place

564
00:28:54.200 --> 00:28:59.240
of like different communication or just Also, what I've found

565
00:28:59.359 --> 00:29:06.200
is my my boldness more in the bedroom of just

566
00:29:06.279 --> 00:29:08.599
kind of like instead of like before i'd be like, like,

567
00:29:08.680 --> 00:29:09.880
you don't think I want to try this, but I

568
00:29:09.880 --> 00:29:12.039
don't know she's gonna think it's weird. Like I'm just like,

569
00:29:12.200 --> 00:29:16.079
let's try this. Get grab a pillow laid out, like yeah,

570
00:29:16.119 --> 00:29:19.240
you know, it's just like yes, I think my confidence,

571
00:29:19.440 --> 00:29:23.279
my assertiveness and also just like the language that we

572
00:29:23.359 --> 00:29:26.039
use now is just we talk about it much more openly.

573
00:29:26.880 --> 00:29:30.960
I love the fact that communication is the experience experience

574
00:29:31.240 --> 00:29:32.799
part of the section of experience love.

575
00:29:33.319 --> 00:29:40.400
Yeah, So for me again, it does come back to communication.

576
00:29:40.880 --> 00:29:45.119
But I think the difference I've noticed is, you know,

577
00:29:45.160 --> 00:29:47.480
certain things, like we've talked about this in the past,

578
00:29:47.519 --> 00:29:49.799
that we hold on to things that we find shameful

579
00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:51.599
and that we're just like, why do I like this?

580
00:29:51.640 --> 00:29:53.680
What the fuck is wrong with me? And I have

581
00:29:53.799 --> 00:29:56.720
I've said on many episodes that since I can remember

582
00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:59.440
my God give me a good spanking, I fucking love it.

583
00:29:59.720 --> 00:30:03.640
But I've always thought it was fucking weird because every

584
00:30:03.640 --> 00:30:05.880
time I would even mention it to someone, they're like, oh,

585
00:30:05.960 --> 00:30:07.799
did your dad do that to you? Like do you

586
00:30:07.960 --> 00:30:10.039
and I'm like, what the fuck's wrong with me? Like,

587
00:30:10.079 --> 00:30:13.319
something's wrong with me. So when my partner would, you know,

588
00:30:13.400 --> 00:30:16.000
do it and everything, I wasn't able to almost enjoy

589
00:30:16.039 --> 00:30:17.359
it as much as I wanted to because I was

590
00:30:17.359 --> 00:30:20.920
holding onto that. So I finally pretty recently, actually up

591
00:30:20.960 --> 00:30:22.599
till I want to say about like three weeks ago,

592
00:30:22.759 --> 00:30:25.720
very recent. We were just like in the midst of

593
00:30:25.759 --> 00:30:27.279
it or whatever, and I had to stop him and

594
00:30:27.319 --> 00:30:29.960
I was just like, listen, I need you to reassure me.

595
00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:32.400
I need you to tell me this is sexy, because

596
00:30:32.440 --> 00:30:35.720
otherwise I'm never gonna relax. I'm never gonna feel like

597
00:30:35.839 --> 00:30:38.599
And immediately he was like, I didn't know that. I'm like,

598
00:30:38.759 --> 00:30:40.720
I know you didn't know that. How would you know that?

599
00:30:41.400 --> 00:30:43.759
And he did and I immediately, like I just felt

600
00:30:43.799 --> 00:30:46.759
my whole fucking body relax, Like everything just was just

601
00:30:46.799 --> 00:30:50.039
like yeah, and it And it really was because of this,

602
00:30:50.119 --> 00:30:52.720
you know, going on to Quinn or any other site

603
00:30:52.759 --> 00:30:55.799
and hearing, oh my god, there's spanking tags people people enjoy.

604
00:30:55.799 --> 00:31:00.839
It's okay, fucking game changer for me. Fucking game changer.

605
00:31:00.480 --> 00:31:02.839
I mean game changer to like discover that you like it,

606
00:31:03.200 --> 00:31:06.839
but fucking massive game changer to allow yourself to enjoy

607
00:31:06.880 --> 00:31:10.799
it by saying to him, please reassure me, Y ask

608
00:31:10.880 --> 00:31:13.079
you for exactly what you needed. I need you to

609
00:31:13.119 --> 00:31:15.440
reassure me that this is okay, so I don't get

610
00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:16.960
lost in my fucking head and you could be in

611
00:31:17.000 --> 00:31:18.759
the moment. Amazing.

612
00:31:19.039 --> 00:31:24.400
Yeah, exactly, Wow, so good. Mm hmm a you smudgy, Well.

613
00:31:24.279 --> 00:31:28.319
I haven't. I'm gonna own it. Own it. I have

614
00:31:28.880 --> 00:31:31.680
not had sex since we started doing the podcast with anybody.

615
00:31:32.319 --> 00:31:37.240
I'm not in a relationship, I'm single, and I kind

616
00:31:37.240 --> 00:31:40.279
of there's been no changes for me in my own

617
00:31:40.319 --> 00:31:46.480
sexual experiences other than the fact feeling more comfortable not

618
00:31:46.680 --> 00:31:50.240
having sex. Yeah, and not feeling like there was anything

619
00:31:50.279 --> 00:31:52.279
wrong with me because I haven't had sex.

620
00:31:52.759 --> 00:31:53.160
Mm hmm.

621
00:31:53.480 --> 00:31:58.319
Yeah, I kind of feel that if that's a that's

622
00:31:58.359 --> 00:32:02.160
a change, because I would have felt, oh my god,

623
00:32:02.240 --> 00:32:04.440
I'm not having sex, what's wrong with me? I really

624
00:32:04.440 --> 00:32:07.559
want to have sex. I love sex, I love having

625
00:32:07.640 --> 00:32:12.839
an orgasm. I love everything about that. But I've not

626
00:32:13.039 --> 00:32:16.759
forced it whereas I would have done before and made

627
00:32:16.759 --> 00:32:22.079
potentially wrong choices because I wanted to feel that submissive

628
00:32:22.079 --> 00:32:26.079
connection with a dot. So yeah, so not having sex

629
00:32:26.119 --> 00:32:30.599
for eighteen months has led me to it to be

630
00:32:30.680 --> 00:32:33.039
a positive sexual experience for not having sex.

631
00:32:33.319 --> 00:32:35.799
Yeah, so are you just like less in your head?

632
00:32:35.880 --> 00:32:35.920
Like?

633
00:32:35.960 --> 00:32:38.240
Are you less like that back and forth in your

634
00:32:38.240 --> 00:32:39.119
head about stuff?

635
00:32:39.880 --> 00:32:42.319
I can. I can love it and want it and

636
00:32:42.519 --> 00:32:44.119
beat it, but it has to be with the right

637
00:32:44.160 --> 00:32:47.960
person now rather than just because.

638
00:32:47.640 --> 00:32:50.720
Anyone right just to do it. There reminds me of

639
00:32:51.000 --> 00:32:55.160
I remember a while ago Amanda on social media Quinn

640
00:32:55.200 --> 00:32:57.920
creator talked about a period of time when she was

641
00:32:57.960 --> 00:33:01.160
celebrated and said it was like the sexiest time of

642
00:33:01.200 --> 00:33:05.279
her life because she wasn't getting lost in random partners.

643
00:33:05.960 --> 00:33:10.839
She was really spending that energy and intimacy on herself.

644
00:33:11.920 --> 00:33:15.680
Definitely, my alone time has become way more pleasurable.

645
00:33:16.119 --> 00:33:20.440
Yeah, yeah, I love it. I love it cool. But

646
00:33:20.519 --> 00:33:23.319
before we get to the next question, ladies, let's hear

647
00:33:23.480 --> 00:33:32.000
from Peaches in his latest installment of Peaching It Real Well.

648
00:33:32.119 --> 00:33:39.640
Every time it gets freevel gets thieves, hearting thoughts mine

649
00:33:40.000 --> 00:33:42.319
being served up every time.

650
00:33:45.680 --> 00:33:49.720
Hello, my darlings, and thank you Cazah Jewels and Smudge.

651
00:33:50.960 --> 00:33:54.079
This one, as I say to all my lovers, is

652
00:33:54.119 --> 00:33:59.359
going to be short, sweaty and fairly loud, the reason

653
00:33:59.400 --> 00:34:04.240
being it is incredibly hot. I think it's around thirty

654
00:34:04.279 --> 00:34:11.519
five degrees in my little recording booth. And if I

655
00:34:11.599 --> 00:34:17.519
were to pull everything back my you know, my covers

656
00:34:17.599 --> 00:34:20.800
to make sure that my sound is all dampened, then

657
00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:24.320
I fear I may expire. So that's why it may

658
00:34:24.360 --> 00:34:26.920
be short, although I always say that and then it

659
00:34:27.000 --> 00:34:31.920
ends up going on and on and on. In this segment,

660
00:34:32.960 --> 00:34:35.119
I'm going to talk about something that may surprise people,

661
00:34:36.079 --> 00:34:39.840
the World Cup, and I was thinking about talking about

662
00:34:39.840 --> 00:34:40.400
the heat wave.

663
00:34:40.519 --> 00:34:41.000
But I have.

664
00:34:42.679 --> 00:34:46.360
Expressed my feelings about the heat wave a few times

665
00:34:46.400 --> 00:34:51.800
already over the past week and the World Cup. It's

666
00:34:51.920 --> 00:34:57.239
never something that I really follow. It's something that I

667
00:34:57.320 --> 00:34:59.599
used to follow when I was a kid because I

668
00:34:59.719 --> 00:35:03.000
used to played football occasionally, used to play with my dad,

669
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:05.599
used to watch the matches with him, but it was

670
00:35:05.639 --> 00:35:08.599
more like a bonding experience. And then once I got

671
00:35:08.639 --> 00:35:13.199
into my teens, I kind of stopped watching, stop supporting Arsenal,

672
00:35:13.559 --> 00:35:15.760
you know that kind of thing. They want to move to.

673
00:35:15.760 --> 00:35:18.679
Wales started watching a bit more rugby, watching the Six

674
00:35:18.840 --> 00:35:23.880
Nations all that. Never really been that into sport, you know,

675
00:35:24.000 --> 00:35:27.360
the watching of sport on TV. It's not really ever

676
00:35:27.400 --> 00:35:32.639
been my thing. And I remember last year seeing a

677
00:35:32.719 --> 00:35:37.039
lot of the boycotting of the World Cup, and when

678
00:35:37.039 --> 00:35:39.920
I saw that, you know it, it made me sad

679
00:35:39.920 --> 00:35:44.719
for the fans, because people want to be able to

680
00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:48.880
cheer on their team, to cheer on their country, and

681
00:35:48.920 --> 00:35:56.199
because it's in a place that is so unaccepting at

682
00:35:56.199 --> 00:35:59.960
the moment of people. It just made me sad to see.

683
00:36:01.480 --> 00:36:05.239
Regardless of that, obviously, people are over in the US

684
00:36:05.559 --> 00:36:09.119
and I hope everyone over there who is celebrating and

685
00:36:09.159 --> 00:36:12.960
watching the matches is having a fantastic time. It looks

686
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:19.199
as though the Scots infiltrated Boston and Boston Boston Knights

687
00:36:20.119 --> 00:36:22.760
absolutely loved them, which was so wonderful to see, and

688
00:36:22.760 --> 00:36:24.679
that's kind of that's what I wanted to talk about.

689
00:36:24.800 --> 00:36:28.880
So I was proud of people for the boycott, also

690
00:36:28.920 --> 00:36:37.320
sad for the fans, but seeing the camaraderie and people

691
00:36:37.400 --> 00:36:42.320
coming together and celebrating over in the US right now,

692
00:36:42.480 --> 00:36:47.039
it kind of it feels like it's been expelling all

693
00:36:47.079 --> 00:36:52.679
of this this negativity that the US seemed to have.

694
00:36:53.719 --> 00:36:56.000
And I say that in terms of the government seem

695
00:36:56.079 --> 00:37:02.159
to have been creating these barriers between different nations, different countries,

696
00:37:02.360 --> 00:37:06.199
and it's so wonderful to see the public of other

697
00:37:06.239 --> 00:37:12.119
countries come together and almost kind of remind people that,

698
00:37:12.920 --> 00:37:16.480
you know, the whole world is a big community and

699
00:37:16.559 --> 00:37:20.480
there's nothing to say that we can forget some of

700
00:37:20.519 --> 00:37:24.440
those differences occasionally. And then it kind of made me

701
00:37:24.599 --> 00:37:27.599
appreciate sport. And I know I'm late to the game here,

702
00:37:28.000 --> 00:37:32.599
but it made me really appreciate sport, and football in

703
00:37:32.639 --> 00:37:36.079
particular is one that I always kind of swore off

704
00:37:36.159 --> 00:37:39.440
because you know that all the diving. I'm not sure

705
00:37:39.480 --> 00:37:42.119
if you can hear that bird, but they are right

706
00:37:42.159 --> 00:37:46.239
outside my window, all the diving, all of the theatrics.

707
00:37:46.320 --> 00:37:50.960
It never was for me, and particularly in the UK,

708
00:37:51.280 --> 00:37:54.880
there was a lot of or there probably still is

709
00:37:55.000 --> 00:37:58.119
a lot of violence in football, and so it was

710
00:37:58.159 --> 00:38:03.559
a real surprise to see all the positivity come out

711
00:38:03.559 --> 00:38:08.079
of this, really really wonderful and in a way, you

712
00:38:08.159 --> 00:38:13.880
can look at it as though our passions can override

713
00:38:14.039 --> 00:38:18.639
our differences and then we can enjoy things together. Now

714
00:38:18.679 --> 00:38:20.840
I'm not saying that's going to work in every instance,

715
00:38:22.280 --> 00:38:28.639
especially how heavily politically driven a lot of communities are,

716
00:38:29.119 --> 00:38:33.480
and it's difficult to forget that when someone is affecting

717
00:38:34.239 --> 00:38:38.639
our lives in that way, as is happening all over.

718
00:38:40.199 --> 00:38:43.239
But there are kind of glimpses of hope when it

719
00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:47.840
comes to things like this that perhaps in future there

720
00:38:47.880 --> 00:38:54.199
will be more just acceptance. I think it kind of

721
00:38:54.239 --> 00:38:57.599
reminds me of, you know, being back on the playground,

722
00:38:57.800 --> 00:39:02.199
or in particular, I use to be part of a

723
00:39:02.239 --> 00:39:05.280
tennis group and I didn't know who any of those

724
00:39:05.360 --> 00:39:10.360
kids were, and I was terrified going in, very socially

725
00:39:10.960 --> 00:39:18.800
anxious little boy. And once we'd started playing tennis, you know,

726
00:39:19.800 --> 00:39:24.920
we didn't have complex views at that point, and all

727
00:39:24.920 --> 00:39:28.639
that mattered was we were playing tennis. We were getting

728
00:39:28.920 --> 00:39:31.480
we were getting a you know, getting fit, we were

729
00:39:31.599 --> 00:39:35.599
being healthy, being active, having fun, learning a new skill,

730
00:39:36.960 --> 00:39:41.119
and that's all that mattered, you know. And all that

731
00:39:41.159 --> 00:39:44.639
matters to people over there at the moment celebrating their

732
00:39:44.679 --> 00:39:50.519
wins or you know, consoling their losses is football and

733
00:39:50.599 --> 00:39:55.639
having a passion for that and being patriotic, and that's

734
00:39:55.679 --> 00:39:58.360
what their focus is. And I think sometimes we can

735
00:39:58.480 --> 00:40:01.920
lose focus of that when there are so many things

736
00:40:02.599 --> 00:40:05.880
that we are fighting against. A couple of months ago,

737
00:40:06.159 --> 00:40:14.320
my feed on X was constant politics, politics, US UK politics,

738
00:40:14.400 --> 00:40:20.800
just all over everything and it bogs us down. So

739
00:40:20.840 --> 00:40:23.880
we need to take breaks. We need to remember to

740
00:40:25.599 --> 00:40:28.320
let the things that we love that we're passionate about

741
00:40:28.360 --> 00:40:33.119
hold our focus as well. You know, those things that

742
00:40:33.400 --> 00:40:37.360
are important will still be there. And there are moments

743
00:40:37.400 --> 00:40:39.480
that are crucial and we do need to focus on them,

744
00:40:39.840 --> 00:40:41.519
but we also need to focus on the things that

745
00:40:41.559 --> 00:40:44.639
we love to do. So let's all go and read

746
00:40:44.639 --> 00:40:46.920
a book. Let's all, well, I'm about to go and

747
00:40:47.320 --> 00:40:49.719
jump in a cold shower, I think because I'm dripping

748
00:40:49.840 --> 00:40:56.280
all over my laptop. But do something today that makes

749
00:40:56.280 --> 00:41:02.360
you happy, and try to not focus on something that

750
00:41:02.440 --> 00:41:06.119
makes you unhappy, just for today. It will always be

751
00:41:06.159 --> 00:41:06.760
there tomorrow.

752
00:41:08.480 --> 00:41:08.719
Right.

753
00:41:09.400 --> 00:41:12.400
This has been peaching it real And this is a

754
00:41:12.719 --> 00:41:17.000
very drippy Peaches back to you, Cazah, Jules and Sponge.

755
00:41:17.280 --> 00:41:20.679
Thanks Peaches, you are the best always of your perspective

756
00:41:20.679 --> 00:41:23.360
on stuff that good, so interesting and so cool.

757
00:41:23.880 --> 00:41:25.960
Yeah, he's got peaching it real and you know he's

758
00:41:25.960 --> 00:41:29.119
probably listening right now in his flat, sweating like you

759
00:41:29.159 --> 00:41:31.000
all are over there because you don't have acy.

760
00:41:32.320 --> 00:41:35.639
But he loves to sweat scene on his TikTok he's

761
00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:38.239
exactly mopping off his sweat with his T shirt. And

762
00:41:38.199 --> 00:41:41.519
if anyone want to slightly used T shirt, but please

763
00:41:41.639 --> 00:41:44.320
e bye peaches. Do you want us to do a

764
00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:47.360
giveaway slightly sweaty T.

765
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:49.400
Shirt, I'm happy to come and pick it up.

766
00:41:50.920 --> 00:41:53.239
Well money for charity charity.

767
00:41:54.639 --> 00:41:57.639
Anyways, Yeah, talking to sweating. Let's get back to the questions.

768
00:41:58.039 --> 00:41:59.760
So this looks like it's a question for me because

769
00:41:59.760 --> 00:42:03.079
it's off with smudge, smudge, How are you doing after

770
00:42:03.159 --> 00:42:06.119
everything you went through last year? Thank you very much

771
00:42:06.159 --> 00:42:10.519
for asking. Firstly, thank you. Yeah, I'm doing really well,

772
00:42:10.639 --> 00:42:13.880
Thank you very much. Made a few changes in my life,

773
00:42:14.840 --> 00:42:17.199
nothing at detriment, and it hasn't stopped me from being

774
00:42:17.239 --> 00:42:21.679
who I am. So I'm still me and I have

775
00:42:21.800 --> 00:42:24.639
taken that on board of what happened. And just in

776
00:42:24.679 --> 00:42:31.119
case anybody didn't know, I had a stalker harasser that

777
00:42:31.280 --> 00:42:36.559
was also stalking and harassing AJ. It was difficult and

778
00:42:36.719 --> 00:42:41.199
but no, generally, don't even think about it anymore. There's

779
00:42:41.239 --> 00:42:44.679
a couple of times where something will trigger it, but

780
00:42:44.719 --> 00:42:46.800
it won't be like a massive trigger. It will just

781
00:42:46.840 --> 00:42:49.440
be Oh, I remember that if somebody says the word

782
00:42:49.719 --> 00:42:53.960
or her name or something, it will just go, oh,

783
00:42:54.039 --> 00:42:55.960
there'll be a little little tingle in the back of

784
00:42:55.960 --> 00:43:02.840
my head and I'll like yeah, but generally fine, feel

785
00:43:02.920 --> 00:43:06.960
absolutely fine out the other end. And wasn't a positive

786
00:43:07.000 --> 00:43:12.599
experience obviously, but it definitely has has. I've probably come

787
00:43:12.639 --> 00:43:14.039
out of it stronger, to be honest.

788
00:43:15.000 --> 00:43:16.639
Yeah, you know, I never really thought to ask you,

789
00:43:16.679 --> 00:43:18.199
and so I'm glad this person said this in but

790
00:43:18.320 --> 00:43:22.880
like to go from a place of hyper vigilance because

791
00:43:22.920 --> 00:43:26.679
you were constantly having to document, record, like all the

792
00:43:26.760 --> 00:43:30.440
things to build evidence against the stalker. So having to

793
00:43:30.440 --> 00:43:32.760
be hyper vigilant all the time, and then when it

794
00:43:33.440 --> 00:43:36.280
wrapped or you know, they just kind of went quite

795
00:43:36.519 --> 00:43:38.360
like what was that? How long did it take you

796
00:43:38.440 --> 00:43:42.519
to not be like your for your nervous system to relax?

797
00:43:44.920 --> 00:43:49.280
Probably a good good few months afterwards, I would think.

798
00:43:49.320 --> 00:43:52.280
So not having to you know, set my phone to

799
00:43:52.400 --> 00:43:55.920
screen record all night, oh you know, make sure I

800
00:43:55.960 --> 00:43:58.719
had a battery to go all nights, and then wake

801
00:43:58.800 --> 00:44:00.639
up in the morning and the first you do is

802
00:44:00.719 --> 00:44:04.880
look at your phone if you've slept, and see what

803
00:44:05.840 --> 00:44:06.519
has come in.

804
00:44:07.719 --> 00:44:10.039
So she could get a bunch of messages that she

805
00:44:10.079 --> 00:44:11.280
would then delete, right.

806
00:44:11.920 --> 00:44:15.320
Yeah, So That's why I scream recording it, because she

807
00:44:15.639 --> 00:44:18.440
would send a lot of messages and voice notes and

808
00:44:18.480 --> 00:44:21.679
then send them and then delete them after a few

809
00:44:21.679 --> 00:44:26.719
minutes randomly. So yeah, I just started to scream record

810
00:44:26.760 --> 00:44:29.119
it because she was having conversations, like she was having

811
00:44:29.119 --> 00:44:31.480
a conversation with me and I was replying, and it

812
00:44:31.559 --> 00:44:34.480
wasn't that at all. So I initially did it as

813
00:44:34.679 --> 00:44:37.320
evidence that I wasn't responding to her and she was

814
00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:40.039
just having a conversation with herself and pretending that I

815
00:44:40.159 --> 00:44:45.599
was responding. So yeah, the hypervigilance bit talk the longest.

816
00:44:45.719 --> 00:44:48.679
I think actually Kaza definitely took the longest, just not

817
00:44:49.800 --> 00:44:53.400
constantly looking at my phone. The first time I ever

818
00:44:53.599 --> 00:44:58.000
left the house and I didn't have my phone on me,

819
00:44:58.920 --> 00:45:04.159
it was this big eurek, a moment of you know what,

820
00:45:04.679 --> 00:45:07.320
I don't need to have my phone on me anymore.

821
00:45:10.280 --> 00:45:12.159
But you don't realize it when you're in it. You

822
00:45:12.199 --> 00:45:13.679
only realize it when you're out of it, of how

823
00:45:13.760 --> 00:45:15.760
much it affected you during it.

824
00:45:15.880 --> 00:45:17.760
So you're just in surroundal mode. I mean, you just

825
00:45:18.840 --> 00:45:20.239
defense mode constantly.

826
00:45:20.440 --> 00:45:22.960
Well, you ladies know exactly what it was I went

827
00:45:22.960 --> 00:45:25.079
through because you were there with me every minute of

828
00:45:25.119 --> 00:45:28.639
every day, you know, So I forgot.

829
00:45:28.360 --> 00:45:30.920
That bit that you said that she would leave messages

830
00:45:30.960 --> 00:45:33.400
as if you were having a conversation and it was

831
00:45:33.400 --> 00:45:36.239
always one sided, or she would leave messages, delete them

832
00:45:36.360 --> 00:45:40.000
and then accuse you of doing just that. Yeah, like

833
00:45:39.719 --> 00:45:42.920
you stop leaving me messages and deleting them. It's like, yes,

834
00:45:43.000 --> 00:45:45.280
between recording shows, that's not what's happened.

835
00:45:45.800 --> 00:45:50.280
Yeah, and just not just knowing that. You don't wake

836
00:45:50.400 --> 00:45:55.000
up and see that there's a video where she's calling

837
00:45:55.039 --> 00:46:01.519
you whatever on social media. Sometimes the private messages were like,

838
00:46:01.559 --> 00:46:04.800
but that's it's private that you know, it goes in

839
00:46:04.840 --> 00:46:10.440
the log, everything's done. But when she publicly was doing it,

840
00:46:11.599 --> 00:46:13.719
you know, nowhere near on the on the level that

841
00:46:14.800 --> 00:46:18.599
she did it to AJ. But it's like, oh my god,

842
00:46:18.719 --> 00:46:23.800
my name and my name is Smudge, not a lot

843
00:46:23.840 --> 00:46:27.719
of and it would come up at the bottom sometimes

844
00:46:29.119 --> 00:46:33.960
you know, Smudge video and then her name, yeah, and

845
00:46:34.000 --> 00:46:38.719
I was like, oh my god. And also for other people,

846
00:46:38.760 --> 00:46:41.960
for everybody who supported me throughout that and who sent

847
00:46:42.000 --> 00:46:44.440
me the videos, I know they sat there and under

848
00:46:44.440 --> 00:46:49.119
an ard for a long time and it they struggled

849
00:46:49.119 --> 00:46:52.119
with that, and I know how much angst they felt

850
00:46:52.159 --> 00:46:54.519
about having to send me stuff just in case I

851
00:46:54.519 --> 00:46:57.159
didn't see it for the log for the police, for

852
00:46:57.679 --> 00:47:00.679
what we needed it for. So I know that there

853
00:47:00.679 --> 00:47:04.039
are people out there that supported me throughout that also

854
00:47:04.199 --> 00:47:09.280
struggled during that time because of how little control that

855
00:47:09.320 --> 00:47:11.679
they had and how much they wanted to support. And

856
00:47:11.880 --> 00:47:13.840
it would have been awful trying to, you know, sending

857
00:47:13.880 --> 00:47:16.000
me something on a link to a video that where

858
00:47:16.119 --> 00:47:18.239
she's calling me all the names under the certain type

859
00:47:18.280 --> 00:47:18.480
of thing.

860
00:47:18.840 --> 00:47:21.280
Right, Yeah, I think Jules and I think we each

861
00:47:21.280 --> 00:47:23.159
got a messages from people saying should I send this

862
00:47:23.199 --> 00:47:23.639
to Smudge?

863
00:47:23.719 --> 00:47:23.880
Yes?

864
00:47:24.639 --> 00:47:26.800
Everything? Yes, you know, did you want to give her

865
00:47:26.840 --> 00:47:28.719
heads up first so she's not doesn't get a jump

866
00:47:28.760 --> 00:47:29.599
scire and yep.

867
00:47:31.239 --> 00:47:34.480
Yes. But to all those that supported me, fucking you

868
00:47:34.519 --> 00:47:37.840
are the best and I will never ever be able

869
00:47:37.880 --> 00:47:39.679
to repay you for all the support that you did

870
00:47:39.800 --> 00:47:42.519
and for anybody that's going through it, talk to somebody.

871
00:47:43.039 --> 00:47:50.000
Yes, Okay, who are your current celebrity crushes? Oh gosh,

872
00:47:50.039 --> 00:47:52.920
I have a good celebrity crush person, I know.

873
00:47:52.960 --> 00:47:54.880
I bet it's surprising to people that I don't actually

874
00:47:54.880 --> 00:47:58.119
have too many celebrity crushes. I really don't. But I

875
00:47:58.119 --> 00:48:01.039
am a huge Tom Holland fan. He's Spider Man if

876
00:48:01.079 --> 00:48:04.039
you guys know, because he did a lip sync battle,

877
00:48:04.079 --> 00:48:06.000
the best one ever done, by the way, the best

878
00:48:06.039 --> 00:48:11.320
one ever done. Second I saw him do that lip

879
00:48:11.320 --> 00:48:13.519
sync done, I was I was sold. I was like,

880
00:48:13.559 --> 00:48:17.679
you're the hottest man that's ever lived, Like you were

881
00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:20.199
Billy Elliott on stage. I knew you could dance, but like,

882
00:48:20.559 --> 00:48:23.960
for Fox's sake, So Tom Holland, I just have always

883
00:48:23.960 --> 00:48:28.480
had a huge crush on. But most who's my other crush? Oh,

884
00:48:28.519 --> 00:48:32.239
I have a crush on They're from House of the Dragon.

885
00:48:32.440 --> 00:48:35.639
Their name is Emma Darcy, so it's a show based

886
00:48:35.639 --> 00:48:37.559
on Game of Thrones. Oh my god, I just find

887
00:48:37.559 --> 00:48:40.519
them so beautiful and like badass and I have such

888
00:48:40.519 --> 00:48:42.280
a crush on them that those are probably my two

889
00:48:42.400 --> 00:48:42.760
right now.

890
00:48:43.880 --> 00:48:47.519
But you got you got any spodge? Well? I think?

891
00:48:47.599 --> 00:48:52.599
Well Tom Ellis, Oh my god, I mean I would

892
00:48:53.000 --> 00:48:54.880
dehydrate him so badly.

893
00:48:55.280 --> 00:48:56.760
Hello, Hello Detective.

894
00:48:57.039 --> 00:49:01.519
Oh my god, Lucif if anybody doesn't know who that is,

895
00:49:01.599 --> 00:49:07.360
Tom Detective Yeah, or the UK comedy show Miranda. But

896
00:49:07.440 --> 00:49:10.159
I've always had my biggest crush throughout my entire life

897
00:49:10.360 --> 00:49:14.360
has been Keith for Sutherland, So he's got to get

898
00:49:14.400 --> 00:49:16.079
a mention because I've been in love with him since

899
00:49:16.079 --> 00:49:17.800
I was you know, twelve.

900
00:49:18.360 --> 00:49:21.000
You've met him, right, I did meet him.

901
00:49:20.960 --> 00:49:23.400
Yes, and he got down on one knee and proposed

902
00:49:23.400 --> 00:49:29.480
to him. Yes, but yeah, he's he's just he was

903
00:49:29.559 --> 00:49:33.880
David in the Lost Boys. Yes, Last Boys. Yeah. So yeah,

904
00:49:33.960 --> 00:49:35.960
him and him and Tom Alis in a little tag

905
00:49:35.960 --> 00:49:39.880
team roast of Smudgie would be very much welcomed.

906
00:49:40.280 --> 00:49:42.400
Oh my god, that's so yummy.

907
00:49:45.639 --> 00:49:49.320
I was Ruby Rose, you know what.

908
00:49:49.440 --> 00:49:53.119
Yeah, if I have to go to the to if

909
00:49:53.159 --> 00:49:54.920
I was going to it would be it would be

910
00:49:54.960 --> 00:49:56.239
then Ruby Rose.

911
00:49:56.360 --> 00:50:00.400
Jennifer Lawrence, there's always another one. I just would be

912
00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:01.559
so fucking funny.

913
00:50:01.679 --> 00:50:03.559
I just love how real she is. That's what makes

914
00:50:03.639 --> 00:50:05.679
her so hot too. I mean she's gorgeous, but yeah,

915
00:50:05.719 --> 00:50:07.599
her being like her just being like, yeah, I fall

916
00:50:07.639 --> 00:50:10.119
all over the place. I'm like, you're so relatable, it's

917
00:50:10.119 --> 00:50:10.639
so sexy.

918
00:50:11.039 --> 00:50:12.199
Yeah.

919
00:50:11.719 --> 00:50:13.840
I love Jennifer Lawrence.

920
00:50:14.159 --> 00:50:18.079
Trying to think of a male current celebrity crush, I

921
00:50:18.119 --> 00:50:19.880
don't know about current, but I'm trying to think, like,

922
00:50:20.639 --> 00:50:22.639
I mean, Rob Low, because.

923
00:50:22.400 --> 00:50:29.440
I think he's so hot he's still hot, he's.

924
00:50:27.320 --> 00:50:30.400
Still so gorgeous, like, and he's just yeah.

925
00:50:31.400 --> 00:50:32.000
A good one.

926
00:50:32.119 --> 00:50:33.360
That's good.

927
00:50:34.400 --> 00:50:34.639
Yeah.

928
00:50:34.800 --> 00:50:37.239
I would have said Robin Williams, but his past office

929
00:50:38.079 --> 00:50:40.559
he was he was a big crush of mine. Yeah,

930
00:50:40.639 --> 00:50:42.000
Ruby Rose definitely would.

931
00:50:45.159 --> 00:50:49.679
So gorgeous and talented and like the only reason I

932
00:50:49.719 --> 00:50:52.199
like the movie The Meg is because Ruby Rose is

933
00:50:52.199 --> 00:50:52.440
in it.

934
00:50:53.280 --> 00:50:54.760
Just what a stunner.

935
00:50:55.159 --> 00:50:59.719
Stunner, Oh, Jason Statham, That's another one of mine. I

936
00:50:59.719 --> 00:51:01.880
don't he can make as many bad movies as he wants,

937
00:51:01.880 --> 00:51:04.960
and I will watch every fucking he attacked one one

938
00:51:04.960 --> 00:51:06.599
at a time by twenty people.

939
00:51:07.400 --> 00:51:09.440
And he will continue to mate back movies.

940
00:51:09.840 --> 00:51:12.039
Yes, he will smudge. Okay, that's the best I can

941
00:51:12.079 --> 00:51:12.920
do with himself.

942
00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:17.000
Well, the next question kind of leads straight on from that,

943
00:51:17.199 --> 00:51:20.320
is is it okay to have a little crush on

944
00:51:20.360 --> 00:51:22.360
your favorite va?

945
00:51:23.519 --> 00:51:24.840
Like where the rulemakers?

946
00:51:24.920 --> 00:51:28.559
Yeah, amaze in our opinion.

947
00:51:31.079 --> 00:51:32.480
All Right, I'm gonna I guess I'm gonna answer this

948
00:51:32.519 --> 00:51:34.800
from a couple of different ways, because it's like, is

949
00:51:34.840 --> 00:51:36.760
it okay to have a little crush on your favorite va?

950
00:51:36.880 --> 00:51:39.039
I mean, of course, I say, like, yeah, I mean

951
00:51:39.239 --> 00:51:41.400
when I think about a little crush, Like that's so innocent.

952
00:51:41.559 --> 00:51:45.199
And I mean if you're enjoying them and their work

953
00:51:45.239 --> 00:51:48.440
and their audios and you know you're crushing on him.

954
00:51:48.920 --> 00:51:52.599
M yeah. As a mod I go as long as

955
00:51:52.599 --> 00:51:55.960
it stays a little crush, yeah, and doesn't go anyplace

956
00:51:56.000 --> 00:51:59.039
creepy or dangerous, like don't try to freaking find out

957
00:51:59.079 --> 00:52:02.079
where they live or like oh god, oh really. I

958
00:52:02.119 --> 00:52:06.239
think a little crush as long as it's not taking

959
00:52:06.280 --> 00:52:12.559
over your world, if it's not replacing real life. Yeah,

960
00:52:12.599 --> 00:52:15.199
I mean, crush away. I have crushes on like, I mean,

961
00:52:15.239 --> 00:52:17.559
we have so many great vas we do. Like you

962
00:52:17.599 --> 00:52:21.519
can crush on for different reasons, for their kindness, their generosity,

963
00:52:21.559 --> 00:52:27.719
their hardness, their sexiness, their audios. So yeah, fucking crush away. Yeah.

964
00:52:27.760 --> 00:52:30.760
Well, the definition of crush because I was thinking, I

965
00:52:30.840 --> 00:52:33.159
remember having crushes when I was at school. You know,

966
00:52:33.159 --> 00:52:34.960
I've got a crush on this person, I've got a

967
00:52:34.960 --> 00:52:39.119
crush on that person. So it says a crush generally

968
00:52:39.320 --> 00:52:44.400
refers to an intense, often temporary, romantic infatuation with someone

969
00:52:44.639 --> 00:52:47.440
or the person who is the object of that affection.

970
00:52:48.840 --> 00:52:52.039
So it's a very temporary thing, which is why we

971
00:52:52.119 --> 00:52:54.760
go through many stages of our lives, crushing on different

972
00:52:55.199 --> 00:52:58.320
variations of people, right, I guess so, Yeah, I agree.

973
00:52:58.360 --> 00:53:00.920
I think you can have a crush apps fine off,

974
00:53:00.960 --> 00:53:06.719
crushed off, crushed crushed on PVAs. Because of saying that

975
00:53:07.159 --> 00:53:09.519
kind of there's an intensity, but like you said, there's

976
00:53:09.559 --> 00:53:14.000
a level. Yeah, that crush stays as a sweet, little

977
00:53:14.039 --> 00:53:15.000
innocent crush.

978
00:53:15.639 --> 00:53:18.280
Yes, I think it is totally normal to have a

979
00:53:18.320 --> 00:53:20.800
crush on someone. First of all, it is, especially in

980
00:53:20.880 --> 00:53:23.519
audio erotica. It is a very intimate, vulnerable thing that

981
00:53:23.559 --> 00:53:26.320
you're listening to. I think it is a very natural thing.

982
00:53:28.119 --> 00:53:30.239
And I know people talk a lot about limerens and

983
00:53:30.280 --> 00:53:33.199
things like that, but I will say, like, if you

984
00:53:33.239 --> 00:53:35.679
get excited that somebody responded to any of your comments

985
00:53:35.760 --> 00:53:38.639
or something, who the fuck cares if you're not, if

986
00:53:38.639 --> 00:53:40.679
you're not reading that comment instead of going to work,

987
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:41.920
who the fuck cares?

988
00:53:42.000 --> 00:53:42.079
Like?

989
00:53:42.199 --> 00:53:45.960
I think that is fine. I think little crushes are normal. Yeah,

990
00:53:46.079 --> 00:53:47.840
I mean, my god, think about what we listened to.

991
00:53:47.920 --> 00:53:50.000
First of all, Think of the dopamine and the chemicals

992
00:53:50.000 --> 00:53:51.960
going through our brains while we've been listening to it,

993
00:53:52.039 --> 00:53:55.280
you know, I mean that alone. So yeah, I think

994
00:53:55.280 --> 00:53:57.599
it's I think it's normal too, And as long as

995
00:53:57.639 --> 00:54:01.760
you don't let it overtake things, or you don't start

996
00:54:01.800 --> 00:54:03.960
thinking things are gonna happen that are never gonna happen,

997
00:54:04.760 --> 00:54:07.840
or start changing your life to match certain other things.

998
00:54:07.880 --> 00:54:09.639
I think it's fine to have a little crush.

999
00:54:09.840 --> 00:54:13.480
Yeah, yeah, I agree, And I think I probably more

1000
00:54:13.519 --> 00:54:15.360
have a crush on the character than I do on

1001
00:54:15.480 --> 00:54:18.599
the person, to be honest. What then, what then you

1002
00:54:18.639 --> 00:54:22.840
know who they're portraying they're performing, Yeah, exactly, you can

1003
00:54:22.920 --> 00:54:23.159
see that.

1004
00:54:23.239 --> 00:54:26.280
Yeah, yeah, yeah, crush away, crush.

1005
00:54:25.760 --> 00:54:31.079
Away, crush crush crush me between your thighs? What what?

1006
00:54:32.719 --> 00:54:33.239
Moving on?

1007
00:54:35.480 --> 00:54:36.639
I had to come on?

1008
00:54:36.840 --> 00:54:38.800
Hell yeah, crush me.

1009
00:54:39.440 --> 00:54:40.559
I will be the watermelon.

1010
00:54:44.039 --> 00:54:46.119
Damn those videos for fuck's sake.

1011
00:54:47.960 --> 00:54:51.280
As fans listeners of audio erotica, are you ever tempted

1012
00:54:51.320 --> 00:54:54.559
to try it yourselves? Nope?

1013
00:54:55.960 --> 00:54:58.760
Well we all faked orgasms, so we're all liars. Yes

1014
00:54:58.800 --> 00:54:59.079
we have.

1015
00:54:59.199 --> 00:55:00.880
Oh that's right, sorry, we've done it.

1016
00:55:01.480 --> 00:55:04.559
Okay. I think this means in the grun scheme of

1017
00:55:04.599 --> 00:55:06.719
it being your profession.

1018
00:55:08.960 --> 00:55:12.960
I mean, I will say no, it's my answer. But

1019
00:55:13.000 --> 00:55:16.599
back when I recorded the audiobook versions of my books

1020
00:55:17.280 --> 00:55:19.079
and I was in like a studio because this was

1021
00:55:19.119 --> 00:55:20.760
before like everyone was doing it out of their homes.

1022
00:55:20.800 --> 00:55:22.519
I was in a studio with a sound engineer and

1023
00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:28.119
all of the studio people. The engineer asked me if

1024
00:55:28.119 --> 00:55:31.000
I did that for a living, and I said no,

1025
00:55:31.119 --> 00:55:33.880
and he's and he was very kind. He said, usually

1026
00:55:33.920 --> 00:55:36.159
when we get authors in here who are narrating their

1027
00:55:36.199 --> 00:55:39.599
own books, he said, it's a clunky experience because they

1028
00:55:39.760 --> 00:55:42.280
just they don't have that natural cadence kind of stuff.

1029
00:55:42.280 --> 00:55:43.679
He said, it just sounds like you've done this a lot,

1030
00:55:43.719 --> 00:55:45.679
and I said it's probably from like when I hosted

1031
00:55:45.679 --> 00:55:48.440
the radio show. I was comfortable kind of like talking

1032
00:55:48.519 --> 00:55:51.400
in that way. But he said, you know, I would

1033
00:55:51.400 --> 00:55:54.880
really suggest that you consider a career in this. Really,

1034
00:55:56.880 --> 00:55:58.599
he said, whether you do it on the side or whatever.

1035
00:55:58.599 --> 00:55:59.960
He said, but he said you were a real natural

1036
00:56:00.079 --> 00:56:02.639
that comes to like narration. And I was like, okay.

1037
00:56:02.639 --> 00:56:06.360
And I remember so many like that was twenty seventeen,

1038
00:56:06.519 --> 00:56:13.159
twenty eighteen, and I remember finding that ACX platform that

1039
00:56:13.199 --> 00:56:15.920
people now sign on to back then, because when I

1040
00:56:15.920 --> 00:56:18.880
went back to revisit it last year or something, I'm like, oh, yeah,

1041
00:56:18.880 --> 00:56:21.719
people are talking about this this platform. And I signed

1042
00:56:21.719 --> 00:56:23.360
on when it was like, you already have an account

1043
00:56:23.400 --> 00:56:26.360
and I had created account back in twenty eighteen god

1044
00:56:26.880 --> 00:56:28.840
on ACX, and I'm like, oh my god, but I

1045
00:56:28.880 --> 00:56:31.280
never uploaded like any auditions or anything like that. I'm like,

1046
00:56:31.599 --> 00:56:35.440
isn't that funny? So audio rotica? No, I will not

1047
00:56:35.480 --> 00:56:38.280
be a voice actor for that, but you never know

1048
00:56:38.280 --> 00:56:40.519
where the future will take me as far as narrations

1049
00:56:40.519 --> 00:56:42.239
and stuff, but who knows.

1050
00:56:42.800 --> 00:56:48.159
Wow, Yeah, I kind of never say never. But I

1051
00:56:48.280 --> 00:56:54.119
just I think I don't have I don't have the voice.

1052
00:56:54.400 --> 00:56:59.760
I don't have the capacity of like my mind just

1053
00:56:59.800 --> 00:57:02.599
go in lots of different directions as we know, so

1054
00:57:02.760 --> 00:57:06.400
I don't have that luxury of being able to concentrate

1055
00:57:06.440 --> 00:57:11.039
for two hours and read. So it's a massive note

1056
00:57:11.079 --> 00:57:13.400
for me. Els would be a massive amount of editing.

1057
00:57:13.639 --> 00:57:14.400
To be fair.

1058
00:57:15.880 --> 00:57:18.719
About you, Jules, I definitely do not have a voice

1059
00:57:18.719 --> 00:57:22.840
for smut. Definitely not. But I am pretty animated and

1060
00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:27.920
I have signed up for that ACX website and just

1061
00:57:27.920 --> 00:57:30.159
to look into stuff for like video games or kid

1062
00:57:30.239 --> 00:57:32.519
stories or things like that that I think my voice

1063
00:57:32.559 --> 00:57:35.760
would be good. Again, I can be pretty animated, so

1064
00:57:35.760 --> 00:57:38.039
I think something like that might be good for me.

1065
00:57:38.119 --> 00:57:41.760
But now I'm all set with the smut. I'll just

1066
00:57:41.840 --> 00:57:42.440
listen to it.

1067
00:57:42.880 --> 00:57:47.760
Yeah, we'll listen to it and we'll enjoy it exactly. Yeah, yeah, exactly. Cool.

1068
00:57:47.960 --> 00:57:52.840
Good question. What have you learned about yourself after fifty

1069
00:57:52.920 --> 00:57:56.360
episodes The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly?

1070
00:57:57.599 --> 00:57:59.639
H good?

1071
00:58:03.679 --> 00:58:07.280
Having edited a lot of these, I say a lot.

1072
00:58:07.320 --> 00:58:10.199
I just did it in my fucking such a cun.

1073
00:58:10.239 --> 00:58:11.159
I didn't even notice.

1074
00:58:13.599 --> 00:58:16.480
When my brain pauses, it pauses, and then it fucking

1075
00:58:16.599 --> 00:58:18.440
goes onto some sort of loop and I say the

1076
00:58:18.519 --> 00:58:21.079
same thing two or three times on the trot, just

1077
00:58:21.119 --> 00:58:24.880
adding an extra word or removing a word and the word.

1078
00:58:27.320 --> 00:58:29.480
I need to stop it. I need to find another

1079
00:58:29.480 --> 00:58:30.079
fill of word.

1080
00:58:30.800 --> 00:58:32.679
It's funny, is it a funny? Other brains growing to like,

1081
00:58:32.840 --> 00:58:35.679
what's the things I do wrong? What are the best? Yeah?

1082
00:58:35.440 --> 00:58:38.360
That's because my brain went to I say like all

1083
00:58:38.400 --> 00:58:40.119
the time. And I'm one of those people that I always,

1084
00:58:40.239 --> 00:58:43.280
you know, would quote share from clus and be like,

1085
00:58:43.559 --> 00:58:45.519
you know, like like this or whatever and stuff, and

1086
00:58:45.559 --> 00:58:48.119
I'm just like, ah, I'm like, I'm doing it. I'm

1087
00:58:48.159 --> 00:58:51.000
actually doing it during episodes. Why am I saying like

1088
00:58:51.119 --> 00:58:52.079
every other word?

1089
00:58:53.239 --> 00:58:54.920
See? And it's so funny because like, as one of

1090
00:58:54.960 --> 00:58:58.239
the editors, I would notice that you don't say it

1091
00:58:58.239 --> 00:59:00.280
a lot, because otherwise I would be taking it out

1092
00:59:00.320 --> 00:59:02.320
all the time. So you probably think you say it

1093
00:59:02.360 --> 00:59:05.280
more than you do. Because when we first start our

1094
00:59:05.320 --> 00:59:07.760
first few episodes, I had to edit out a lot

1095
00:59:07.760 --> 00:59:08.599
of ums.

1096
00:59:08.320 --> 00:59:11.000
For you, and I remember you telling me that, yes.

1097
00:59:11.199 --> 00:59:12.800
You like as soon as I told you that it was.

1098
00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:14.280
I don't know how you fucking did it, but I'm like,

1099
00:59:14.360 --> 00:59:15.719
oh my god, you just stopped it.

1100
00:59:16.039 --> 00:59:18.760
I put I put a post it note on the

1101
00:59:19.159 --> 00:59:24.199
quarter of my computer that said, don't say UM many

1102
00:59:24.239 --> 00:59:24.480
of them.

1103
00:59:24.880 --> 00:59:26.840
I don't do that anymore. I don't have to edit

1104
00:59:26.880 --> 00:59:27.519
that out anymore.

1105
00:59:28.639 --> 00:59:31.320
Yeah, I don't jinx it Jewels.

1106
00:59:35.000 --> 00:59:40.760
I have learned that I'm more of a perfectionist than

1107
00:59:40.800 --> 00:59:45.079
I realized, because I would have never considered myself a perfectionist,

1108
00:59:45.199 --> 00:59:47.239
like I'm married to one. I'm married to the president

1109
00:59:47.239 --> 00:59:50.199
of the Perfectionism Club, and I thought there's no way

1110
00:59:50.239 --> 00:59:53.239
because I'm all about, like, just get it done the

1111
00:59:53.239 --> 00:59:56.480
easiest way, the fastest way, whatever, until it comes to

1112
00:59:56.599 --> 01:00:00.239
creating something like this. As you two have learned, the

1113
01:00:00.360 --> 01:00:01.880
joke is always like, wait a minute.

1114
01:00:01.960 --> 01:00:05.119
No notes from it's the best feeling ever.

1115
01:00:06.119 --> 01:00:07.840
It's like winning the lottery.

1116
01:00:08.039 --> 01:00:08.760
It really is.

1117
01:00:09.320 --> 01:00:12.440
I don't apologize.

1118
01:00:12.440 --> 01:00:13.480
I apologize.

1119
01:00:13.559 --> 01:00:16.000
It's just like some of the things like this is

1120
01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:17.519
what I've learned about I kind of knew this from

1121
01:00:17.559 --> 01:00:22.559
back in my magazine days, Like I feel design more

1122
01:00:22.559 --> 01:00:25.320
than I see it. And so if you guys send

1123
01:00:25.320 --> 01:00:26.639
a graphic and you're like, what do you think of this,

1124
01:00:26.679 --> 01:00:27.880
and you're like, oh, it looks great, and I'm like,

1125
01:00:28.159 --> 01:00:30.639
it feels like it's tilting to the left. It's like

1126
01:00:30.920 --> 01:00:33.000
so it's like out of balance in my body, Like

1127
01:00:33.039 --> 01:00:38.440
my inner compass is like something's missing. So that's I

1128
01:00:38.519 --> 01:00:40.320
think it's helpful and stuff, but I also think it's

1129
01:00:40.320 --> 01:00:43.920
pretty annoying. I think I've loosened up a little bit

1130
01:00:43.920 --> 01:00:45.800
where I'm like, yeah, it's good, Like I've learned to

1131
01:00:45.880 --> 01:00:47.280
embrace good enough a little bit more.

1132
01:00:47.320 --> 01:00:49.400
Hopefully you definitely have.

1133
01:00:50.000 --> 01:00:52.199
Yeah, But I think when we first started out as well,

1134
01:00:52.239 --> 01:00:55.000
we wanted everything to be absolutely I mean, it's not

1135
01:00:55.000 --> 01:00:56.960
that we don't want things to be perfect. Now, I

1136
01:00:56.960 --> 01:00:59.239
think we work really hard on the editing, on the

1137
01:00:59.320 --> 01:01:03.320
on the production, on everything about this, on the primos,

1138
01:01:03.480 --> 01:01:09.320
everything to be still authentically us but to a high standard,

1139
01:01:09.400 --> 01:01:11.079
and we have a high standard for ourselves.

1140
01:01:11.239 --> 01:01:12.440
Yeah, and I think.

1141
01:01:12.280 --> 01:01:14.440
We've also realized that we don't have all that fucking

1142
01:01:14.519 --> 01:01:15.840
time on our hands anymore.

1143
01:01:18.239 --> 01:01:22.000
It's a lot. Yeah, we do have very high standards

1144
01:01:22.000 --> 01:01:25.400
for ourselves, I will I will say, and I'm proud

1145
01:01:25.400 --> 01:01:27.400
of that though, right because we have. You know, we've

1146
01:01:27.440 --> 01:01:29.440
had many guests say to us like, wow, you guys

1147
01:01:29.480 --> 01:01:32.840
like like this is a professional like outfit here, and

1148
01:01:33.320 --> 01:01:35.440
it's like good, Like we hope that that comes across.

1149
01:01:36.559 --> 01:01:38.159
I do think, you know, one good thing is that

1150
01:01:38.199 --> 01:01:40.280
we've I think we've all that I can speak for myself,

1151
01:01:40.880 --> 01:01:44.280
have gotten better and fast. I've certainly gotten better and

1152
01:01:44.320 --> 01:01:46.719
faster with editing. It's still a time consuming as fuck,

1153
01:01:47.199 --> 01:01:50.079
tedious as fuck, but at least I feel like it

1154
01:01:50.159 --> 01:01:51.559
goes a little bit more quickly now.

1155
01:01:52.800 --> 01:01:55.039
Yeah, guys are amazing.

1156
01:01:55.400 --> 01:01:58.760
Maybe I think we're all. We are all are good

1157
01:01:58.840 --> 01:02:01.199
and bad and ugly, but we all do it at

1158
01:02:01.199 --> 01:02:04.880
different times. So if we kind of compensate for each

1159
01:02:04.920 --> 01:02:06.960
other when somebody's having a good day, because we cannot

1160
01:02:06.960 --> 01:02:08.880
be at a good day when we're recording and a

1161
01:02:08.880 --> 01:02:11.079
bad day when we're recording, and a fucking ugly day

1162
01:02:11.119 --> 01:02:15.320
we're recording. Oh yeah, like me right now, sweaty mess. Oh.

1163
01:02:17.000 --> 01:02:20.079
But I think the thing about how this works is

1164
01:02:20.719 --> 01:02:24.320
that we don't put ourselves down for the good, that

1165
01:02:24.360 --> 01:02:25.039
bad and the ugly.

1166
01:02:25.280 --> 01:02:28.480
Yeah, yeah, exactly, And Kaza just to go back to

1167
01:02:28.519 --> 01:02:30.760
what you said about, you know, like wanting things just so.

1168
01:02:31.159 --> 01:02:34.199
But it is also kind of using the word force

1169
01:02:34.280 --> 01:02:35.440
is going to sound negative, but I mean in a

1170
01:02:35.480 --> 01:02:38.239
positive way. It's kind of forced me. Who I'm not

1171
01:02:38.360 --> 01:02:40.519
detail oriented. I see the big picture and I miss

1172
01:02:40.599 --> 01:02:43.360
all the little shit that you know, people notice, And

1173
01:02:43.400 --> 01:02:46.360
it's kind of helped me. When I'm creating something on Canva,

1174
01:02:46.400 --> 01:02:48.000
which I didn't even know how to use until we

1175
01:02:48.000 --> 01:02:51.639
started this, I'll notice myself be like okay, like ww

1176
01:02:51.960 --> 01:02:54.800
like Kip like what what would Kaza do? I kind

1177
01:02:54.840 --> 01:02:56.280
of and I kind of try to look though at

1178
01:02:56.280 --> 01:03:00.119
that different lens, like our things symmetrical? Should did I know?

1179
01:03:00.159 --> 01:03:02.159
Did I make something of caps when it shouldn't? Things

1180
01:03:02.199 --> 01:03:03.280
like you know what I mean, things I wouldn't have

1181
01:03:03.320 --> 01:03:05.519
thought about before, and then it ends up making things

1182
01:03:05.519 --> 01:03:06.079
more efficient.

1183
01:03:06.719 --> 01:03:09.480
Yeah it does. Yeah, it is cool how we've all

1184
01:03:09.519 --> 01:03:10.760
just kind of like I mean, we do all have

1185
01:03:10.800 --> 01:03:13.400
like different skill sets because I've learned from the two

1186
01:03:13.440 --> 01:03:15.800
of you of just like like how to be more

1187
01:03:15.840 --> 01:03:19.639
playful in design and in like or just in like like,

1188
01:03:20.280 --> 01:03:22.280
because I come from such a like I've had my

1189
01:03:22.320 --> 01:03:27.719
own business for twenty five years. Yes, it's like it's

1190
01:03:28.280 --> 01:03:30.480
I'm such a business mindset, and so that can be

1191
01:03:30.519 --> 01:03:33.760
a little bit too rigid, and so to like lighten

1192
01:03:33.840 --> 01:03:35.519
up and loosen up a little bit and be playful

1193
01:03:35.559 --> 01:03:37.400
and have some fun. That's why I love jewels that

1194
01:03:37.960 --> 01:03:39.960
you've kind of like taken the social media stuff and

1195
01:03:40.000 --> 01:03:42.639
run with it because you're so good and playful and

1196
01:03:42.679 --> 01:03:45.400
smudge your designs and your promos. It's like good, mine

1197
01:03:45.400 --> 01:03:47.880
would look so corporate, and it's that's not the vibe.

1198
01:03:47.920 --> 01:03:51.639
So we pick up we strength, We lift each other

1199
01:03:51.719 --> 01:03:53.320
up where we stumble a little bit.

1200
01:03:53.760 --> 01:03:58.719
We do comparent to each other all the time. Well,

1201
01:03:58.719 --> 01:04:03.440
I think it's me fill in blank, now, next later,

1202
01:04:03.599 --> 01:04:06.559
and in brackets interprets however you would like.

1203
01:04:08.320 --> 01:04:11.039
What Okay, hang on, I gotta wrap my brain around.

1204
01:04:10.840 --> 01:04:17.039
This song now, next later? Is that where we see

1205
01:04:17.119 --> 01:04:19.519
us or the podcast or both or whatever however you

1206
01:04:19.599 --> 01:04:22.719
interpret it, It says, oh yeah, you're right, I did say

1207
01:04:22.760 --> 01:04:23.440
that out loud.

1208
01:04:25.639 --> 01:04:27.719
I mean, I feel like my brain is gonna go

1209
01:04:27.719 --> 01:04:29.880
to the podcast just because we're recording one right now.

1210
01:04:29.920 --> 01:04:37.280
So now I'm super proud of where we've come to,

1211
01:04:39.599 --> 01:04:46.840
the milestones that we've hit. A next for me again,

1212
01:04:46.840 --> 01:04:49.079
I'm just thinking like technical and podcast stuff of like

1213
01:04:49.519 --> 01:04:53.920
a different recording platform which I have some to test, uh,

1214
01:04:53.960 --> 01:04:59.559
and also like bringing in more sponsors and advertisers, and

1215
01:05:00.119 --> 01:05:05.159
like really working on making this my full time job

1216
01:05:05.440 --> 01:05:08.840
because I love it so much that so next would

1217
01:05:08.880 --> 01:05:12.199
be really focusing on the business end of things for

1218
01:05:12.320 --> 01:05:21.239
me later. This is like a top podcast that people

1219
01:05:21.320 --> 01:05:27.119
listen to for women empowerment, for like fun and it's

1220
01:05:27.239 --> 01:05:29.719
just yeah, the reach is really broad and wide, and

1221
01:05:29.760 --> 01:05:34.440
we get our inboxes flooded even like we get some now, yes,

1222
01:05:34.480 --> 01:05:37.599
but it's flooded with stories from women whose lives have

1223
01:05:37.639 --> 01:05:40.440
been changed as a result of our conversations.

1224
01:05:41.679 --> 01:05:45.440
Yes, agreed, what about you, Joel's.

1225
01:05:45.360 --> 01:05:46.920
I don't know why this is where my brain went,

1226
01:05:47.199 --> 01:05:50.719
but it just is mine went to. Now is just temporary.

1227
01:05:51.960 --> 01:05:55.400
Next is just around the corner and later you can

1228
01:05:55.440 --> 01:05:57.719
worry about tomorrow. I don't know why, that's just what

1229
01:05:57.760 --> 01:05:58.639
popped into my head.

1230
01:05:59.159 --> 01:06:00.719
I love it, though, new tattoo.

1231
01:06:01.079 --> 01:06:04.719
There we go. I'll write it over our matching one. No,

1232
01:06:04.800 --> 01:06:08.239
never doing that, I would write it. That's just where

1233
01:06:08.280 --> 01:06:08.840
my brain went.

1234
01:06:09.760 --> 01:06:10.119
I love it.

1235
01:06:10.280 --> 01:06:19.400
Like I said, it's interpret however you would like. I went, now,

1236
01:06:19.280 --> 01:06:21.920
I watch just spog for some reason, I just something

1237
01:06:21.920 --> 01:06:29.639
at nineteen pm. Yeah, so I went to Now I

1238
01:06:29.679 --> 01:06:33.360
am finally doing some creative things that I would like

1239
01:06:33.400 --> 01:06:38.920
to do. Next is I want to work towards that

1240
01:06:38.960 --> 01:06:44.480
being the majority of my earning potential. And later I

1241
01:06:44.480 --> 01:06:48.840
would like to be retired, living in a forest doing

1242
01:06:48.880 --> 01:06:54.280
nothing but write and do podcasts about women empowerment as

1243
01:06:54.320 --> 01:06:58.119
women get older, and their sexuality and everything about how

1244
01:06:58.199 --> 01:07:00.440
beautiful it is to be a woman. That would be

1245
01:07:00.480 --> 01:07:00.920
my later.

1246
01:07:04.519 --> 01:07:05.000
I love it.

1247
01:07:05.079 --> 01:07:06.800
Guy, that's so fun.

1248
01:07:07.840 --> 01:07:09.079
They're so different. I love it.

1249
01:07:09.800 --> 01:07:13.920
I know who's in my next Jules, all.

1250
01:07:13.840 --> 01:07:18.519
Right, what would you each tell your podcast episode oneself,

1251
01:07:19.000 --> 01:07:23.239
episode twenty five self in your future one hundred self?

1252
01:07:24.679 --> 01:07:28.480
Okay, my oneself, I would say, don't worry, Smudge, You're

1253
01:07:28.519 --> 01:07:33.239
not going to make an absolute cunt of yourself. My

1254
01:07:33.760 --> 01:07:37.559
twenty five self was shit. We've done twenty five episodes

1255
01:07:37.960 --> 01:07:40.760
and people still want to listen, and more people are listening.

1256
01:07:41.719 --> 01:07:46.320
This is fucking brilliant. And my future one hundred self

1257
01:07:46.400 --> 01:07:50.320
is look how much money we've made doing this podcast,

1258
01:07:51.280 --> 01:07:55.039
and I can retire and just do creative stuff for

1259
01:07:55.039 --> 01:07:56.239
the rest of my days.

1260
01:07:58.000 --> 01:07:59.519
All right, smud, I thought you were gont to say

1261
01:07:59.840 --> 01:08:03.000
my episode oneself, don't worry, You're not gonna be an

1262
01:08:03.119 --> 01:08:05.599
episode twenty five. Oops, yes you are.

1263
01:08:06.440 --> 01:08:07.199
I thought too.

1264
01:08:08.239 --> 01:08:10.360
That was all in my head to say. And I

1265
01:08:10.440 --> 01:08:12.880
was like, you can't say that so much because that's predictable,

1266
01:08:12.920 --> 01:08:15.519
and that's just proved my fucking point, isn't it exactly?

1267
01:08:16.000 --> 01:08:16.680
It's totally right.

1268
01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:20.399
I thought you're gonna go what about you, Jules?

1269
01:08:20.800 --> 01:08:25.560
All right? I would tell my episode oneself that bitch,

1270
01:08:25.600 --> 01:08:29.119
you can do this. I would tell my episode twenty

1271
01:08:29.119 --> 01:08:32.600
five self, Hey, you know what, you actually are funny

1272
01:08:32.640 --> 01:08:35.880
and you actually have something to say, so fucking talk

1273
01:08:36.439 --> 01:08:39.880
and I did nice yes, And then my future one

1274
01:08:39.960 --> 01:08:46.640
hundred episode self, Oh god, would be so Naudio. How

1275
01:08:46.680 --> 01:08:49.880
do you feel being on the podcast on our episode

1276
01:08:49.960 --> 01:08:50.760
lucky aren't you?

1277
01:08:52.560 --> 01:09:00.439
Oh my god? That's so good, so good. I love that, right.

1278
01:09:00.880 --> 01:09:04.239
I picked Jule's answer that so good.

1279
01:09:05.199 --> 01:09:09.039
Oh god, I don't even know now, Like episode oneself,

1280
01:09:11.760 --> 01:09:16.159
it's gonna be fine. Just take a breath. Episode twenty

1281
01:09:16.279 --> 01:09:21.680
five self, Holy fuck, I can't believe I'm actually doing this.

1282
01:09:22.960 --> 01:09:28.079
Go me future one hundred self, I can't believe I

1283
01:09:28.079 --> 01:09:28.800
ever doubted it.

1284
01:09:30.760 --> 01:09:35.760
I love that Jesus right. If we just delete mine

1285
01:09:35.760 --> 01:09:36.520
and just play.

1286
01:09:36.279 --> 01:09:36.640
You will.

1287
01:09:39.520 --> 01:09:43.199
Here's amazing. But oh my, here's this amazing.

1288
01:09:44.720 --> 01:09:47.680
Think of a VA or a scriptwriter or an editor

1289
01:09:48.319 --> 01:09:51.760
that has impacted you or the community in some way,

1290
01:09:51.840 --> 01:09:54.479
what would you like them to know? I feel like,

1291
01:09:54.520 --> 01:09:56.439
almost like the mess, what I would like them to

1292
01:09:56.479 --> 01:09:59.239
know would be the same regardless of whether they're a

1293
01:09:59.319 --> 01:10:03.640
VA script editor, because all of those pieces of the

1294
01:10:03.640 --> 01:10:06.680
puzzle are so important in the art that's put out

1295
01:10:07.800 --> 01:10:11.199
and the work you do, whether you're voicing a script,

1296
01:10:11.279 --> 01:10:15.199
writing the script, or editing the script, is incredibly important

1297
01:10:15.840 --> 01:10:21.640
and impactful, life changing. As I hope you know and

1298
01:10:21.720 --> 01:10:24.920
if you don't hear it now that the time you

1299
01:10:25.039 --> 01:10:31.600
spend on your craft really matters. Yeah, and you're making

1300
01:10:31.640 --> 01:10:34.039
a huge impact, So don't doubt it for a second.

1301
01:10:36.000 --> 01:10:40.279
Yeah, I kind of agree, because I know lots of

1302
01:10:40.359 --> 01:10:44.600
vas and script writers and a few editors now, and

1303
01:10:44.800 --> 01:10:49.760
I think I would. It's like your favorite child, isn't it.

1304
01:10:49.800 --> 01:10:51.600
I do, But I just think the impact is exactly

1305
01:10:51.600 --> 01:10:54.520
the same as what you said. There's no pick in

1306
01:10:54.520 --> 01:10:59.640
my favorite nobody. Everybody, every woman who stepped up, specifically women,

1307
01:11:00.479 --> 01:11:05.079
every woman who stepped up into this business and he's

1308
01:11:05.359 --> 01:11:09.720
trying to make a trying to make a success, is

1309
01:11:09.800 --> 01:11:13.600
making success or has made a success of their lives

1310
01:11:13.640 --> 01:11:17.960
because of it. Fucking fair play, Toya. Absolutely every impact

1311
01:11:18.000 --> 01:11:19.239
that you've made has been felt by me.

1312
01:11:20.359 --> 01:11:24.720
Damn beautifully said. Yeah, all right, well, I feel bad.

1313
01:11:24.720 --> 01:11:27.920
I do have a specific person in mind, but so

1314
01:11:28.039 --> 01:11:29.880
I actually do want to shout out k Chase, who

1315
01:11:29.920 --> 01:11:32.720
is a scriptwriter and she is my favorite writer on

1316
01:11:32.960 --> 01:11:38.199
quinn uh. And it is because of her that I

1317
01:11:38.319 --> 01:11:41.000
ended up feeling confident enough to say yes to my

1318
01:11:41.119 --> 01:11:44.880
very first editing job of a book because she asked

1319
01:11:44.920 --> 01:11:48.720
me to edit I'm Sorry to Be to read a

1320
01:11:48.760 --> 01:11:51.840
series called Use Your Words that was by AJ parts two, three, four,

1321
01:11:51.880 --> 01:11:54.760
and five, and it gave me the confidence that I

1322
01:11:54.800 --> 01:11:56.840
didn't always just have to be super nice to people

1323
01:11:57.199 --> 01:11:59.119
when I was giving them feedback. If I mean, most

1324
01:11:59.119 --> 01:12:00.680
of the time I had to because she an amazing writer.

1325
01:12:00.720 --> 01:12:02.960
But if I had any sort of constructive feedback, I

1326
01:12:03.039 --> 01:12:06.439
never liked giving constructive feedback. I always felt so bad, felt

1327
01:12:06.479 --> 01:12:10.479
like a terrible person, a terrible friend. But her asking

1328
01:12:10.479 --> 01:12:13.319
me to do that really helped me with that. And

1329
01:12:13.359 --> 01:12:16.920
I think she's helped the community a lot, because I

1330
01:12:16.920 --> 01:12:18.439
still remember when we first had her on and we

1331
01:12:18.479 --> 01:12:21.159
were reading her bio and she said that slightly toxic

1332
01:12:21.319 --> 01:12:24.920
mdom is her like flavor of choice. And I remember,

1333
01:12:25.000 --> 01:12:26.800
again we talked about this all the time, being like,

1334
01:12:26.840 --> 01:12:28.439
oh my god, so that doesn't mean I want to

1335
01:12:28.479 --> 01:12:30.720
cheat on my husband that I like, you know, a

1336
01:12:30.800 --> 01:12:33.640
series about somebody sleeping with someone's wife, you know. So

1337
01:12:33.680 --> 01:12:38.520
I like that she came into the space and made

1338
01:12:38.520 --> 01:12:40.079
it like it's okay to have this type of fantasy

1339
01:12:40.119 --> 01:12:41.279
and listen to it and enjoy it.

1340
01:12:41.640 --> 01:12:42.319
Yeah.

1341
01:12:42.359 --> 01:12:44.239
So I want to give a little shout out to

1342
01:12:44.319 --> 01:12:44.760
k Chase.

1343
01:12:45.000 --> 01:12:46.560
That's great. I love kay Chase.

1344
01:12:47.640 --> 01:12:50.560
What what's awesome of your What are some of your

1345
01:12:50.600 --> 01:12:53.000
biggest hair me out attractions?

1346
01:12:55.159 --> 01:12:55.520
I don't know.

1347
01:12:55.920 --> 01:12:56.840
I don't know what that means.

1348
01:12:56.880 --> 01:12:59.520
I will explain to you, Okay, all right, which means

1349
01:12:59.640 --> 01:13:02.159
we're going to do a video at some point of

1350
01:13:02.239 --> 01:13:04.039
us doing a hear me out cake. You guys don't

1351
01:13:04.039 --> 01:13:05.760
even know what that is yet, Okay, so hear me out.

1352
01:13:06.800 --> 01:13:09.000
It's all over TikTok and everything. So it's someone that

1353
01:13:09.079 --> 01:13:13.000
people don't find conventionally attractive. It can be animated, character, real, fictional,

1354
01:13:13.119 --> 01:13:15.680
and it's who you are attracted to. So it's your

1355
01:13:15.760 --> 01:13:20.119
hear me out, So I'll give you mine, fucking Jack Black.

1356
01:13:20.640 --> 01:13:24.039
Jack Black can get it any day of the week,

1357
01:13:24.199 --> 01:13:27.439
I think he I don't him Watching him pretend to

1358
01:13:27.479 --> 01:13:30.720
be a teenage girl in a movie in the jungle,

1359
01:13:30.760 --> 01:13:32.520
uh the oh my god, what's it called? Welcome to

1360
01:13:32.560 --> 01:13:35.560
the Jungle was the best acting performance I've ever seen,

1361
01:13:35.640 --> 01:13:37.920
and it made him so attractive to me that I

1362
01:13:37.960 --> 01:13:41.079
was just like Jack Black, like fanning myself so he

1363
01:13:41.119 --> 01:13:42.760
would be like he would be like my hair me

1364
01:13:42.800 --> 01:13:45.319
out Because you don't typically hear who's your celebrity crush

1365
01:13:45.439 --> 01:13:46.239
Jack Black?

1366
01:13:47.680 --> 01:13:50.399
So someone who's not traditionally attractive.

1367
01:13:50.000 --> 01:13:52.800
Yeah, or like anime attracted to? Yeah, who you would? Yeah?

1368
01:13:52.800 --> 01:13:55.159
So's it's literally just about preference. So some people say,

1369
01:13:55.199 --> 01:13:58.920
like grew from the Minions movies, you know, like like

1370
01:13:59.039 --> 01:14:01.199
you know what I mean, Like yeah, okay, I get it.

1371
01:14:01.239 --> 01:14:09.119
Now. There's a guy called Darren Brown who's a mentalist,

1372
01:14:09.640 --> 01:14:13.319
so he does a lot of NLP and your linguistic programming.

1373
01:14:14.720 --> 01:14:15.079
Okay.

1374
01:14:15.359 --> 01:14:17.560
And I was actually hypnotized by him live on TV.

1375
01:14:17.720 --> 01:14:21.640
Not live on TV, but on TV. I just find

1376
01:14:21.800 --> 01:14:26.640
something about his voice and his eyes and everything is yeah,

1377
01:14:27.319 --> 01:14:32.880
horizing has worn guyline, but he's very much not what

1378
01:14:33.000 --> 01:14:37.239
I would class as my type. Oh and then also

1379
01:14:37.359 --> 01:14:38.840
I kind of had a little bit of a crush

1380
01:14:38.880 --> 01:14:47.319
on Steve Colbert. He's fucking funny, and I do funny.

1381
01:14:47.479 --> 01:14:50.279
I don't do do funny guys. If I have the choice,

1382
01:14:50.279 --> 01:14:53.319
I do funny guys. But yeah, Steve Colbert, I've watched

1383
01:14:53.319 --> 01:14:58.439
his programs, like his late night thing we get in

1384
01:14:58.439 --> 01:15:01.960
the UK here, And yeah, I I'm not religious and

1385
01:15:02.000 --> 01:15:06.000
he's religious, and he's in the much older than I

1386
01:15:06.039 --> 01:15:10.479
would normally go for capacity. But something about how he's

1387
01:15:10.560 --> 01:15:14.520
quick witted, he's funny, he's kind, he's gentle, he's just Yeah.

1388
01:15:14.640 --> 01:15:16.079
I love Steve Cobbert.

1389
01:15:17.520 --> 01:15:17.800
Jewels.

1390
01:15:17.840 --> 01:15:21.319
You're up all right? What are some of your vises?

1391
01:15:22.039 --> 01:15:24.039
What do you struggle within?

1392
01:15:24.239 --> 01:15:27.960
I struggle with sarcasm. It's it's just my language my

1393
01:15:28.000 --> 01:15:33.880
love language, but like I struggle not doing it so often.

1394
01:15:35.239 --> 01:15:39.079
I have lots of friends who are on the spectrum,

1395
01:15:39.119 --> 01:15:43.680
are autistic or you know, bipolar, et cetera, and they

1396
01:15:43.760 --> 01:15:50.760
really struggle with my level and intensity and regularity of sarcasm.

1397
01:15:51.000 --> 01:15:55.680
I can't stop being sarcastic. I'm just just can't.

1398
01:15:56.359 --> 01:15:59.880
So you are, Yeah, that's one of my primary languages too, same,

1399
01:16:00.199 --> 01:16:03.800
So that's why we're like, yeah, whatever, it's much just.

1400
01:16:03.720 --> 01:16:10.880
Like yeah, I mean I struggle with substances. I struggle

1401
01:16:10.880 --> 01:16:13.399
with alcohol. I guess that's advice. I struggle with stuff

1402
01:16:13.439 --> 01:16:16.880
like that, you know, things like that. So I definitely

1403
01:16:16.880 --> 01:16:20.239
struggle with hyperfixation type things that I have to kind

1404
01:16:20.239 --> 01:16:22.960
of be really aware of. So those are probably my

1405
01:16:23.039 --> 01:16:25.520
main vices, uh, is that I just have to be

1406
01:16:25.560 --> 01:16:28.199
aware of those and reach out to people if I

1407
01:16:28.239 --> 01:16:28.680
need help.

1408
01:16:28.960 --> 01:16:35.960
Those are probably nice, right, exactly, my vices I going

1409
01:16:36.039 --> 01:16:38.399
vices in that direction. It's freaking sugar and carbs for me,

1410
01:16:38.479 --> 01:16:41.760
Like give me cupcakes and ice cream all day. But

1411
01:16:41.880 --> 01:16:43.479
it's a vice, I mean, which can be good, right,

1412
01:16:43.479 --> 01:16:46.119
but it's advice because it's what I reach for to

1413
01:16:46.279 --> 01:16:48.880
like not feel emotions and all the stuff. That you

1414
01:16:48.920 --> 01:16:54.199
reach that stuff. For I struggle with focus that my

1415
01:16:54.319 --> 01:16:59.439
brain's in a million places all the time. And you

1416
01:16:59.479 --> 01:17:01.439
know what I strugg with. One of the biggest things

1417
01:17:01.439 --> 01:17:04.880
I struggle with is living in the one side place,

1418
01:17:05.520 --> 01:17:08.960
Like once I make a million dollars, once I lose

1419
01:17:09.000 --> 01:17:11.560
a lot of weight, one s I move to Europe,

1420
01:17:11.760 --> 01:17:14.960
one I then I'll be happy. So I'm constantly like

1421
01:17:15.039 --> 01:17:19.000
living in the future when I know peace and power

1422
01:17:19.039 --> 01:17:22.479
is in the present. So I struggle with like getting

1423
01:17:22.479 --> 01:17:24.800
myself back to the moment because this is where, this

1424
01:17:24.840 --> 01:17:27.760
is where it all happens. But I get that dopamine

1425
01:17:27.800 --> 01:17:30.399
hit of like, well one side some like that some

1426
01:17:30.560 --> 01:17:33.960
day that we all live in someday when and all

1427
01:17:34.000 --> 01:17:37.079
that does is like stop you from working to get

1428
01:17:37.079 --> 01:17:39.239
to that some day because you get that temporary hit

1429
01:17:39.279 --> 01:17:39.680
where it's.

1430
01:17:39.600 --> 01:17:46.680
Like temporary dopamine yea hits. Yeah, that's a really really

1431
01:17:46.680 --> 01:17:48.319
good one, you guys.

1432
01:17:48.359 --> 01:17:51.560
I was so honest and vulnerable. For the last question

1433
01:17:51.720 --> 01:17:55.920
we've got is if you hadn't ended up in the

1434
01:17:55.960 --> 01:17:59.239
AE space, what do you think you would be doing?

1435
01:18:01.000 --> 01:18:01.560
I time?

1436
01:18:03.279 --> 01:18:04.520
Would you say? In prison time?

1437
01:18:05.119 --> 01:18:07.239
In prison time?

1438
01:18:10.920 --> 01:18:13.039
So I'm taking this like when I hear how it's worded,

1439
01:18:13.079 --> 01:18:14.640
it's like, you know, if you've weren't doing this for

1440
01:18:14.640 --> 01:18:16.279
a living, what would you be doing? Which were obviously

1441
01:18:16.319 --> 01:18:18.439
not But like if if I so now, I'm gonna

1442
01:18:18.439 --> 01:18:21.359
take it as if I hadn't found the AE space,

1443
01:18:23.319 --> 01:18:26.520
what would I be doing? I'd probably be thriving in

1444
01:18:26.560 --> 01:18:35.840
my business of like okay, helly, like i'd be u

1445
01:18:36.800 --> 01:18:39.720
very successful professionally because I spent all my time on snow.

1446
01:18:40.279 --> 01:18:42.319
I don't know. I think in a lot of areas

1447
01:18:42.359 --> 01:18:44.439
of my life I would still be kind of sleep

1448
01:18:44.479 --> 01:18:46.119
walking through it of just kind of like going through

1449
01:18:46.159 --> 01:18:50.159
the motions. Like finding this space really woke me up

1450
01:18:50.199 --> 01:18:54.199
in a way that I wasn't expecting, and I certainly

1451
01:18:54.239 --> 01:18:59.279
found friendships I could have never imagined greed, So yeah,

1452
01:18:59.319 --> 01:19:01.439
I think, I mean I'd be worse off for it,

1453
01:19:01.520 --> 01:19:01.920
for sure.

1454
01:19:03.880 --> 01:19:07.760
I think for me, I was a high school teacher

1455
01:19:07.800 --> 01:19:11.359
before this and loved it, but I was kind of

1456
01:19:11.399 --> 01:19:13.520
reaching like that point in your life where like is

1457
01:19:13.560 --> 01:19:15.920
this really what I want to keep doing? So I

1458
01:19:15.960 --> 01:19:17.960
think if I hadn't found this space, and again I

1459
01:19:18.079 --> 01:19:20.800
ended up getting terminated from my job, but I think

1460
01:19:20.960 --> 01:19:23.800
I would still be teaching, And I think I would

1461
01:19:23.840 --> 01:19:25.399
just be kind of, like you said, Kaza, going through

1462
01:19:25.399 --> 01:19:29.479
the motions with it and just kind of going, like

1463
01:19:29.520 --> 01:19:32.359
you said, going through life just like That's I don't

1464
01:19:32.359 --> 01:19:34.359
want to say all there is because teaching is wonderful

1465
01:19:34.399 --> 01:19:36.840
and can be very fulfilling, but it wasn't for me.

1466
01:19:37.079 --> 01:19:39.800
It wasn't fulfilling for me. Yeah, So I think I

1467
01:19:39.800 --> 01:19:42.600
would probably be still be doing that, and again, I

1468
01:19:42.600 --> 01:19:44.520
wouldn't have the friendships I have now. We talked about

1469
01:19:44.560 --> 01:19:46.439
vices earlier. I don't think I would be doing as

1470
01:19:46.479 --> 01:19:48.760
well as I am with some of those if I

1471
01:19:48.760 --> 01:19:51.680
had still been teaching and in that kind of high

1472
01:19:52.119 --> 01:19:55.560
that environment could be really, really tough. Yeah, because I

1473
01:19:55.560 --> 01:19:57.600
taught special ed. So I think I think that I

1474
01:19:57.680 --> 01:20:00.199
think that's what we're going on. So this space has

1475
01:20:00.439 --> 01:20:02.399
helped me realize that I can go back to teaching

1476
01:20:02.439 --> 01:20:04.039
if I want, But if I don't want to, there's

1477
01:20:04.119 --> 01:20:05.520
so many other things I can do and I'm not

1478
01:20:05.640 --> 01:20:08.279
just tied to being the teacher.

1479
01:20:09.119 --> 01:20:15.840
Yeah. Well, I think I would have just had way

1480
01:20:15.880 --> 01:20:17.000
more time to wang.

1481
01:20:21.840 --> 01:20:25.720
Because you have to remind yourself now with your catchphrase.

1482
01:20:25.800 --> 01:20:30.359
Right, Honestly, I don't know. I thought my life was

1483
01:20:30.479 --> 01:20:36.359
full genuinely, before the AE space, the model, the podcasting,

1484
01:20:36.479 --> 01:20:39.880
the creative stuff. I thought my life was full before this,

1485
01:20:40.079 --> 01:20:43.000
and now I don't even know what I did to

1486
01:20:43.119 --> 01:20:45.119
fill the gaps, to fill the time.

1487
01:20:46.880 --> 01:20:50.239
It's you probably did a lot of guys.

1488
01:20:50.359 --> 01:20:56.079
I had way more time for scenes and escapism, but

1489
01:20:56.159 --> 01:20:59.560
I generally, I think I don't get me wrong, my

1490
01:20:59.680 --> 01:21:08.880
life has been a fucking movie, without question, But the downtimes,

1491
01:21:09.159 --> 01:21:10.960
I think we're a lot more than what I remember

1492
01:21:10.960 --> 01:21:13.119
them being, because there's no way that I could have

1493
01:21:13.199 --> 01:21:18.760
had such a fulfilling, full life and then do this

1494
01:21:18.880 --> 01:21:19.560
on top of that.

1495
01:21:20.359 --> 01:21:20.640
Yeah.

1496
01:21:20.920 --> 01:21:23.880
Right, So what I picture of what my life was

1497
01:21:23.920 --> 01:21:26.680
before was fun, and I've had great experiences and memories,

1498
01:21:26.720 --> 01:21:28.119
and I've traveled and I've met me but you know,

1499
01:21:28.119 --> 01:21:31.000
blah blah blah. But there must have been so much

1500
01:21:31.039 --> 01:21:33.319
downtime because to be able to do this, what we

1501
01:21:33.399 --> 01:21:37.800
all do just for the podcast is intense. Right, So

1502
01:21:37.960 --> 01:21:40.680
without the A space, I've got the AA space, You've

1503
01:21:40.720 --> 01:21:43.640
got your list thing, you've got your friendship communities, new ones,

1504
01:21:43.680 --> 01:21:47.479
you've got your the modeling, we've got the podcast. There's

1505
01:21:47.880 --> 01:21:50.880
I don't even know. I don't know who what I

1506
01:21:50.920 --> 01:21:54.079
did I must have slept for twelve hours ago. If

1507
01:21:54.119 --> 01:21:58.279
you don't know, Wow, But don't you think, don't you

1508
01:21:58.279 --> 01:22:00.960
guys think that the time that you you had on

1509
01:22:01.000 --> 01:22:05.279
your hands before wasn't really It's either it wasn't filled

1510
01:22:05.359 --> 01:22:07.760
or it wasn't fulfilling enough for you to even remember

1511
01:22:07.800 --> 01:22:08.279
what you did.

1512
01:22:08.880 --> 01:22:10.880
Oh yeah, I just did teaching stuff from seven am

1513
01:22:10.920 --> 01:22:12.800
to nine pm. When I come home and just do work, work, work,

1514
01:22:12.840 --> 01:22:15.039
work work. I never thought about anything else except teaching

1515
01:22:15.079 --> 01:22:18.239
the Great Gatsby or literally anything else. Never.

1516
01:22:18.560 --> 01:22:21.279
Yeah, I do, I mean, I I mean, you know, listen,

1517
01:22:21.279 --> 01:22:24.000
and I had a pretty active life and but I yeah,

1518
01:22:24.039 --> 01:22:25.920
I was. I was working a lot. I was working

1519
01:22:25.960 --> 01:22:28.840
a lot as a business owner. So like for me,

1520
01:22:28.880 --> 01:22:31.199
it's different smuch like I can I can see what

1521
01:22:31.439 --> 01:22:34.439
has what the eight my time in the eighty space

1522
01:22:34.479 --> 01:22:40.359
has replaced, not always for the good, but some for

1523
01:22:40.399 --> 01:22:42.800
the good. H So no, I can remember, I can

1524
01:22:42.880 --> 01:22:45.399
remember what I spent my time on. I just don't

1525
01:22:45.399 --> 01:22:46.920
spend as much time on it anymore.

1526
01:22:47.720 --> 01:22:50.840
Do you think that's because it's been superseded by something

1527
01:22:50.920 --> 01:22:53.840
that you're more passionate about, or do you think absolutely

1528
01:22:53.840 --> 01:22:54.800
just in a whirlwind.

1529
01:22:54.880 --> 01:22:58.479
Still, No, I think. I think it's because I've found

1530
01:22:58.479 --> 01:23:02.199
something that is creative in a way that's different that

1531
01:23:02.239 --> 01:23:07.319
I'm that I'm more passionate about. And it's like, this

1532
01:23:07.439 --> 01:23:09.319
is so not I mean like having my own business.

1533
01:23:09.319 --> 01:23:13.119
I've been a solopreneur, meaning like I I operate and

1534
01:23:13.159 --> 01:23:16.720
create in a vacuum, and so having collaboration like this

1535
01:23:16.840 --> 01:23:20.359
with the podcast is so fulfilling. I didn't realize how

1536
01:23:20.479 --> 01:23:24.760
much I thrive in collaboration, and so I think I

1537
01:23:24.800 --> 01:23:28.720
grew tired of the solopreneur life. I mean I did

1538
01:23:28.720 --> 01:23:32.600
some collaborations throughout that, but not enough to sustain me.

1539
01:23:32.680 --> 01:23:36.079
So this feels like different creative minds coming together to

1540
01:23:36.159 --> 01:23:39.920
create something that's so fun and cool and then subsequently

1541
01:23:39.960 --> 01:23:43.399
so impactful. It's Yeah, I think it's just I think

1542
01:23:43.399 --> 01:23:48.119
I lost interest in the way I used to work, Yeah,

1543
01:23:48.159 --> 01:23:50.720
and am just now given the opportunity to reinvent.

1544
01:23:51.199 --> 01:23:53.640
So oh I love that reinvent. Yeah, I feel I

1545
01:23:53.680 --> 01:23:55.720
feel like that kind of made me think of again.

1546
01:23:55.800 --> 01:23:57.760
I know it comes with what job you have sometimes,

1547
01:23:57.840 --> 01:24:00.800
but I feel like I wasn't able to be as

1548
01:24:00.840 --> 01:24:03.720
open and creative as I wanted to with things because

1549
01:24:03.760 --> 01:24:05.600
I'm a high school teacher. I can't they're going to

1550
01:24:05.640 --> 01:24:07.880
find my social media easier, Like, I mean, hey, I

1551
01:24:07.880 --> 01:24:11.319
should have had my Instagram profile private, probably while I'm

1552
01:24:11.319 --> 01:24:15.159
still teaching, but I didn't, Like, I have so much

1553
01:24:15.159 --> 01:24:18.600
fun now just making fun silly videos and things like that.

1554
01:24:18.800 --> 01:24:20.720
You know that until I really got into the space,

1555
01:24:20.760 --> 01:24:22.319
I never knew I wanted to do anything. I don't

1556
01:24:22.319 --> 01:24:25.560
even have TikTok like until really started, you know, And

1557
01:24:25.600 --> 01:24:27.800
so I that was something else. I felt like I

1558
01:24:27.840 --> 01:24:30.960
never really used anything creative unless again, it related to

1559
01:24:30.960 --> 01:24:33.319
my job. Yeah.

1560
01:24:33.439 --> 01:24:35.560
Yeah, the space has provided so much to us.

1561
01:24:35.399 --> 01:24:38.399
A Definitely, I think, if I'm being honest, I think

1562
01:24:38.479 --> 01:24:41.800
I was lonely. I think I was very lonely, but

1563
01:24:41.920 --> 01:24:44.680
didn't didn't spot it, didn't identify it.

1564
01:24:45.399 --> 01:24:45.800
Mm hmm.

1565
01:24:46.359 --> 01:24:54.359
And yeah, I've got lifelong connections now yea. And I'm

1566
01:24:54.479 --> 01:24:57.560
less of a I know it's going to sound weird

1567
01:24:57.680 --> 01:25:00.319
to everybody listening and anybody that knows me by less

1568
01:25:00.319 --> 01:25:02.960
of an introvert now because I did a lot of

1569
01:25:03.039 --> 01:25:03.880
things on my own.

1570
01:25:04.359 --> 01:25:04.840
Mm hmmm.

1571
01:25:05.159 --> 01:25:07.920
I traveled on my own, I went to concerts on

1572
01:25:07.960 --> 01:25:09.560
my own, I went to theater on my own. I

1573
01:25:09.640 --> 01:25:12.920
walk on my own. I've experienced so many things on

1574
01:25:12.960 --> 01:25:15.760
my own. That's what I mean by lonely. Not that

1575
01:25:15.800 --> 01:25:17.319
I didn't do things, but I have to do them

1576
01:25:17.319 --> 01:25:19.800
on my own. And now I don't have to do

1577
01:25:19.840 --> 01:25:21.279
things on my own as much anymore.

1578
01:25:22.239 --> 01:25:26.640
No, now we've got the commune, we're planning on building

1579
01:25:26.640 --> 01:25:28.319
that we're all going to live together in our old age.

1580
01:25:28.399 --> 01:25:30.279
When we make so much money on the podcast, with

1581
01:25:30.399 --> 01:25:32.239
all the advertising and all the sponsors that we're going

1582
01:25:32.279 --> 01:25:32.760
to get over the.

1583
01:25:32.800 --> 01:25:34.439
Next year, we're going to buy a piece of land

1584
01:25:35.199 --> 01:25:37.680
and just build a bunch of little homes.

1585
01:25:37.000 --> 01:25:40.079
And it's just going to say, keep wanking as you

1586
01:25:40.800 --> 01:25:42.840
go in right there, right up front.

1587
01:25:43.760 --> 01:25:50.600
To keep wanking, Counmune, come on the doors down taking orders.

1588
01:25:50.600 --> 01:25:54.159
Now it's Dragon's then still going because I think we

1589
01:25:54.199 --> 01:25:54.680
can pitch it.

1590
01:25:55.239 --> 01:25:56.960
Still shark tank you.

1591
01:25:58.520 --> 01:26:01.560
Sorry, shark Tank strip dragons, and still going because I

1592
01:26:01.560 --> 01:26:02.800
think we can picture this some idea and.

1593
01:26:02.720 --> 01:26:05.079
It will Hell yeah, hell yes.

1594
01:26:06.079 --> 01:26:08.000
That's the end of the questions, ladies.

1595
01:26:08.840 --> 01:26:13.000
Wow, thanks cliticians for sending so many in so much for.

1596
01:26:12.880 --> 01:26:16.000
This July episode in the Bag.

1597
01:26:16.479 --> 01:26:19.960
In in the Bag. Also, thank you so much to

1598
01:26:20.000 --> 01:26:22.800
Peaches for your amazing peach in it real segment.

1599
01:26:22.800 --> 01:26:26.880
As all ones so good. Yes, so that is it?

1600
01:26:27.039 --> 01:26:29.720
Another one in the bag and on woods and utpwoods ladies.

1601
01:26:30.039 --> 01:26:32.680
So thanks for listening, cliticians, you know the drill comment

1602
01:26:32.760 --> 01:26:35.000
like share all the things. We really appreciate your time

1603
01:26:35.079 --> 01:26:38.239
and your questions. As Smudge mentioned earlier, we will post

1604
01:26:38.239 --> 01:26:41.239
these questions on social media because we want to hear

1605
01:26:41.239 --> 01:26:44.319
some of your answers too. Uh So, Yeah, we'll be

1606
01:26:44.359 --> 01:26:48.319
back with you again for another fantastic episode. But for now,

1607
01:26:48.399 --> 01:26:50.680
this has been Caza, your voice matters, This.

1608
01:26:50.640 --> 01:26:52.640
Has been Jules go put those lips to good use.

1609
01:26:53.279 --> 01:27:08.119
And this has been Smug Keep wanking.

1610
01:27:01.760 --> 01:27:06.119
Be began

1611
01:27:14.159 --> 01:27:15.760
Assi